No I have not forgotten this story and have even other chapters written.

Thought I would do this chapter different and from Ashley's POV to show her feelings.

Ch. 2 The Seduction of Ashley

I am sitting on the couch at Mikayla's house with a feeling of mixed happiness and sadness. I smile as I look at my friend Miley kneeling on the floor watching television…she is watching the Disney Show Wizards of Waverly Place because we all swear that the main character Alex looks just like Mikayla. Lilly and Mikayla are in the kitchen making some type of dessert…they just never had trusted mine or Miley's cooking…which is good because neither one of us can cook plus Mikayla loves to cook anyway and sometimes her and Lilly get into little friendly kitchen spats which Miley and I find humorous as my two other friends battle for control. God I love them! All three of them I love so much and I could never choose which one I loved more and I hope I never have to. Oh there were times when that almost happened and I hated those days. Those days scared me and made me feel so lost, but everything worked out and now the four of us are inseparable and as Mikayla likes to refer to us…The Four Goddess…are doing great and even all four of us are going to UCLA in the fall and she rented a house for us to live in off campus. I feel guilty sometimes about the money Mikayla spends on us…Lilly and Miley do as well…but Mikayla tells us that money is not important to her that we, here three friends, are what is important to her and she would have it no other way.

I never had friends like these three…never had true friends. Amber was the only friend I ever had and until I became friends with Lilly, Miley, and Mikayla I never knew the love of true friendship. They expected nothing out of me but gave me so much and I never had that…the unconditional love that they give me and I give them. I truly never felt so much love in my life as I did from the three of them and I never knew I could give so much love as I give them. With Amber it was always take, take, and take and her doing the taking. So why the mixed feeling? If I am so loved and give my love back to them why am I sad?

Well a month ago I broke up with my boyfriend Arnold. It was mutual and we both agreed to it but that does not mean it does not hurt any less. He is going to Harvard and we just agreed the long distance thing did not work for us so we decided to remain friends and maybe…just maybe we would one day find one another again. My three friends have been there for me and comforted me as only they could but still…the pain is there and I sometimes feel like I won't ever find that kind of love like Lilly and Miley have and that Mikayla refuses to have.

Lilly and Miley…wow! What a wild ride they have been on. I was there as an outsider watching their friendship start and then end. To my shame I used to torment the two girls in high school. I was mean to them along with Amber and I was a bitch to them, but now they love me and I sometimes could not understand how they could love someone who was so cruel to the both of them. Then I was there as an insider as Lilly's friend as her and Miley became friends again and then girlfriends and then I learned of their unique relationship.

Miley is Lilly's submissive…her slave…as well as her girlfriend and Lilly is her Mistress. I was really not freaked out about it…I mean you can see the love they have for one another. I don't know all the dynamics of what their relationship consists of but I see some of it. Like how Miley calls Lilly ma'am or Mistress at times or how she defers to Lilly and all…I admit it intrigued me and I did some searching online and while some of the things seemed strange and different I did not find it at all sick or weird. But I know I could never be a Mistress…a submissive…umm sometimes I thought of that I have to admit...could a little spanking be sexy or what? Yeah my dirty side of my mind thought it would be fun to get one. I give a slight jump as Lilly pulls me from my thoughts as she sits next to me on the couch and I smile at her.

"So where's our wonderful dessert?" I asked with a grin.

She rolls her eyes at me, "Kayla ruined it."

"I did not such thing, Lillian." Mikayla said with a smile as she entered the room. God my friends were so beautiful. I mean just lovely and they made me feel awkward at times. I am not jealous of their looks in anyway and yeah I am cute and all but those three…God how gorgeous they are.

I laugh at my two friends who always seem to clash…in a friendly manner…since both have such domineering personalities. Mikayla makes her way to Miley and kneels in front of my long brown haired friend. God I loved her hair…that I did envy. I didn't think anything of what Mikayla did…she and Miley used to date…well I learned she used to be Miley's Mistress…and it was common for all four of use to kiss and hug and show our affection for one another. But what happened next made me stare and then glance at Lilly.

Mikayla knelt close to Miley and brushed her long hair behind her ears and Miley gave Mikayla a smile as the Mikayla leaned in closer to Miley.

"Don't touch me." I heard Mikayla say to Miley.

"Yes, Mistress." Miley said in a husky voice as her breathing got heavier. Mistress? What was that? I thought Lilly was Miley's girlfriend and Mistress? I thought as what I saw next shocked me even more.

Mikayla leaned in and kissed Miley. It was not the normal kisses we all shared like the gentle sweet brush on the lips or the even sometimes the friendly open mouth kiss we shared. No this was different as I saw Mikayla lick Miley's lips and plunged her tongue deep into Miley's mouth and heard Miley whimper in pleasure as Mikayla wrapped her arms around our brown haired friend. The kiss was filled with passion and desire and my mouth dropped open as I looked at Lilly expecting her temper, which I knew she had, to rise and a fight break out. What I got was very unexpected.

Lilly was sitting very close to me and I felt her hand on my knee as she smiled at me, "It's fine, Ash. We love one another…Me, Mikayla, and Miley…we are in love with one another and the three of us love you…are in love with you as well." She started making seductive circular motions on my knee and I glanced again at Mikayla and Miley and they were both smiling at me and the look in their eyes…they looked at me with adoring love. Not just the wonderful love of friendship I was used to seeing but more…so much more. I saw love and desire that I never saw in my life…not even with Arnold. I felt the heat on my face as I knew I was blushing.

"I…I…I…" I stammered not able to form words and Lilly put her arm around me and pulled me close to her. "If you do not want this, baby, we understand. But we thought you should know how we felt about you. We cannot hide it anymore. It want ruin our friendship…we promise you that."

My heart leaps in my chest from several reasons. One I am scared…no terrified. Oh not of being hit on by a girl…well three girls. No that did not scare me. I was no virgin to same sex relationships. Amber and I used to have a sexual relationship while we where friends. I would not say it was love because well…Amber never loved me; she used me and my sex as she used everyone. I thought it was love but it wasn't. Then at one time when Lilly and I became friends she kissed me and wanted to date me but I declined. I did not decline because I was not attracted to her. How could you not be? She is so beautiful, kind, caring, oh and did I mention beautiful? I was tempted…very tempted but she was hung up on Miley…she was always hung up on Miley…and going through a rough time and I knew it would just lead to heartbreak so I thought it best we just remained friends. And then there was my "crush" on Mikayla. When I first became her friend I was crushing on her like crazy and even giggled like a fool around her but the more time I spent with her and opened up to her and shared my dirty secrets with her I saw the love she had for me was just friendship and that love she gave me was more intense and needed over my own sexual desires for her. And Miley? Who could not be at least physically attracted to her? She was so lovely if just for her hair alone…ok not just her hair but I do love it. No she is just well…lovely and so damn hot! And she is kind and caring as well. Oh and did I mention she used to be Hannah Montana? That was a shocker when she told me.

When we all four became friends it was Miley who I was "less" friends with. Oh I don't mean I did not like her, care for her, or love her. It was that for the first two months of our friendship we never really got to know one another. There was no alone time with her as there was with Lilly and I or Mikayla and I. It was not until Lilly and Mikayla had a brief falling out that Miley and I stated hanging out with one another just the two of us and then it hit me and I suspect her as well. We truly were friends and loved one another as such.

So why was I sacred? I was afraid if I did not respond to their affections they would not love me as their friend anymore and I could not handle that. As silly as it may sound I needed them. I needed their friendship so much and I would be lost without it. If it all came to an end…out friendship…then I would be alone. I knew that. Lilly and Miley would have one another and Mikayla…well sometimes I thought she truly never needed anyone in her life…I was soon to learn how wrong I was about her. After a time I realized she needed us more than we needed her.

My heart jumped for another reason as well. It was desire and lust! Yes I had thought of each girl sexually in the past and even now I had small brief fantasies of each one of them. Thoughts and fantasies I would never act on of course but they were there and now to have all three of them confess they loved me…in a way that was not friendship…made me feel…well…wanted and needed in a way I never felt before even with Arnold. I had another fear as well….one I needed to speak. I needed to speak all my fears.

I slightly pull away from Lilly as Mikayla stood up and sat on the arm of the couch above me and Miley…sweet Miley…crawled on the floor and placed her head on my lap causing me to flinch a little. I don't know why I did it, maybe it was just to feel her hair, but I started running my hands through her long brown locks and she purred…I swear she actually purred…as I ran my small hands through her hair.

"I…I….umm…I…" I stammered like an idiot. I could not get the words out of my mouth. I felt my own hair being caressed in a loving manner and look up with a smile at Mikayla. God was she so beautiful!

"Shh…it's ok, Ash. We understand, baby. We did not mean to frighten you but we just thought you had a right to know how we felt about you." She said in a kind voice.

"I…well…it is not that I…umm…God…I'm…I'm scared." I admitted to her…to all three of them. I feel a hand running along my leg in a sensual manner and look down at Miley who smiles up at me. Damn it felt so good and sexy!

"Of what, Ash, please tell us." I hear Lilly almost plead with me as she again moves closer to me and puts her arm around me. Ok God I am so turned on as my mind flashes to thoughts of being in bed with all three of these girls but I still had my fears that I wanted…no needed them to know about.

"I…what if I don't. I…I can't lose you…any of you. I…I can't stand the thought of living without any of you." I admit and feel tears some to my eyes at the thought.

Lilly leans in and kisses my check. "That would never happen, baby, not in a million years." She tells me.

"Never, Ashley, we love you to much to lose you." I look down at Miley as I hear her words and smile as a tear runs down my cheek.

"No, Ash, never would you lose us." Mikayla whispers and her fingers lightly brush my cheek to wipe away the tear. I have to confess…I shivered in the shear pleasure of her touch.

I again look at Miley as she had her head on my lap running those perfectly manicured nails so seductively over my legs as I run my hand through her hair. She looked so lovely and well….submissive as she did so and that brought up my other fear. Yes I knew about her and Lilly's relationship, her past relationship with Mikayla, and now her apparent relationship with both girls.

"I…what…am I to be like Miley?" I ask.

I felt Miley flinch at that and she looked at me and my heart broke. God I could be so stupid sometimes! She gave me a sad look and got up and ran from the room. Why couldn't I have phrased it differently? God what an idiot I am! I get up and tried to follow her but Lilly held me back as she was about to run after her emotionally hurt girlfriend.

"No, Lilly, let her go." I heard Mikayla say and knew she was talking about me. Lilly let go of my arm and I ran after Miley and my heart was breaking with just the knowledge my question hurt her.

I found Miley in the guest room of Mikayla's large house, the room her and Lilly slept in when they spent the night with us. Yes us…I moved in with Mikayla months ago due to my own personal demon that was in the image of my step father. He abused me sexually for years when my mother just up and left us with not a word. That was my dirty secret I told Mikayla and no one else until the time was right when I told Lilly and Miley. Funny…I never told Arnold. Did I not trust him enough? Or was I just too ashamed? Regardless of that, Mikayla refused to let that happen to me so when I turned eighteen she "forced" me to move in with her. God I love them…all three of them so much and now…well now I was willing to admit after their confession I loved them even deeper. I hear Miley crying as I stood by the door to the room. I turned the handle and was glad it was not locked.

I walked into the room and saw Miley laying face down on the bed crying. "Miley, I…I did not mean it like that…I…I swear." I told her. Yes I knew why she was upset by my words.

She turned her head and looked at me, "You…you think I…I am a freak don't you? Because…because of who…who I am and what…what I am to them." She asked as me through her tears. I picked up on the "to them" part and it confirmed what I just recently began to think. Miley was both Lilly and Mikayla's submissive.

I walk to the bed and sit down as my hand once again starts playing with her long brown hair. "No, Miley, I don't think you are a freak…I swear I don't. I…well…when you and Lilly told me about your…well…how your relationship was I was curious and I started looking into it online and all and thought there was nothing wrong with it. I mean…well…there are some things I don't think I could do but well…no, baby, you are not a freak and I don't think that."

Miley turns over and smiles at me as she wipes the tears from her face. "Then…then what did you mean?"

I blush hard and I had to tell her. I could not let this lovely friend of mine that I adored and loved think I thought of her as a freak. "I…well…umm…ok here goes." I take a deep breath, "I meant I could not be like them…Lilly and Mikayla…oh shit that did not sound right either! I mean…well…I could not be a dominate person. That was what I meant. I…well…God I am so embarrassed!" I put my hands over my eyes in my shame. No not shame…I was not ashamed…just embarrassed by my confession. "God yes I love you…all three of you and…and…I…I am in love with all three of you but I can't treat you like they do. I…I don't mean it is wrong…I…I just mean that…ohhhh God I am screwing everything up!" I shout in my confusion of how to explain to Miley what I mean.

I heard Miley giggle and then I looked at her as she placed her arms around me and kissed my cheek. "You mean you could not be a Mistress?" She asked. I just nod my head. Miley grinned, "Well that is good because let me tell you…serving two Mistresses is a bitch sometimes and I don't think I could handle three."

I laugh at her comment and feel myself relax as her own laughter joined mine. She took her arms from around my shoulders and for a moment I wanted to beg her to hold me again as she turned her body to me, sat Indian style on the bed, and took my hands in hers. I turned and sat as she did facing her and gave her a small smile.

"Ash, do…do you want this? You can tell me…you can be honest with me, baby. Lilly was right when she said it in no way will affect our friendship. We talked about it…Lilly, Mikayla, and I…for a while about how and when we should tell you how we feel about you. We love you, Ashley, we all love you so much, but if you don't want this then tell me and I will tell them." Miley told me kindly.

I give her hands a gentle squeeze, "I'm scared, Miley, I am so scared. I am scared if I say no I will lose you…all of you. I know you told me it would not affect our friendship but how could it not? I…I can't lose you…any of you. And then…Oh God I can't believe this…yes…yes I love you and Lilly and Mikayla more than friends and yes I have thought about each one of you sexually…not that the same time," I give Miley a smile and she giggles at that, "but yes I have thought of it. I…I don't know what to do? I mean…I don't know how to be like you…not that that is bad…but I just don't know how."

Miley lets go of my left hand and runs her fingers through my hair and I lean into it. God it felt so good and I want to kiss her right now so much. "Its ok, Ash, really…they will teach you and I will help…I am very good at being the submissive you know," Again we giggle, "and I can help you…but you have to want it. And they will not do anything to you that you don't want. You don't have to be like me, Ashley. I do things and want things and even crave things that you may not like or enjoy…and that is fine."

I swallow hard, "Like what? I mean…I know some things…I can see it sometimes when you and Lilly are together and stuff, but the other things…I…I don't mean to pry and all…"

Miley started laughing, "Oh, sweetie, pry all you want…I…we…don't want any secrets from you. I…well…let me explain about me…" And she did.

Miley and I must have spent at least two hours in the room while I listened to her talk and tell me about herself with some questions thrown in from me. I had to admit some of the things she said shocked me…a lot…and I did not think I could do some of the things she allowed to have done to her. She explained how this was a life she wanted…to be a submissive and have her life controlled as it was by Lilly and Mikayla…she explained how she craved and needed the dominance from them and her life would be so unsatisfied and incomplete without it. She told me about being punished in various ways for being disobedient…from time outs, to being denied sex and orgasms, to physical and painful punishments, and she then told me about her desire and need to feel pain…extreme pain. I flinched at this. That shocked me when she told me the things she endured and actually needed when it came to pain. She told me how she could actually have an orgasm from being whipped or flogged over a period of time. Then she told me how she would crave it and without Lilly or Mikayla's guidance and expert administrations she would have the pain as much as possible but they took care of her and made sure she got it sparingly. Then Miley told me of how Lilly and Mikayla cared for her and protected her and loved her. I was fascinated and scared as she talked to me.

When she was done she shyly looked at her feet and I could tell she was embarrassed of by her confession. I reach out and place my hand under her chin and gently lift her head and then lean in and kiss her lips softly.

"God…you are amazing." I tell her when I pull back and she smiles at me. "I mean…to do the things you do and all…I just can't explain it but…well…I am in awe of you."

Miley's smile turns into a grin. "So…umm…what now?" She asks me.

I lean in once more and kiss her but this time I wrap my arms around her and pull her close to me as my tongue seeks permission to enter her mouth. Miley moans as she parts her lips and allows my tongue to explore her mouth. I gently push her down on the bed and place my body on top of hers as we kiss. God I wanted her! I wanted her so bad! I had never been so sexually aroused in my life! It was the mixture of her telling me about herself and also my love for her…for all three of them. My hand reaches up her shirt as I start kissing her neck and she is giving slight whimpers of pleasure as her nails claw into my back.

"Ohh…Ash…please…I…we…I can't…we can't…please…Oh God…please stop." She begs me and I pull back and sit up.

"I…I'm sorry…I…I thought…well…I…I am so sorry." I tell her. I am confused…very confused. Didn't she confess her love for me…her desire for me and now she is stopping me! I get up to leave when she pulls me back down and moves close to me.

"No, baby, I want to…God do I want to so bad. But I can't…we can't." She gives me a shy smile, "At least not yet…we…I…well..." She lets out a sigh, "I don't have permission to make love to you…we don't have permission to make love." She says rapidly.

I laugh but not at her, but of the situation. "I guess I have a lot to learn huh?"

Miley smiles, "I'll help you, Ashley, if you let me…if you want this."

I think for a moment and God help me…but I did…I wanted to be like her…to be a perfect submissive pet to Lilly and Mikayla like she was. "I…I do…but I don't know if I can be like you in all ways…I mean…the pain thing…I just don't know about that." I confess.

Miley giggle, "Well…umm…I am kind of not the norm on that…but you don't have to be like that. They will not do anything you don't want to do, Ash. Trust them…trust me."

"I do…I trust all three of you with my life." I tell her and I was doing just that. I was placing my trust and the control of my life in their hands and the thought thrilled me…excited me. "So…umm…what now?"

Miley grins seductively at me, "Now we go tell them and we can fuck like crazy."

I laugh at her as she stands, takes my hand, and pulls me to my feet. I was nervous when we walked hand in hand back onto the den. Was I doing the right thing? Could I do this? Did I want this? Could I be a submissive like Miley was…or close to it? I did not have all the answers but I knew one thing. I loved these three girls so much and so completely that I would do anything for them…and the thought of having sex with all three of them was driving me mad with desire!

I saw Lilly and Mikayla sitting close on the couch when we entered the den and they both looked flushed and I knew they had been making out. I glance at Miley looking for any sign of jealousy but she just smiled at me and let go of my hand and walked to the edge of the couch and knelt on the floor in front of her two Mistresses…my Mistresses as well maybe.

Mikayla reached out and started running her hands through Miley's long hair and then she grabbed a handful in her fist and pulled hard causing Miley to whimper. I flinched and felt fear and doubt wash over me. Could I do this? Could I let Mikayla do that to me? Hearing Miley's whimper scared me but it also made me feel…aroused! How could that be? I look at Miley and see her face showed pain but also something else…desire. Miley was getting turned on by this treatment.

"So, Miley, you and Ashley have been gone for a long time…did you fuck her?" Mikayla asked as she pulled Miley's hair harder.

"N…n…no, Mistress…we…we talked…that is all…I swear." Miley replied through her whimpers.

"Kayla, stop, baby, you are scaring Ashley." I heard Lilly whisper to Mikayla.

Lilly gives me a smile and it relaxes me a little. "God, Lils, you have always been the softie." I heard Mikayla chuckle.

Lilly laughed, "Yeah well someone has to calm everyone down after you go all bitchy with everyone."

I was waiting for an argument to start between the two but was relieved when I saw Mikayla pull Lilly into an embrace and they kissed passionately for a moment. Over the months of my "training" I was to notice the difference in the two dominant girls. Mikayla was the harsh one and Lilly was the softer one. Oh don't get me wrong, Lilly could be harsh and sometimes cruel in her punishments and her "play" but she was nothing compared to Mikayla. Yes Mikayla could be sweet and caring and loving at times but when she "played" she played hard. It was neither good nor bad…just the way it was and I had to admit over the course of our relationship there were many times I craved and needed and desired Mikayla's cruelty.

After they broke their kiss Lilly looked at me, "So, Ashley, I take I Miley explained to you in more detail about our relationship?" She asked kindly.

"Umm…yes." I answered while shifting nervously. I wanted to jump on the couch between Lilly and Mikayla and kiss and hold them both…to make love to them…but I did not know what was expected of me.

Mikayla smiled sweetly at me as well, "We do love you, Ash, and we love you very much. I personally adore you and you…along with Lilly and Miley…mean the world to me."

I blush at her words…oh I heard them before. She would always tell me how much she loved me and adored me as she comforted me when I came to her crying about the things my step father did to me and she said it with sincerity but now…hearing it at this moment there was something else in her voice. Mikayla did love me…she was in love with me. I smile at her and Miley holds her hand out to me. I take Miley's hand and kneel down on the floor beside her and in front of the other two beautiful girls…one blonde and on brunette.

Lilly leans down and kisses me…her kiss is sweet and full of passion and I whimper and moan in the pleasure of it. She withdraws and stands up as Mikayla then lens down and kisses me and it is harder but no less passionate and again I whimper out my moans of desire. Mikayla stands and takes Lilly's hand and the two girls walk away. I look at Miley as if I did something wrong but she giggles.

"They'll call us when they are ready." She rolls her eyes and smiles, "You'll get used to it." I could not help but giggle at her.

"I…help me, Miley, help me to be what they want. I want to please them…and I want to please you." I whisper.

Miley puts her arm around me, "You already please me, Ash…and I know you will please them…but I will help you. I promise I will help you and never abandon you."

I smile at her kind words, "What…what do we do now? I'm…I'm scared."

She kisses my cheek, "You trust them, sweetie, you trust them as I do."

I nod and soon Miley stands up and holds her hand out to me and helps me to my feet when we heard Lilly's call to us from upstairs. We walk hand in hand up to Mikayla's room and when we get there Miley knocks on the closed door and I hear Mikayla telling us to enter. We walk in the room and Miley immediately walks quickly to the oversized king size bed and kneels next to it.

"How may I serve Mistresses tonight?" She says. I then glance at the bed and see Lilly and Mikayla embracing one another with Lilly's head on Mikayla's chest and the brunette was running her fingers through the blonde locks. Both girls were naked and I just stare at their lovely forms. I have seen them both in bikini's, bras and panties, and even topless on occasion, but never fully naked and I had to admit…it was a breathtaking site. Lilly smiled at me and Mikayla raised her eyebrow at me and grinned.

"Strip, Ashley." She commanded.

I swallow hard and with shaking hands I start to unbutton my blouse. "Kayla, God…do you have to always be so rude." I heard Lilly giggle and I look at her.

"Miley, please help Ashley out of her clothes before Mikayla gives her a panic attack." Lilly said.

"Yes, M'am." Miley responded and got up and walked to me. "Just enjoy it, Ashley, I'll make it pleasurable for you." She whispered in my ear and I nodded…afraid to speak.

Miley stood in front of me and slowly unbuttoned my blouse and then gently opened it and let it fall to the ground. Oh God it was wonderful how her hands lightly touched my skin and her finger nails gently scratched me…I wanted her to kiss me so bad…I wanted her to take me and fuck me so bad! She leaned in close to me as she wrapped her hands around my back and unhooked my bra.

"You have to be patient with Mikayla," She whispered in my ear, "She is learning how to love so sometimes she may come across a little harsh but she does and will care for you."

I nod my head and let out a small moan when she takes my ear and sucks it as she pulls the straps of my bra off my shoulders and it falls to the ground. She steps back a little and looks at me.

"God, you are so beautiful." She whispers and slowly brings her hands to my breasts and her fingers barely touch my sensitive skin and nipples as she eases herself to her knees. I close my eyes and moan again. God she was good! Just her light seductive touches had me going crazy! Her hands then glide up my thighs under my skirt as she looks up in my eyes and I look down and smile at her lovely ocean blue orbs. God she is just lovely…so beautiful. Her fingers slide under the waist band of my panties and she slowly pulls then down and her fingers touch my now extremely wet center and I let out a gasp and she giggles and feigns an innocent look. When my panties are around my ankles I step put of them and once again her hands go up my legs and on the outside of my skirt. I feel and hear the zipper of my skirt coming down and it to soon falls to the floor.

Miley runs her tongue seductively up my right leg and stops at my inner thigh and I try to grab her head to push her further to me…to make her mouth touch my wet sex but she pulls away and stands up as her clothes body rubs against my naked one.

"I want to…so bad, but I can't…not yet." She whispers and I understood. She was not allowed to have me until Lilly and Mikayla said she could. I nod and she steps back and looks over me and smiles. "Yes…you are very beautiful." She says softly and then kneels by the side of the once more.

"Come, Ashley, let us show you how much we love you." Lilly said and held her hand out. I swallow hard and walk slowly to her and take her hand and she pulls me gently to the bed.

"Miley, you may undress and join us as well. Since this is Ashley's first night with us she should experience all of us." I heard Mikayla say as Lilly was kissing me.

"Yes, Mistress…and thank you, M'am." Miley replied.

I woke up from a deep exhausted sleep and looked at the clock. It was well after ten in the morning but we deserved to sleep late. The four of us made love and well…to be candid…fucked each others brains out…well into the morning. I did things and had things done to me that I never thought or even knew I would and could do. I reached such physical and emotion pleasure that several times I actually thought I would pass out from the shear bliss of my orgasms. I grin a stupid silly grin as I untangle Miley's arm from me and Lilly's leg from the other side. I did not want to move…I wanted to lay here with these three girls…these three girls I loved so completely…forever. But my bladder had other ideas. I ease out of bed and had to crawl to the foot of the bed to get up as not to wake the others. I feel a hand on my leg and look over my shoulder and see Mikayla smiling at me.

"Where are you going, baby." She says in a tired and hoarse voice. She was very vocal and screamed a lot last night…hell we all did.

"I have to pee…go back to sleep, honey, I'll be back." I whisper and she grins and wraps herself around Lilly and closes her eyes.

After I went to the bathroom a walked back into the room and just stared at them for a moment. God the three of them looked so beautiful…so lovely…even with their hair all mussed and makeup smeared. I loved them…I truly did and I was happy...so happy. I never felt this happy or this loved as I did with them. I crawl back into the bed, this time on the outside next to Mikayla, and wrap myself around her and snuggle close as I close my eyes to go back to sleep. I was ready…I was ready to love the three of them and I was ready to accept my role in the relationship. Miley would help me…of that I had no doubt…and Lilly and Mikayla would teach me as well…I would be a good submissive to them…and a wonderful lover.

I was so happy and blind at the same time. If I could have seen into the future I would never have done this. I would have rejected their love even if it hurt me to do so…but I can't see into the future…none of us could. If we could we would have stopped what we did. We had many months of wonderful love, caring, and decedent sex and I became what I wanted at the time and what they wanted me to become for them and I loved it…I craved it as Miley did, but one of us made a choice in the future. A choice that ruined us all, a choice that caused four hearts to break, a choice that ruined not only our love but our friendship as well. One of us made a choice that killed the Four Goddess.

I was going to add a huge sex scene here with all four girls, but I wanted this chapter to be more emotional…to show that their relationship is not about just kinky sex and domination but how they all love one another so much.