XxBloody-RosesxX
Those three days were the shortest three days in all my life. Especially now when everything went so slow this went so fast. Charlie had left to go and
pick her up at the airport.There I was sitting on the couch waiting to hear the car doors open. Slowly I went upstairs deciding to fix up her cot. I kept
debating if I should just sleep on it and she could sleep on my bed. I knew that she would just choose the cot, thinking it would effect my sleep if I didn't
sleep in my bed. She had no idea how little sleep I got either way. I tried getting sleeping pills but I was denied them by Charlie and the doctor. Charlie
thought that I would abuse them and the doctor didn't like my stable condition, suicide seemed to be written across my forehead. I peared out the
window when I heard the tires on the pathway. Renee was arguing with Charlie already.
"How can you leave her alone! Charlie you have to watch her!" I felt as if I was a little child. verything seemed to belittle me, hurt me and numb me.
"She's fine!" He yelled back. The front door slammed open. I appeared at the edge of the steps and stepped down. Renee ran over to me embracing me, "Are you okay?" My fake smile played its part.
The rest of the day I insisted on making dinner but Renee wouldn't have it. She said that I needed my rest. At dinner all was quiet. Charlie and Renee
whispered back and forth to each other and I couldn't help but feel belittled.After a hot shower I sat on hte edge of my bed when the door creaked
open.
"Bella?" Renee's soft voice came from behind, Charlie's footsteps where not far from hers.
"Yea?" They both came in.
"We've been talking and we have made a decision." I was confused.
"What do you mean?"
"Me and your mom have been talking and we're worried about you. We made the choice of what might help." I continued looking away from them, down at the floor my hands clasped together.
"What are you going to do?" I whispered. Her hands slipped around my back pulling me closer to her. Next to the bed three large suitcases were
opened.
"We decided that you should come and live with me and Phil. Get away from the rain and forests and all this. It's not good for you." The wind was knocked out of me as every emotion exploded within me.
"You can't...You can't!" I screamed. Jumping off the bed I pulled out all my clothes in the suit ases. Throwing them about the room screaming on how I didn't want to leave. "You can't make me leave!"
"Bella, it's for your own good. We're only trying to help you."
"You can't take me away from here! He's coming back! He's not leaving me!" I cried. Tears broke free and I fell to the floor cryinf. Renee ran over cathcing me, I cried into her shirt.
A tears of a broken heart hurt the most, nothing but a fixed heart can stop them.