Hey guys! So I'm turning Because He Loved Them into a oneshot storybook thingy! I just want to do a quick short little update to let everyone know that I'm still alive and for anybody who is wondering, yes updates will be coming soon. So my Little Lights, we all know what time it is!

It's Disclaimer Time!

Disclaimer: I do not own these lovely boys. I just like to torture Logan.

Now On With The Shot!

'Thinking'

"Talking"

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Insomnia

He refuses to tell them.

It's been five days and it's been four nights. That is how long Logan Mitchell has been without sleep. But he doesn't tell anyone. He keeps his insomnia problems to himself because he doesn't want to bother anybody with something as so small as loss of sleep. It's not that bad. Just because he's going on night number five doesn't really mean anything. And he does get sleep!

Sometimes, when he's in the shower, his eyes end up closing for a few minutes before he realizes that he has rehearsal and he can't waste water because it's bad for the enviorment. But it is sleep. It's five minutes of sleep and that's good enough for him.

But then, there are times during the day where he feels like he's going to pass out from exhaustion. He will stand up and suddenly, the room will spin like he's just fallen into a fucking tornado and he loses his balence, grabbing onto one of boyfriends with a death grip.

And of course, they always ask him what's wrong. But he tells them that he just got up to fast. Most of the time, they believe him because, well, they were right there. They had seen him get up too fast. Other times, he doesn't get up fast enough. But he still refuses to tell them.

He refuses to tell them because he loves them enough to not have them worry about him. Plus, it's not that bad. He knows he'll get sleep eventually. He just doesn't know when he'll be able to sleep. But he knows he'll sleep. He just knows it.

He knows that he can't keep this secret up. He just can't. It's getting harder every day and he can't seem to control anything anymore. He wants to sleep. But for some reason, he can't and it's scaring him. It scares him because he hasnever gone this long without sleep and he doesn't know what to do. For the first time in his life, Logan Mitchell doesn't know what to do to cure his insomnia and it scares him.

But he refuses to say anything.

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Soo yeah. I wrote this 'cause I know what Logan is going through. This is my fourth night without sleeping and I really don't know how to fix it. So I thought torturing Logan by giving him insomnia would make me feel better. And it did.

Actually, since this is now a oneshot story...thingy... I want to try taking requests. So if you have any ideas that you would like to see me write, let me know. It just has to have Logan angst and it has to be slash. 'Cause well, I can write anything straight. I never have been able to. XD

I hope everyone liked the oneshot. and I promise, in the next few days or so, Shattered Silence The Rewrite will be posted. And I have a surprise for all you lovely readers and reviewers.

Until Then...

Love Peace and Slash:

Hikari!