AN: Here is another quick chapter. I really want to hammer some of these first chapters out so that I can get into some of the things I want to really get into. I deeply apologize that these first few chapters are a bit short. I love the people that have already put this on their story alerts and reviewed it.If anyone has any suggestions, put them up on here, or email me or message me. I'll take everything into consideration. So without futher to do, here's chapter two. WARNING, SOME FLUFF AHEAD
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight, it's sad, I know


The next thing Bela could remember was spending the rest of the day with her head in Edward's lap, them just talking about what had happened. Everything seemed so new to her now, even the florescent lights that brightened the room looked like nothing she ever remembered seeing before. She spent a good ten minutes gazing at the dark blue button-up Edward was wearing as he ran his hands though her hair softly. She didn't know if he was annoyed or felt awkward in the silence but she was amazed at the world around her that she had taken for granted for so long. "Bella, are you going to stare at my shirt all day? Not that I mind all that much; I get to look at you all day"
"Hm-?" she pulled herself away to look into his eyes, looking even more beautiful then when she was human. "I'm so sorry Edward. Could you tell me what happened in the time I was...indisposed?" Bella felt him tense up under her for a second but he quickly recovered, leaning in and kissing the cup of her ear gently. "It was hard for a while. It was very anxious and a bit painful for everyone here, especially Jasper." He closed his eyes, resting his head against hers. She gasped, thinking of Jasper and how he must have felt being so close to her while she was in so much pain.
"What happened to him?" Bella reached out and slowly traced a button on his shirt with one finger, trying not to visualize him in so much pain, but it was all for naught.

"He was in the kitchen reading at the time." They only moved up to Denali while she was changing. "Alice told me that the moment I bit you, she could hear him screaming. She found him on the ground, writhing in pain. It was like he was going thought the change as well. It was the most painful thing he's gone though, and it was painful for Alice as well. Emmett wouldn't leave Alice feeling so sad and tried to cheer her up the best he knew how, it didn't help much. Rose was annoyed and took to taking care of Jasper. Esme and Carlisle never left your side for anything. Neither did I, but it was hard seeing you in so much pain and knowing that I had done it to you."

Bella sighed sorrowfully, clutching at his shirt. She never meant to hurt all of these people because of her own selfish needs. Was it going to be worth it for everyone else, would she ever become a sucessful vampire and maybe, just maybe be able to defend herself. She might finally win her lifelong battle with the floor and end it once and for all. "Edward, do you think I'm going to be a good vampire?" Bella asked suddenly standing up and walking to the other end of the room where there was a window. She peered out and for the most part she saw only ice and snow. "Will I finally be taken off the list of liabilities for your family"
"Bella, trust me when I say this and believe me here" He sat up but made no motion to walk over to her. "You will be one of the best vampires I will ever have the pleasure to meet." She smiled and walked over to him, sitting in his lap. Edward did nothing but smile his beautiful crooked smile before his lips captured hers. She sighed and leaned into the kiss. She had no breath left in her chest and now that she was a vampire, she didn't need to breathe, they could have stayed there kissing until the end of time and nothing would happen. But he gently pulled away from her.
"What now? What do I do?" Edward frowned softly, knitting his brow as he spoke.

"Carlisle and I will take care of everything now. Everything will be alright, I promise." She did now know why that seemed to sound so menacing but there was lot that scared her, or used to scared her. She would have to get over this human fear after a while, she had to. Bella kissed his chin softly as Edward wound his arms around her, making her feel safe, loved, and protected. "Thank you..." Her voice was a weak whisper, and he smiled, stroking her hair lovingly.

She heard a shuffling outside the door and it opened, Carlisle on the other side of it. Edward frowned a bit, feeling the mood ruined, he probably knew why Carlisle had come in but there was a bit of a scowl still very apparent on his face.
"Jasper's just woken up, he's still a bit shaken, but he's said it's tolerable."

"I'll be right there" he sighed and looked down at his lover. He smiled and kissed her forehead, moving her from his lap and onto another spot on the bed. "Don't move an inch, I'll be right back"
Bella smiled as he rose from the bed and followed his 'father' out of the room. 'He'll come back, he always comes back'