WARNING- This Chapter Contains a Rape Scene.
The summer had been going by fast and Sam and Finn were trying to keep their relationship under the radar until they were both ready to come out. Puck of course was the only one to know, but he wouldn't tell, cause then he'd just out himself in the process. Finn had failed his drug test and was denied by the army when he tried to enlist. It was about a week after that he found out Kurt had bribed one of the guys at the recruiting office to switch his urine with someone else's that would fail. Finn was somewhat angry at Kurt for ruining his chance to redeem his father's name, but knowing he would get to stay and be with Sam for a while longer made him forgive his brother. Kurt and Finn both decided to stay in Lima for one more year in order to prepare themselves for their reapplications to their dream schools, and secretly for their boyfriends.
Sam and Blaine made certain Kurt allowed Finn to have input on the apartment the two would share for the next year. Burt and Carole had both agreed that they would help pay for the boys' apartment so long as they both got jobs to pay for everything else until it was time to go off to college. Finn and Kurt made a compromise and mixed the masculine and the feminine to make the apartment look like a home. Finn agreed to keep everything clean, including his room, so long as Kurt would cook all the meals and teach Finn how to cook.
Kurt however, was beginning to notice things between Finn and Sam seemed a bit out of the ordinary. He blocked out the idea of the two being a couple out of his mind. "Sam and Finn are just friends, not to mention straight!" He just kept thinking it and eventually he started to believe it. That was until about a week or two before Sam was supposed to start his senior year at McKinley with Blaine and the other Glee Clubbers.
"OH MY GOD!" Kurt screamed when he entered his bedroom.
"CRAP! KURT, THIS….OH CRAP KURT WE'RE SORRY!" Finn yelled pulling the sheets of Kurt's bed over his and Sam's naked bodies.
"WHY? HOW? WHEN DID YOU TWO? WHY ARE YOU IN MY BED?" Kurt has so many questions running through his mind at this moment his right eye begins to twitch and his body stiffened at the sight before him.
"My sheets are in the washer….I was gonna wash yours next." Finn says trying to get dressed quickly, Sam too.
"Ugh, babe, I think we broke him." Sam says zipping up his pants and desperately reaching for his shirt.
They walk Kurt slowly into the living room. Sam sits his friend down onto the sofa while Finn runs in with the sheets and tosses them in with his in the Laundry machine hidden away behind the kitchen. He restarts the wash on extra hot and runs back to see if Kurt is ok.
"Is he?" Finn is trying to catch his breath.
"I think he's in shock." Sam says waving his hand in front of Kurt's face.
"I'm fine you jerks. I'm just really pissed off at the moment." Kurt says looking at Sam and Finn with a face of pure unadulterated rage.
"Kurt we are so sorry." Finn and Sam say simultaneously.
"Ok, I'm gonna forget about the raunchy sex that I just saw in my bed, in my room, and just ask one simple question. When the hell did you two start screwing each other?" Finn and Sam both flinch in fear of Kurt's wrath.
"Uh it was after Rachel's goodbye/hello party back in June. Just After the accident, with Puckerman." Sam can't believe he just gave up Puck's share of the secret.
"PUCKERMAN!" Kurt's eyes are wide as saucers as he looks around the room to see if the bad boy jew of Lima was around.
"It was only that one time. After that it's been me and Sam, Kurt. I love him." Finn's final sentence has escaped him before he can realize he's said it.
"You do?" Both Sam and Kurt say.
Finn turns to Sam and gives him a nervous grin. "Yeah, … I do. I love you, Sam. Being with you has opened my eyes up to all kinds of possibilities in life. I've never loved anyone the way I love you. Not, Rachel, not Quinn, not even Cindy Crawford in that Pepsi commercial from the '90's. I love you more than all of them combined and more, Sam."
Sam is trembling as he reaches out to grab Finn's hand. "I love you too, Finn."
It was the first time they'd said it out loud to each other. They both looked deep into each other's eyes forgetting that Kurt is still there staring at them. Sam pulls Finn in for a quick kiss that turns into a full blown make out session. Kurt tries clearing his throat and making all kinds of noises, but to no avail his efforts show no sign of bringing Finn and Sam back to earth. So, he does the most logical thing he can think of. He uses all his strength to push them over. Finn hits his head on one of the coffee table's legs, making him accidently bite down on Sam's lips.
"DAMNIT!" they both curse.
"Ok, here's how it's gonna go, boys. Your secret is safe with me, so long as I can tell Blaine, and give Puckerman hell." Sam and Finn nod in agreement of Kurt's first term. "Second, you will be buying me a new mattress and will sterilize my entire room. Are we clear?" Sam and Finn nod quickly.
"Good, now Sam while Finn is out shopping for a new mattress, take my car, get Puck and toss out the old one…it stinks like sex, and it's not from me and Blaine."
Finn and Sam do everything that Kurt demands. Kurt cooks dinner for the three of them along with Blaine and Puck. Puck is furious and mortified that Sam spilled the beans about him having gay sex with his buds. It was getting late so Sam called his dad and asked if he could stay over and was given permission.
The next morning Sam awoke in Finn's arms. The sun shining through the window added to the warmth he felt inside.
God I wish every morning could be this good. I need to get up though. Bieste will kill me if I'm late for two a days. I really want to be QB this year. I kinda hate that I'm a senior again; well technically I was a junior twice. Damn homelessness making me miss so many days that I failed by default. God Finn is so warm. I love how I can feel his heart beating. MMMmmm someone's awake. God, I love it when he kisses the back of my neck when he wakes up.
"Good morning, beautiful." Finn says with a slight groan as he awakens, planting another kiss on the back of Sam's neck.
"Morning." Sam turns over and kisses Finn softly on the lips, neither cares about the other having morning breath. They're just happy being together.
"What time is it?" Finn asks softly.
"Almost six thirty. I gotta get ready for football." Sam says planting another kiss on his lover.
Sam climbs out of bed and walks over to the mirror on Finn's closet door and checks out his body. He pinches some skin on his bottom right ab and looks disgusted with himself. "Damn, doritos, I gotta lose some weight soon. I'm like getting morbidly obese here."
"Hey," Finn says sitting up and moving to the end of the bed, "Don't talk about my boyfriend that way. He's perfect in every single way."
Sam smiles down at Finn. He always knows what to say to me. God, I love him so much.
"Besides I'm the fatty that can't lose the last five pounds." Finn says putting himself down.
"Hey," Sam says tilting Finn's chin up so he can look his boyfriend in the eyes, "Don't talk about my boyfriend like that. I love him just the way he is. He's perfect and nobody is gonna say different."
Finn smiles and Sam pushes him back into the bed. "Go back to sleep baby, enjoy the day off. I'm gonna go train and make QB again and when I score the first touchdown of the season I'm gonna point into the stands at you so everyone will know that you're my boyfriend."
While Finn and Sam both find the idea romantic, they realize one problem. That would make them publicly dating. Neither was certain it was best for Sam to be out while he was still in school. They knew they'd eventually have to tell their parents the truth, but telling the world was something else entirely.
"Let's just come out." Sam says surprising Finn.
"Are you serious? You know what that school did to Kurt. I don't want that to happen to you." Finn says worried.
"I can handle it. Besides, Kurt will be there. Since he got the job as Mr. Schue's assistant, I'll have back up. Plus all the kids in Glee will have my back." Sam grabs his phone and speed dials his parents before Finn can stop him.
"Hey dad, can you get mom for me and put it on speaker." Sam can hear his dad getting his mom. Finn runs over to stop him but Sam runs into the bathroom, locking the door behind him.
"Mom, Dad, there's something I need to tell you. I'm gay." Sam can only hear silence and the regaining of breath on his parents' end of the phone.
He smiles when they tell him they love him and support him. He tells them about Finn and how they found each other, leaving out the sexual details of course. He opens the door to see a worried Finn, who is relieved to see his lover smiling.
Finn calls Burt and Carole and asks them to meet him for lunch. He tells Kurt he wants him there when he tells them the truth. He worries that his parents might be upset, since Carole and Burt both have talked about Finn growing up and getting married to Rachel or some pretty girl and having kids of his own. He knows that he's about to shatter that dream forever. Sam reassures him and so does Kurt, but he's still petrified to do it.
Sam leaves quickly and gets to the high school for training. He tells Coach Bieste that he's gay (like she cares) and then in a bold move tells the whole team, despite Bieste's warning to ease his teammates into it. Sam ends up getting tackled really hard. His right shoulder is hurt, not like before, but it's pretty banged up.
Everyone clears out and Sam starts the shower. He sends Finn a text. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TONIGHT! SHOWERING BEFORE I LEAVE. SO GLAD WE'RE FREE TO BE US 3 SAM
Sam strips down to nothing, wraps a towel around his waist and carries his shampoo and soap to the shower along with some muscle cream Beiste had said would work better in the shower. He starts to lather up and clean his body after rinsing the muscle relaxer cream off. His shoulder was in pain, but it was slowly beginning to subside. When he removes his head from under the spray of the water he can hear someone breathing behind him. He begins to turn around but he's slammed into the wall. The shower nobs crushing into his ribcage and he can tell a couple have broken. He tries to move but he can feel the person's hand on his spine keeping him pressed against the wall.
"So you've decided to become a fag eh, Sammy boy?" Sam's attacker snarls into his ear. Sam knows the voice and realizes his attacker is Ryan, the new guy gunning for the QB1 spot. Sam can also feel that Ryan is pressing his own naked body against him.
Sam tries to call out for help but Ryan grabs him by his hair and slams his face into the wall. Sam is disoriented and most likely has a concussion now. All he can think about is Finn, just before he feels Ryan force his way inside him.
"You like this don't you, you little fag?" Ryan screams into Sam's ear.
Tears begin to rain down Sam's cheeks, only to be washed away by the shower. "Please, stop." Sam can barely talk, and before he can breathe he feels Ryan ejaculate inside him.
"Now you know who the man is on this team, bitch." Ryan says spitting in Sam's face before throwing him to the ground under the water.
Ryan quickly leaves and Sam can do nothing more than pull his legs up to his chest and cry. He feels nothing but shame now.
Why? Why did this happen? Finn is gonna hate me now. I didn't want it. I didn't want it. I didn't want it. I didn't want it. I can't tell anyone. No one can know. Not ever. I'll lose Finn if this gets out. Ryan can have the QB spot. I just want Finn. I just want Finn.
Sam stays in the same spot for hours only moving to scrub his skin clean of the filth he feels is covering him. His skin is starting to burn and become raw. He has to make himself stop so that Finn won't notice. He can play off the cracked ribs, and any other injury as just something that happened during practice. His mind starts to stop hurting so much and he doesn't feel nearly as disoriented. He forces himself to his feet and dries himself off. He puts on his boxer briefs and socks. As he begins to put his pants on he hears someone come in.
"Sam are you ok?"….
To Be Continued. The only clue I'm gonna give is that the person that finds Sam is a friend and it's not Finn.