I do not own the characters or Twilight Stephanie Meyer does.

Thank you for the reviews I decided to post Chapter 2 up tonight for everyone. Sorry for the first chapter being short it was an introduction; I promise to try and make the rest of the chapters longer.

Bella's POV

Slowly I opened my eyes, everything seemed to brighter, more clearer. " Edward, you can't keep beating yourself over this, remember I saw it happen." It sounded like it was coming from a few rooms down guess my hearing got better too. I stopped paying attention to the conversation thinking it is rude to eavesdrop and that is what I was sort of doing. I stood up and as I did caught my reflection in the mirror. Was that really me? I looked the same but yet I couldn't recognize who I was. All of a sudden the door opened and Alice ran in giving a tight hug where if I was still in my fragile human body I would have been crushed to death. "Oh my your gorgeous." I heard Alice say but my attention was on Edward. At this moment I wish I could have his power to read minds. Was he happy that I was like him or was he mad? I kept looking into his eyes and took one step towards him.

"I want to speak to Bella...alone. Do you mind leaving us alone for a while Alice?" Edward said to Alice. I glanced over quickly to see her nod and leave the room, then looked back at Edward.

Edward's POV

How could I not have gotten to her in time. I don't want my Bella to be a monster like I am. Alice snapped me out of my thoughts. "Edward, you can't keep beating yourself over this, remember I saw it happen."

"If I was strong enough...fast enough I could have been able to stop this...Bella is going to go to hell and it is because of me. I should of stayed away from her." I replied to Alice. All of a sudden she started dancing around the room yelling "she's awake, she's awake!" and ran out the door heading towards the room Bella was in. My poor Bella, she was sure to hate me for not being fast enough to save her from this terrible fate. I slowly made my way to where Bella was. I got there just in time to see Alice give her a hug that would of killed her if it wasn't for me.

"Oh my, your gorgeous." I heard Alice say. I didn't fully pay attention to her; my attention was at Bella. She took a step towards me like she wanted to say something to me.

I finally managed to say out loud "I want to speak to Bella...alone. Do you mind leaving alone for a while Alice?"

Ok, sorry for the cliff hanger. Please tell me what you think so far good or bad? I will post chapter 3 up tomorrow after classes get done. Janet