Authors Note: I hope I intrigued you with chapter one and Sam will only go downhill before he go's back up remember that. I don't know how long this story will be so be prepared for that. I hope I satisfied some of you who questioned what Billy did. Thanx Charity.

"You're a monster Sam."

"I'm a monster." Sam repeated.

"Your only trouble and need to be killed."

"I'm only trouble and I need to be killed." The words felt wrong but at the same time they felt right. His mind was hurting from all the thinking and his back was throbbing painfully but he is a monster so he deserves this. Right?

"Good very good. Last one to repeat I will be the one who kills Dean."

No he couldn't repeat that he wasn't going to kill Dean. Was he? What if he actually did kill Dean while Lucifer rode his ass like a bad prom date?

"Sammy where's you answer."

Sam swallowed down the lump in his throat and spoke up. "I will kill Dean."

"I didn't hear you Sammy Boy."

"I'm going to kill Dean! I'm going to kill Dean! I'm going to kill Dean!" Sam yelled out angrily. Can you hear me now bitch?

"Very good you're doing quite well Sam, now it's time for the second half."

Second half? How many more halves were there? He said what he needed to, why are they continuing? Before he could speak up to ask his mouth was quickly duct-tapped.

"Now it's my turn too talk"

Sam began to breathe heavily through his nose as the kid sat down and calmly began to speak.

"You're a monster, an abomination and you will not think otherwise. Understand?"

He was a monster, an abomination. Yep he pretty much understood. Sam shook his head in response.

"You're going to be the death of Dean and soon the whole world. Understand?"

He was going to kill Dean then the world. Hmmm sounds about right. Sam nodded his head to respond.

"Good very good Sammy your doing better all ready."

"No!" Sam screamed out as he quickly sat up. He looked around quickly to see he wasn't in that basement he was still in the Impala. Arkansas right.

Where was Dean? He looked towards the driver side to see that it was vacant. Where the hell were they? A quick study of his surroundings showed they were at a motel and squinting his eyes he could make out Dean's outline inside. He let out a breath he didn't know he was holding as he realized they must be in Arkansas and Dean was just getting them a room.

When did they get to Arkansas? Just a minute ago they were in Tulsa. He must have been out of it the whole ride there because it felt like they were just talking 2 minutes ago.

The sudden sound of the door opening made him jump as he looked towards the door to see who had entered.

"Jumpy much, come on I got us a room." Dean said sarcastically as he gave his brother an awkward pat on the knee. He was watching Sam from the motel's window and he was really worried about the kids spacey behavior and lack of thereof. The kid looked confused as ever and it seemed any question he asked or anything he said made him even more dazed.

"Sorry you just startled me." Sam replied as he tried to still his frantically beating heart. Dean did more than startle him he scared the living hell out of him. It seemed as if all sudden noises and movements startled him lately.

"Don't be sorry…just head to the room I'll get our stuff." Dean sighed as Sam complied with him for once and trudged to their room.

"What's going on with you little brother?" Dean asked himself as he went about bringing their stuff too the room.

The early morning sun peaked through the dingy curtains as it made its way to shine right in Dean's face. "God damn cheep motel curtains can't block out anything." He grumbled to himself as he rolled over onto his back.

His first instinct was to check if Sam was ok he did a quick check of the bed and noticed that Sam wasn't there. "Sammy?" He called out as he got out of the bed to check the bathroom. "Sam?" Again nothing. It scared him that Sam wasn't there and he almost went into panic mode before his fingers brushed something on the table.

Dean

Went to get breakfast be back soon.

Sam

He let out a breath as he slumped down into the chair holding onto the note like it was a lifeline. Sam is a big boy but after the fiasco in Oklahoma he's been keeping a sharp eye on him. Too afraid to settle down or look away in fear something might happen to Sam.

"Well you better get your ass back soon I'm starving." Dean grumbled as he crumpled the note.

Sam sat in a dead beat dinner waiting on his order and it seemed to be taking eternity. I mean seriously does it take this long to cook food? If he had known how long it would have taken he would have just bought Dean a candy cane to eat.

He sat drumming his fingers onto the dirty table in annoyance till someone slid into the booth across from him.

"Uh…can I help you?" Sam asked awkwardly as he studied the man up and own. Once gauging he wasn't a threat he just settled down. Only a little of course.

"I have a message for you Sam."

Ok that got him to panic he quickly felt around for the knife he carried but his fingers were fumbling and flopping and he couldn't find it.

"Uh, uh, uh Sammy."

That voice he knows that voice. The taunting calm voice of…no it couldn't be this guy didn't even look like him.

"I'm here to say that you're a monster Sam."

"What!" He exclaimed loudly not even paying attention to how the other customers watched him. He blinked to clear his vision but as soon as he blinked the guy in front of him was just reading the paper and didn't even seem to notice him at all.

"Is there a problem sir?"

He looked in the direction of the man again and he was looking at him annoyed but his voice was dull and scratchy not calm and collected. "Uh…no I guess…nothing's wrong." Sam scratched the back of his head as he quickly made his way out of the booth.

"Here you go sugar here's your order."

"What?" He asked as he turned to see the pudgy waitress from before. Oh my order right.

"Your order sweetheart are you ok?"

"I'm fine, uh thanks." He left the money with her as he quickly snatched the bag she held. All he knew was he had to get out of this dinner and fast.

So do you think Sam is losing his mind or a higher power is at works? Hmmm lots of questions. Feedback would be appreciated. Thanx Charity