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Chapter 2: I'm Sorry

Seras ran as fast as her legs could carry her to anywhere she could get away from her shame. She couldn't believe she thought something like that would cross her mind. But she couldn't help but feel that way when her master was so close to her, his mouth on her neck, his breath sending chills up and down her spine. For a brief second, she could see the same thought trigger in his mind. Oh, how she wanted to feel his touch once more. She was running from him now, scared to see the utter disapproval on his face once more, even if it were for a split second. The tears continued to spill, despite her best efforts. She finally broke down in a corner, looking up at the ceiling, clawing her skin with her fingernails. More tears streamed down her face, and she buried her head in her knees.

Alucard was in his chambers, contemplating what to do next. For the first time in a long time, he was at a loss. He couldn't get hurt expression in her eyes out of his mind. He punched the wall once, and then again.

"Seras, I'm sorry." I took advantage of you…

No master…It was my fault… He could see her tears, and he couldn't stand it.

Seras…Please stop crying…

She had never heard him ask her of anything. She perked her head up, and there was Walter.

"Sir Integra wishes to speak to you, Miss Victoria."

"Yes, Walter…Thank you."

Walter wiped one of the tears with his glove.

"There now, don't cry anymore." Seras smiled.

"Thank you…" She trailed off, to Integra's room. Walter looked at the floor.

Poor dear…

Seras stood tall in Integra's office. Integra was staring out a window, cigar in hand. She glanced at her soldier, and waved.

"You requested to see me, Sir Integra?" Seras asked, and Integra glared at her slightly.

"Officer Seras Victoria, you have been acting strange as of late, and it has been affecting your missions. Usually, you have no problem taking out ghouls, and now you're missing your targets? What the BLODDY HELL is wrong with you!"

Seras stood, her face drooping. Tears once more threatened, but she held them back.

"I apologize, Sir Integra…I will not allow myself to be distracted again."

"And what, pray tell, DISTRACTED YOU! Officer Victoria, I am DISAPPOINTED with you! And here I thought Alucard had SENSE in turning a woman from the police force! But that apparently is not the case! Get back into form, or else your HEAD will be the next target for the Hellsing Agency! That is all. You may go."

Seras exited the office, Alucard in front of her. She walked past him, not saying a word. Alucard then proceeded into his master's office.

She continued walking for a long while until she reached the front door of the estate. She went towards the door, but the guards stopped her, warning her that the sun was still out. She shoved them, and proceeded to walk out the front door. Only then did she comprehend what they had said.

"Miss Seras, it's midday!"

She let out a bloodcurdling scream, her body burning. The soldiers moved her back inside, covering her with as much as they could; only praying Alucard would come for her.

"Master, you did NOT have to be so RUDE."

"Excuse me, Alucard, I am the commander here, and my officer isn't doing her JOB!"

Alucard's expression turned cruel and angered. He slammed his fist on the table.

"YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HELL SHE'S GONE THOUGH!"

Integra shank at his outburst, her eyes wide.

"She may be YOUR soldier, but she's my-"

Alucard was cut off after hearing a scream only he recognized.

"SERAS!"

He dematerialized and then materialized in the front hall, seeing a horde of concerned soldiers kneeling over a limp, cold body. He felt his black heart freeze after seeing whose body it was. He took one of the soldiers by the collar, pulling him up.

"What…In the HELL…HAPPENED!" Alucard roared as the man struggled to answer. He released his grip, and the man started.

"We told her not to go outside, but she wouldn't listen! It was as if she wanted out of here, away from everything…"

Away from me, too, Seras?

"Then, she screamed, and we tried to cover her up as best we could, but nothing worked."

"What happened here?" Integra asked, looking at her officers. They moved out of the way, showing an unmoving, ashen and limp form of a woman. Integra glanced at Alucard, his expression colder and crueler than before.

"See what you did, master?" He said in an icy tone. He walked over to his fledgling, and picked her up gently. He then dematerialized, leaving the rest of them to ponder.

"Walter…"

"It's okay, My Dear Integra, Alucard will fix her."

"I think I just caused a rift between myself and my servant…"

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He removed her clothing, laying her down on the soft ground. He examined her wounds carefully, the unforgivable blisters that marred her beautiful skin. She still wouldn't wake up, even after he supplied her with blood, and her color came back to the pale it was normally. The only thing he knew to do was telepathy now.

Seras? Seras, please…my creation, my fledgling, my…my…My No Life Queen…Wake up…

Still, she refused to wake. He held her in his arms, uncaring of her nudity. His own clothing was long gone. When he attempted to give her blood, he had to open his chest. And his clothes would be in the way.

He laid her down in the coffin, adjusting himself to lie beside her. His arms were wrapped around her tight. He buried his head in her short hair. He couldn't believe how emotional he had become ever since she walked into his life. It had been so long since had felt for ANYONE.

"How foolish I've become…"

No matter. If you do not wake in the next rising, my Queen, I will follow you to the abyss of Darkness. I will not abandon you, as your King. That is my oath to you.

She was in a dark place, no warmth, no comfort. The only thing was darkness. She was scared. She held onto herself, feeling like a lost puppy. She cried, crimson staining her face. The light was what she had been seeking, but the light would send her to the Hell she was afraid of.

Seras began to shiver uncontrollably, alerting Alucard.

…A…lu..c..a..rd…Alucard…MASTER! ALUCARD! Help me…

Alucard jerked himself awake, and held the still unconscious woman in his arms. He turned her around, facing him. He could see the sweat penetrating from her face.

Suddenly, her eyes snapped opened. She was still shivering, but she knew she was in strong arms. She looked at Alucard, her eyes still holding innocence, and a substance Alucard didn't like at all: Fear. He held her to him. It was only then did she notice that they were both bare. She blushed feverishly.

The next thing she knew, Alucard was caressing her face lightly, kissing her forehead, and then her lips. At first he was gentle, but, realizing he had almost lost her, his kisses became more aggressive. He was atop her, pulling her to him, clinging to her for dear undead life.

"M-Master-"

He put a finger to her mouth, silencing her. He kissed her again, this time drawing blood.

"I am no longer your master…I am Alucard…Your King…No longer…am…I…Your mast-"

Seras cut him off, pulling him down, kissing him, unable to sustain her hunger for blood and him anymore. He bit into his neck, and he froze. She stopped, looking at him again, and holding his face.

"What is wrong, mast-I mean…Alucard?"

"There's no turning back after this." He searched her expression.

"I know…But…maybe after this…we can run away….together…Live as true…true…"

He pulled her head to his chest, making her drink from him. She bit him, irritated that he wouldn't let her finish her sentence. She took her time sucking the sweet crimson from his body. He was breathing heavily, and collapsed atop her. She held him, and then knocked him atop his head. He smiled.

"Can't wait a bit, can you?" He smirked, and bent down to her chest. He teased her for a bit, and then nibbled into her chest, sucking the scarlet as slow as she had. She wrapped her arms around him as he did the same to her. The second blood bond had taken place. He caressed her arms lightly, holding her close to him. She fell asleep, from sheer exhaustion. He just looked at her, and smiled a psychotic grin.

"Now, to deal with my master…And then, my Queen, we will be free…"

A/N: DUN DUN DUUUUUUUN! Please Read and Review. It's not that I don't like Integra, I promise! R&R