Yeah I ran. Probably wasn't the best thing for me to do but what other options did I have. Santana Maria Lopez does not do feelings. Well at least feelings that could only end in rejection.

Quinn sat in her room confused about the things that just took place with her bestfriend. She wanted to chase after her but by the time she got downstairs her car was already pulling out of the driveway and speeding down the street.

Fuck! That was so stupid, what the hell was I thinking? I shouldn't have kissed her, now she's not going to want to be my friend anymore. How could I fuck this up so bad? She's been my bestfriend for God knows how long and now she's going to avoid me like the black plague. But the way she was talking about love at first sight and her eyes; it just felt right. Ugh just stop. I can't believe I'm perving on Quinn. It was different when I would just look at her when she was sleeping or cuddle with her at night because she didn't know. Now I basically just screamed from the mountain tops that I have this big –dyke- crush on her.

Santana got to her house and ran upstairs to her room. She wasn't in the mood to deal with her parents or her sister but apparently they didn't care. Well Jade didn't care anyway because she walked into her little sister's room without knocking and sat on the bed next to her.

"Déjame en paz!"

"No Ana, something is wrong I'm not just going to leave you alone."

"Why do you care you're barely ever here for me anymore anyway. Just go back to your fiancé's house."

"Ana I-"

"No! Don't even give me another excuse. You're my sister, you said you would always be here for me and you're leaving me here with them."

"Ay dios mio Santana! You make it seem like mami and papi hate you. You know that they love you and they don't mean to be gone so much but they have to work you know this. Why is it such a big deal now."

"Because you're gone! Now that you're leaving I won't have anyone. Mami and papi don't have time for me, they are either at work or at some fancy dinner or convention. I'm going to be here with no one while everyone else is out living their lives being happy."

"Ana that's not true. Yes I won't be so close to home anymore but I'm only an hour and a half away. It's not like I'm moving back to Puerto Rico or something. You know you can come over whenever you want I've told you this thousands of times. It won't be that bad, plus you have Quinn. She's always over here so you being alone is ridiculous. I don't think I've ever seen you without her two steps behind you."

Santana cringed at the sound of her "friend's" name (which didn't go unnoticed by her sister). She wasn't quite sure if she could call her that anymore after what had happened between them. She wanted more than anything to crawl into the beautiful blonde's arms and just cry. She was so distraught that her older sister was leaving her. Yes, Jade was in college so she wasn't always home but this time would be completely different. She wouldn't be living with them anymore and Santana was anything but happy about that, especially when she needed her the most was right now.

"Novia, lo que está mal?"

"Everything. Mami and papi won't want to have anything to do with me because I kissed Quinn and now she probable doesn't want to be friends anymore and you're leaving so I'll be alone and won't have anywhere to go so I'll end up living in a box by the underpass like patches pretending to be blind so I can get enough money to buy some breadsticks."

Santana all out of breath after her little rant fell into her sister's chest and sobbed. She held on for dear life because she was afraid after telling her sister that she kissed Quinn this might be the last time she gets to hold her sister.