Dear Tobias,
I got your letter. I might not forgive myself if I was the reason you ended your life. Go find a nice girl. I won't mind. Just tell her to be prepared for me to kiss you at least once in heaven. Even of you don't want to be with me once you get up here I'll get one more kiss.
Tell Caleb that I love him and he shouldn't blame himself at all. Tell Evelyn I completely forgive her and I'm sorry that I was so cold to her. Inform Zeke that, and I quote, "Uriah is still sexier than him, even after death." Tell Christina that I'll gladly accept that slap as long as it's followed by a hug. Also, I told Will what Christina said and he demanded that you hug her and tell her that she was his true love.
Speaking of true love I think I've found mine. He's absolutely wonderful in every sense of the word. He's handsome, sweet, caring, smart, strong, selfless and brave. Unfortunately no matter what I do I can't convince him that I don't deserve him, not the other way around.
I'm serious, Tobias. I'm short, not pretty, and I'm dead. I killed one of my best friends and even though he forgave me I've regretted it every day, even after my death. I'm a horrible person who killed herself leaving the love of her life and her brother behind on earth.
Heaven is beautiful and you are going to have no trouble getting in. I've been watching over you as your guardian angel. I might just have to send a few nice girls your way.
Everything up here is so pure. Everyone is always smiling because the atmosphere is so happy. My mom and dad are up here and they look like they're in their teenage years again. That's one thing about heaven, you're asked what age you wish to look like. I chose to stay sixteen. I hope you choose eighteen.
Marlene and Uriah are a couple and Lynn ended up with, believe it or not, Eric! I'm confident of Eric can make it into heaven so can you. Eric has been much nicer since him and Lynn started going out. He doesn't really care about people being divergent anymore.
I'm using one of the many doves up here to send this down to you. I like your idea with the balloon better, though.
Heaven really is wonderful. Marcus isn't here, I heard from someone that they sent him down into Hell. I don't know for sure but I wouldn't be surprised if it were true.
Sincerely, Tris
P.S. I almost forgot to tell you who my true love is. It's you, Tobias. It always has been and always will be.