Hello Again!

Sorry for the shortness of the chapter, but the last few chapters will be smaller compared to the starting chapter.

I also apologize for people that don't like the Mark/Lexie pairing, I didn't know who else to put Mark with! (It was either her or syph nurse Olivia!)

Don't expect updates this regularly, its just I had it here, and I wanted to complete this chapter!

Ok so here is Addison's Reply!

Probably Wouldn't Be This Way

Chapter 2

Previously:

The shock on Cristina, Preston, Izzie, Alex, Adele and Addison's face is something that will stay with me for the remainder of my days.

"Meredith, I never hated you for what happened, you have to know that. You were a victim in what happened, you were unfairly brought into the mess of a marriage that Derek and I had at that point.

You should have come and told Derek about Delenda, but I understand why you didn't, and I thank you for that, because if you had, I don't think I would have been this happy.

I have nothing to forgive you for Meredith, you never hurt me on purpose, in fact, you probably saved me from myself, a number of times.

I know Derek would be happy that you are here today."

That was definitely not what I was expecting to hear, but it was nice to hear it. I know I had Addison's forgiveness, I know that from that perspective that that part of my life is finally at peace.

"Ma, isn't there something else you wanted to tell Aunt Addison?"

I turned around and smiled at my daughter, she was definitely not forgetful, and very pushy, and if she wasn't there is so much I never would have done, and so much I would've forgotten.

"Yes, there was Dee, but how about you tell your Aunt Addison" I should probably tell her, and yes I know they're wondering why Dee is calling her Aunt Addison.

"Ok, I know you're all probably wondering why I'm calling her Aunt Addison, well my ma brought me up to know that I had a family in Seattle, New York and Boston, so you are all my Aunts and Uncles.

Like in New York I have my actually family, Aunt Nancy, Uncle Stewart, Aunt Kathleen, Uncle Damien, Aunt Sarah, Uncle Adam, Aunt Charlene and Uncle Charlie, and then there are all my cousins.

In Boston I have Uncle Josh and Aunt Marlene, and here I have you guys, Aunt Izzie, Uncle Alex, Aunt Cristina, Uncle Preston, Uncle George, Aunt Callie, Grandma Adele, Aunt Addison, Uncle Mark and Aunt Lexie. Grandpa Richard was also here, and then there is my actual grandpa and all your kids.

Ma also always said that if I were ever to have godparents, well I do have god parents, but if she had of stayed here my god parents would have been Uncle Mark and Uncle Preston, and Aunt Addison and Aunt Cristina."

My daughter was never one to hold back, I learnt that at her first school political debate. She was strong willed, free spirited, and one hell of a fighter.

"You left, and just because you are here, you expect us to be sympathetic to your situation. You know I don't like fighting, and I hate running, even though I do the same thing sometimes. You do not get to come here and ask for forgiveness, you don't get to be the innocent girl who got wrapped in by a big bad, really dreamy, looking guy.

You were at fault as much as he was. You may have cancer, but we've gotten through losing you once, I'm sure we'll get over losing you again." Izzie was upset at me; I expected that, I knew that someone would have this outlook.

The thing was, I never expected Izzie to be so…spiteful. Maybe she was right.

Maybe I didn't deserve forgiveness.

Maybe I wasn't all that innocent, ok we proved that when a married attending knocked me up at prom, but hey rules were made to be broken!

Maybe…maybe I deserve to die alone.

Maybe; just maybe, I could do something without hurting the people I love.

Maybe I should just walk away, and be forgotten…

Hmmm...

So what is Meredith going to do?
Is someone going to jump to her defense?
Is something going to happen?

Review and you'll find out...

Amythest Girl.