Back to Hell

Chapter Two

"I have to let you what?" Kenny sputtered.

"You have to let me fuck you…"

"What, wait… why?"

Damien stared into Kenny's eyes and bit his lip. This was the first time Kenny had ever seen him so bashful or shy and not his normal bad ass attitude. "Well, you see, God likes to fuck with you. You're his little play toy. Killing you all the time is for his personal enjoyment. But… if you were tainted by the devil's son, he couldn't fuck with you anymore. You could stay down here… with me," Damien said. Kenny gulped. Kenny's pulled back from Damien and sat down on the ground.

His mind was reeling. He'd always thought of Damien as one of his best friends. There was always an uneasy sense of closeness between them, but he never really thought much into it. It was just… normal and easy for him around Damien.

"I… I shouldn't have mentioned it. It was really stupid for me to even bring up that… I rea-"

"Shut the fuck up, Damien. Let me think…" Kenny was weighing the chances in his mind. Would he rather continue this fucked up life of dying and going back to the mortal world, or just staying here with someone he loved and cared about. It seemed like an easy enough choice.

"I want you to fuck me, Damien," stated Kenny. Damien blinked a few times.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes, Damien. I want to stay here, with you, forever." Kenny sat down on Damien's bed and looked up at Damien, blushing slightly. "But… do you love me? I mean. Fuck it. It doesn't matter…"

"Kenny… Love… I'm not sure what love is," Damien muttered, his voice lacking any real emotion.

"Well… I can't really describe love… it's an emotion, something you feel. But… even if you don't love me, I still want you to fuck me so I can stay here with you forever, okay?" Kenny said, finding his own confidence with each word. Damien scrunched his nose but nodded. Their eyes met and both started blushing.

"Let's wait a while, okay? I think we just need to hang out some. No one knows I died, so I have a couple of days until I have to go back," Kenny said quickly trying to bring on a lighter topic.

"Ha, fine fuckwad. Let's go do something then," said Damien as he grabbed Kenny's arm and flipped him over. They started a wrestling match, with Damien having the upper hand. Kenny was laughing and trying to flip them over so that he was on top, but Damien was too strong for him. Their eyes stayed locked together as they fought. Kenny tried to kick Damien's legs out from underneath him, but, to his chagrin, Damien was too prepared for this, unlike when Kenny pinned him against the wall earlier.

There was an awkward moment when Damien had his knee pressed up against Kenny's crotch. The friction caused Kenny to get a hard-on, which Damien most definitely could feel. It caused both the boys to blush profusely before stopping the wrestling match. Kenny sat with his back against the wall and Damien sat across from him with his back against the bed.

"Look, I'm sorry…" Damien started.

"No, Damien, don't be. I mean, it is fine," Kenny muttered with a smile. Kenny's mind was reeling, his thoughts focused on how his heart beat faster every time he was around Damien and how his stomach always had those butterflies. He knew he had a crush on Damien, so when Damien mentioned something about fucking him… he wanted it of course, but Damien. Well, Damien probably didn't actually love him, he just wanted his friend to stay with him, which was of course acceptable, but Kenny just wasn't sure he could deal with another broken heart.

"Kenny!" the blond boy squealed as he ran towards the boy with ever-present orange parka. Kenny smiled and grabbed Leopold, pulling him into a hug.

"Leo, how are you?" Kenny asked.

"I'm good! The other fellers at school aren't that nice, but… as long as you are my friend, I'm good!" Leopold giggled. The blond boy snuggled up against the taller blond.

"I love you," Kenny said.

"I love you too! You're the best feller ever! You're my only friend!"

"No, stupid, I mean I love you."

"O-oh… Well, I'm sorry… I don't love you like that…"

Kenny's heart stopped and he pulled back from Leopold. "You mean… I… Oh…"

"Don't leave! Okay? We're still good friends, right? 'Cause you're a good feller and I don't want to lose you as a friend! It's just that there is someone else I have my eyes set on!"

"It's fine, Leo. We're still friends." Kenny put on one of his fakest smiles ever. Leopold didn't realize and that was just fine with Kenny. Kenny only wished his love could have been returned… It's not like others didn't assume they were together, seeing as Leopold was all Kenny needed in a person, a sweet little boy with innocence drowning him. Kenny had planned on telling him for a while, but he was too scared to admit it. Now that he had admitted it, he wished he hadn't. It would be better to keep the feelings inside rather than admit it and feel like shit because the person you'd been fawning over for months, years even, doesn't like you back.

"Kenny! Get your head out of your ass and listen to me!" Damien snapped. Kenny's head snapped up and he looked into Damien's eyes. It was hard for him to continue to push his feelings down, but his emotions were becoming too much. He could handle not being around Damien, blamed the feelings for the long absences, but he knew he was just lying to himself.

He was admitting it.

He loved Damien Thorne.

"What the fuck do you want, Dami?" he asked.

"Dude, calm your tits," Damien muttered.

"NO. I am not going to!" Kenny took a deep breath and composed himself. "Look, you know all the shit that's going on and how the last time I fell for someone I got hurt. I'm not willing to fall for someone again."

"Dude, what the fuck? How does that even relate to anything?"

Kenny blinked a few times and then realized what he said. "N-nothing. I'm just… thinking about earlier…" Damien stayed quiet.

"You don't want me to fuck you, do you?"

"I do… I do want you to fuck me, but if it happens… I just want you to, well. Nevermind. Let's just forget I even said anything."

"No. Kenny, we're best friends. We can tell each other everything, right? I mean… isn't that what humans do when they're best friends?" Kenny laughed.

"Yes. But the last time I told someone this, I lost them as a best friend and things are awkward now. I just can't have that happen…"

"Kenny, I don't know what you mean, but nothing will make us not be friends. We're best friends. You're the only human I've been able to connect with since Pip. Just, trust me on this you fucking bastard. You can tell me."

"Not right now. Just… let's go eat something. The only time I get good food is here. It's what keeps me coming here, y'know?" Kenny said through laughter. Damien punched him in the arm, but there wasn't his normal playful tone in it. He seemed angry. Kenny sighed and walked out towards the kitchen.

"I think I love you Kenny, but I'm not sure what love is," Damien muttered.

"Whe-where the fuck d-did that come from?" Kenny asked.

"I just seemed like it was needed to be said. You obviously don't have anyone that loves you enough to tell you. I'm not sure what love is, but I think I do love you." Damien shrugged. "It's as simple as that, fuckwad. Let's just go be fags in the kitchen."

Kenny only could believe that Damien did actually love him. "I love you too, fag." They both laughed, reserved and somewhat scared, but they laughed.

"Love… could Damien really love me? He's a demon… can demon's even love?" Kenny thought. "Could I actually be loved back?"

A.N. This chapter… I think it was a little (majorly) OOC, but I really don't know. Whatever. I need to get writers block out at least for this chapter. I know what to do next but I needed some fluffy shit up. The sex should be coming soon-ish, like within the next couple chapters. It's going to turn into a like fluffy and angst-y story. I hope you like it. Drop a review?