A/N: So this is right after where the last chapter left off.

Disclaimer: :'( I don't own it :'(

"I'm ready to get wasted!" yelled Puck as they waited for the girls in the lobby.

"Word man, gonna get ma party face on" replied Artie.

"Wait, where's Finn?" asked Kurt as he glance around for his step-brother.

"He told me he had to do something," replied Puck as he walked towards Lauren who had just entered along with the other girls. For some reason Quinn was a few meters behind them all he thought.

She tried to wipe away the tears and compose herself as she walked over to Santana, Brittany and Mercedes who were talking about their nails.

"You ready to party girl?" asked Mercedes

"Yeah!" replied Quinn half-heartedly.

Santana looked over to her and gave her a questioning look, Quinn replied with a shake of her head.

"Okay guys, calm down. Are we all here?" called out Mr. Schue.

"No Finn!" said Mike.

"I'm here" he called as everyone turned to face him.

"Okay so I'm going to a friend of mine's but I'll drop you guys at Time's Square and you guys can go wherever you want from there. Okay, but be sensible! We'll take 2 trips to get there because there are so many of you. Just remember to be safe and have fun!" he shouted.

Even though had told them to be sensible the glee club had all decided they wanted to go clubbing a day before and had already figured out a club to go to. They all shared a look before looking back to at Mr. Schue.

"WOOOO!"

"Ok so, since you guys argue over things I put all your names in a hat to pick out the groups, so the first group is…Mike, Tina, Mercedes, Kurt, Rachel, Sam and Lauren. You guys will go first and then Quinn, Finn, Santana, Artie, Puck and Brittany.

Quinn thought fate was against her; did he really have to be in the same group?

As the 6 of them waited in the lobby Artie started talking to Brittany who was joined by Santana who was joined by Puck.

Quinn pretended to read a magazine that was on the coffee tabled in front of her. The others were standing on the opposite side of the lobby. She watched out the corner of her eye as he walked towards her and sat next to her. Why'd she pick the love seat to sit in?

"Q…? You can't ignore me, we need to talk about what happened…"he trailed off.

She couldn't take it any more it wasn't fair, for him to be able to do this, to make her fall in love with him all over again just so he could run back to Rachel.

"I'll tell you what happened Finn, we were thinking about old times, got caught up in the moment and made out. Now, once we reach the club you can go back to Rachel, kiss her and tell her you love her. And I'll just be the same, all alone, just the same." She snapped as she glanced at him and then returned to her magazine.

"Quinn, you know that's not true!" he protested.

"Finn, that's exactly how it is." Thankfully by then Santana had called her over having seen her talking to Finn. So she got up and left leaving Finn to think about what she had said. Now that Finn thought about it, he realized that there was an inkling of truth in what Quinn said…But by then Mr. Schue was back and they were all heading into the van they rented. Quinn made sure she sat as far away from Finn as she could. The ride over consisted of the other four glee clubbers excitedly chatting as Finn and Quinn kept glancing at each other.

Finn hated having mixed feelings, he was sure that he loved both the girls but who was he in love with?

Quinn was his first love, his first proper girlfriend, his first kiss. He loved how she was so familiar. But she had cheated on him; in a drunken state; and lied to him because she was so desperate to hold on to him. In a weird way he understood just exactly how she felt and had forgiven her. He couldn't stay mad at her; she was Quinn. She used to be his Quinn. She was beautiful no doubt and didn't expect him to change and in addition she had changed, (for the good) she was less bitchy and kinder to people after the whole pregnancy thing and didn't care about her reputation as much. And he knew she would always have that special place in his heart.

Then there was Rachel; she was comfortable and safe. With Rachel, he didn't have to worry about anyone stealing he away because well, he hated saying it, but Rachel wasn't everyone's idea of beautiful, but she was pretty to him. She was different no doubt, but he liked her for whatever she was. She had cheated on him too, but he had forgiven her too, but he knew that a part of him hadn't fully forgiven her like he had Quinn, even though what Quinn did was worse…Rachel was very insecure but she was special and she knew and cared about him. He knew he loved her.

But which girl did he love more? While Finn had been pondering over this they had reached the club and everyone poured out. Quinn made a beeline for the bar where Mercedes was waiting and was followed by Santana. Brittany rolled Artie to dance floor and Puck walked towards Lauren to down some shots. He spotted Sam, Kurt and Rachel talking and drinking martinis as Tina and Mike danced together. She looked happy, then he glanced over at Quinn, she was laughing with Mercedes, but he saw the sadness in her eyes. He walked over to the other side of the bar and ordered a beer. He had some thinking to do…

"A glass of vodka please." Quinn asked the bartender the second she got to the bar wanting to drink away her sorrows.

"Don't you wanna start out slow?" Mercedes said as she took a sip of her bubbly.

"Nope!" she answered as she downed her drink.

"I'll have vodka too" said Santana.

"Looks like the 2 of you want to get completely wasted tonight?" remarked Mercedes.

Quinn looked at Santana who had a knowing look on her face.

A few drinks later Puck and Lauren waltzed over to them. All 5 of them slightly tipsy now.

"Puckerman, come here! I need some to down these shots with. Everyone else can't handle it." Santana yelled.

Puck sat next to her with a smirk on his face.

"Hey, wait, wait, I wanna down shots too!" exclaimed Quinn.

Most of the Glee members with the exception of Finn were around the 3 by now.

"5 dollars that Quinn will drink 10 before Puckerman!" shouted out Artie, followed by nods from Brittany, Kurt and Mercedes.

"Your on!" replied Mike.

"Who counted me out of this?" called out Santana.

The bartender put 10 shots in front of them each.

"Ready, Set, Go!" Mike hollered. As Quinn took the first shot, the alcohol went straight to her head and the memory of earlier this evening floated through her head followed by the breakup, followed by the memories of all the time Finn kissed Rachel. And that was it for Quinn, she channeled all that energy into drinking all her shots, she vaguely remembered hearing all the glee members, shouting QUINN! QUINN! As she finished she looked over to Santana and Puck, they were both on their 8th shot.

"Woahhh! Go Quinn!" shouted out a very drunk Kurt

"You go girl!" screamed Mercedes in agreement. After they finished Puck and Lauren went over to a couch and started to make out as Santana picked up some random guy. All the couples went back to making out. While Kurt and Mercedes discussed everyone's outfit as they giggled drunkenly. Rachel started singing on the karaoke machine and Sam was attacked by a lady who started to make out with him... Quinn who was now to drunk to care went over to the empty couch, which was coincidentally next to Finn and fell down.

Finn looked up from what was still his first beer as he saw all friends yelling Quinn's name. Through out the evening he kept looking at Quinn and Rachel but 20 minutes into the night he gave up on looking at Rachel because his eyes couldn't leave Quinn for a second. He figured out she was downing shots and was worried about her because he knew her slender little body couldn't take it and just as he expected she plopped down on a couch beside him, about to pass out. He couldn't help himself, he had to go oven and check on her. He got up and walked over to her. She was sprawled all over the couch. He knelt down beside her so his face was next to her.

"Quinn? Are you ok?"

"Finn is that you?"

"Yeah, it's me, do you wanna go to sleep?"

"No!" she said.

"I want you! Hold me in your arms Finny!" she cried looking right into his eyes.

He picked up her head and sat down on the couch, as she climbed onto his lap. Her head rested in the crook of his neck as her hands held onto his shirt. His arms are cradling her.

"Why were you all alone Finny? Were you upset?" she asked her eyes closed.

He decided that she wouldn't remember anything in the morning, so he started to talk.

"I was upset Quinn, because I love you but I think I love Rachel too, I just don't know who I'm in love with and I'm just really confused."

"Hmm, well everyone knows Rachel loves you and you love her, so I know your're going to go with her.''

"How do you know" he asked her wondering why she thought that.

"Because you always do, we date, then I screw up, then you leave me and Rachel wins. Rachel always wins. She always gets you. See today you're talking to me, tomorrow you will kiss her and it will be the same again. But it doesn't matter, you guys be happy, I'll be fine. I'm used to being left for Rachel."

He just looks at her and he feels guilty, how could he hurt her like this. She looks so beautiful, her eyes are peaceful, in this drunken stupor there is no pain, like there has been since the day he broke up with her, he's just realized.

"Finn!" she interrupts.

"Yeah?"

I'm sorry I screwed up both times, I just really wanted you to when I was pregnant, but Rachel won. And I had always wanted to be Prom Queen with you and when it happened it was like a dream come true and I needed it to be perfect, but Rachel won. Anyway, I'm sorry."

He's known she's been sorry since it happened. But this just makes him smile. Yet by her words he is still confused, what should he do? He looks at Rachel and feel's like she is one of the best friends he's ever had, then he looks at Quinn and he feels everything, he feels; friendship, love, familiarity, love, peacefulness, love, contentment, love, perfection, love.

"Do you love me Q?" he questions.

She giggles.

"Of course I do Finny, I love you more than anything! I love you! I love you! I love you!" she kisses him and its gentle and when she pulls away and nestles into his arms he wants more, he needs more.

"Why do you love me? He asks her again.

I love you because you're Finn, my Finn! I love how you're kind and caring and even though you're the quarterback you're still nice, unlike me. "

She slows down and her eyes close, ten she suddenly opens her eyes as he says her name.

"I love you voice, I love how you act when you're with me, how you get goofy and nervous and how you care about me. I love how you're strong and always support me. I love how you know me the best. I love you eyes, they are so caring and beautiful. I love your adorable grin, I feel so special when you smile at me like that. I love how your lips are soft yet firm. You kiss really well!" she giggles.

"I need you Finny! I love you!" and she falls asleep in his arms. It's very bittersweet. But he knows where his heart belongs. He sits there, not wanting to wake her up and he just stares at her, he takes in every detail of her face, from her hair, to her eyes, to her nose to her lips. She's perfect. Mr. Schue come and rounds up the glee clubbers, he takes the first group and comes back fro the second. Everyone is silent in the car ride except for Santana who kept blabbing about. Mr. Schue helped everyone to their rooms and they all pass out. He lets Finn take Quinn because it's one less person and he needs the help, Finn's the only sober one. As he drops her on her bed, and is about to leave, he kisses her forehead.

"Finny?" she calls out.

"Yeah?"

"Stay with me Finny, I need you!" he can't resist her eyes so he snuggles next to her as she lays her head on his chest and wraps her arms around him, he wraps his arms around her too.

"I love you Finny!"

"I love you too Quinn."

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So do you think I should add more chapters, or let it be?