Some of you maybe curious what Hibari's real intention is. Should I say me too? Hahaha, even Natsu get curious too. Just follow the story and you will get it later. I don't like ruining the mystery khekekeke.

Tsuna's POV

Thank god I can manage it on time. I can't believe I still can move with this body. I thought after what Hibari-san did yesterday I will end up laying on bed for days. Still I can feel my body is breaking. I want to rest but I don't want to make him mad. He asked me to come today so I did.

"Hi Tsuna."

"Ah, Gokudera-kun."

"Hey, you okay? You look pale. Maybe you should go to the infirmary."

Do I look that bad? I didn't see my own face today. "No I'm okay. Don't worry."

"Did that Hibari do something to you again?"

"No, he.. he didn't."

"Tsuna, you're my best friend. If he hurt you again you can tell me. And I think you should stay away from him. He is bad for you."

"No, he is not. He is..kind."

"Tell me, which part of the beating do you think is kind?"

"But..but he never beat me again."

"Yeah, but I still think he do something bad to you. Maybe he beat you in a hidden place so we can't see the wound."

Why is he so persistent? "I told you I'm okay. Don't worry."

"Tsuna, you.."

"Hey, hey, what's going on here? Did you tease Tsuna again Gokudera?"

Oh Yamamoto is here. I'm glad he is because he can handle Gokudera. Gokudera is hot headed and so stubborn and I can't do anything about it, but Yamamoto does.

"I didn't tease him. I told him to start living peacefully from now on. Step out from the hell and live in our world."

"What hell? Hey Tsuna, I don't know you can travel there. Why don't you take me there some other time?"

"Are you crazy?! You're not going to hell! I mean, it's not even what we're talking about. You missed the point!"

"You're the one who missed the point. Look, Tsuna is smiling. He is always smiling. What does smile mean Gokudera? Happy right?"

Just like you Yamamoto. You always smile too, maybe more than I do. That's why I always feel calm when you're around.

When I look at Yamamoto and Gokudera, they have a really different personality. But somehow I can say that they are fit each other? Do I imagining things? They look cute together.

"Are you blind? It's only his mask. He can't be happy be treated like this! No one will!"

"Now I'm asking you, Tsuna. Are you happy?"

"Of..of course."

"See? He is happy. No need to worry too much. Tsuna is a big boy, he is already 17. He can take care of himself."

"Fine!"

And with that Gokudera leave me and Yamamoto. See? Even when he is mad but if the one who tease him is Yamamoto is not the same. Gokudera is a really good friend and he always care about me, but I have my own private problem too and I don't want anyone to interfere. I know this is sound selfish but, sorry Gokudera. I hope he will understand somehow.

"Thanks Yamamoto."

"It doesn't matter. I know this is your problem and I won't interfere if you don't want me to. But if you need something you know you can call me right. Don't hesitate."

"I know. Thanks again. Sometimes I don't know how to handle Gokudera."

"Haha, yeah me too. Don't worry, he will be fine."

Yes he will. Gokudera never really mad at me. He just need some time alone and he will go back forgetting what happened before, for a while.

I'm happy I can have such a caring friends. I almost forgot how being loved by someone since I started living alone five years ago. It was no one's fault I know, but sometimes I still can't forgive myself for loosing both my parents at the same times and I can't do anything to prevent it.

I loved my parents. They were everything to me. When I lost them I felt like everything is over. But someone helped me. Believe it or not it was Hibari-san. His words made me realize something. He never talk sweet I know but it was enough to encourage me. It was enough to give me a reason to keep living and Hibari-san is the reason I still live now. If I lose him too I don't know what to do.

"Hey Tsuna, how if we hang out this weekend? It's been a long time since we hang out together. What do you say?"

"Um, I don't know. Let's see." I don't know if Hibari-san want me that day or not, so I have no idea. I can't ask him, I just need to wait till the day. If he don't say anything mean I can go with Yamamoto.

"Hey, if you really want to go I should go too!"

"Gokudera! You're back. Of course you should. Right Tsuna?"

"Right."

I miss my time that I used to spend with my friends. We played together a lot before that tragedy happened. We are friends since we were seven. They helped me a lot in the past, but not at that time. I still remember when Gokudera so depressed seeing I have no will to live again after losing my parents. Even Yamamoto can't convinced me. I feel sorry for them, I turned them down.

Hibari-san, maybe you don't remember it or maybe you don't realize it. It was your words which touched me. That's why I precious you more than my best friends, more than anyone, more than myself. As long as I can stay by your side I will do anything you ask.

Hibari-san, I don't know what do you want from me. I sometimes still can't believe someone like you will set your eyes on someone like me. But anything you have for reason I don't care, just let me stay by your side forever.

It's already 1pm but there is no message from Hibari-san. I think I'm off from my job today. Even though I want to see him but I really need rest. I need to prepare my body for our next session. Now I sound like his slut. Call me slut I don't care, I am his slut.

I wish I could see him before I head home but instead I see Kusakabe-san approaching me with a paper in his hand.

"I just come to give you this. Kyo-san said to read this when you're home."

"Thanks."

He is always so mysterious, Hibari-san. I put the paper into my pocket and I head home right away. When I reach home what I need first is a bath. So I throw my bag, strip myself and open the door to the bathroom. Bath is a really good relaxation for me. Feel the warm water on my skin and the fragrance from the soap, it feels good. It feels so good till I almost fall asleep. I think I should get out before I really sleep here. I will catch cold if I do.

Now I'm ready to sleep, but before I lay on my bed I remember the paper from Hibari-san. I take it out from my pocket and read it.

"Hibari-san want me to do this? Oh my god!"

I finally update. Does it sounds stupid? What do you think? Tell me.

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