The Mistake part 2
SilverGuardian of Ancients
10/20/07
Why?
Why did you do it?
Why did you kill yourself?
Even after you knew how much I loved you
You left me here
Alone
I told you why you couldn't go with me
But you insisted and now you're gone
I promised you that I'd be back
But you didn't listen
You left me here
Alone
I helped you overcome
Your fears, your lies, and your sorrow
You always questioned my actions
And I promised to help you when I returned
But you didn't listen
You never did
So you left me here
Alone
I helped you
You called me your light
And when I left you thought I was your dark
I helped you up on your feet
Back onto your path
Why?
Why did you do it?
Why did you kill yourself?
Even when you knew how much a sacrificed for you
You left my here
Alone
That's why I can back
I still remembered my promise to you
And I remember racing up the stairs to you room
Hearing you scream in pain
I yelled to you through the door
But you didn't hear me
You never did
That's why you left me here
Alone
I told you more people would come
To help, to love, to care for you
Like I did
And they did but you ignored them
So when I opened the door
I saw you bleeding
Where I said good-bye to you
You left me here
Alone
I torn my heart to leave you
Mine shattered but I knew it would heal
Everything does overtime
But yours never did
Why did you do it?
Why did you leave me here?
Alone
You were too good for me
All the moments and memories were precious to me
You were worth my time
And it mattered to me
Everything that concerns you does
And now my heart I breaking seeing you like this
But you left me here
Alone
I can see you pupils dilate
As I rush to your side
Worry and confusion fills my mind
I start to say things before I realize it
Like, 'don't leave me'
And 'why did you do it'
But most of all 'I love you and I always will'
So now we're both here
Alone
I can see you struggle to breathe
A small stream of blood pours out of the side of your mouth
You mange to say 'I'm so sorry' and 'please forgive me'
But the most important to me, 'I love you too and always will'
Then I hear you give your last breathe
Tears start to stream out of my eyes
As I clutch your now cold body
I brush you hair out of your face
Whispering 'I will never leave you alone again'
And I can feel your presence by me even now
Your hand on my shoulder
As if saying 'I forgive you for leaving me'
You gave me a different sight into life
You're making sure that I'm not
Alone
You never left me side even after death
You always protect me and comfort me
Even when you think I don't know you're there
I do
I will always love you even when time no longer exists
For the love we felt for each other
Is eternal