Jordon POV

It had been a couple of days after the accident where we lost Sarah, I could tell something was wrong with Chase, I asked him today if he wanted to go on our kebab run, however he said no. I don't understand he always goes on kebab runs with me. I arrived earlier today and saw Chase doing paper work, something is defiantly wrong.

"Hey Heidi" I said as she came over. "Hey you ok?" She asked. I could see the concern on her face. "I'm just worried about Chase" Heidi nodded I could tell she was too. We walked up the stairs to where our desks were.

"Chase! Kebab run, let's go" I say, it wasn't a question and Chase realized that. "Only if you are buying" he says but I could it was half hearted, I am just glad he is coming. The ride there however was dead silent. "You can tell me what is wrong Chase." I say as I could not bear the silence anymore. I could hear Chase sigh. "Jordon, I feel useless like I don't belong at rescue anymore." I was stunned. "No way Chase, that's crazy, you are family. We know you made a mistake but everyone has made mistakes."

The rest of the ride was silent, we ate kebabs in silence, the ride back was also silent, and all I could think about was what Chase said. He can't leave, rescue wouldn't be the same.

Chase POV

I know Jordon means what he said but I can't stop thinking about what happened two days ago. I had to do what was right for me and for rescue. I could see how Jordon was taken a back, I went on the kebab run because I wanted it to take my mind off it but it didn't help. I hadn't been able to sleep because whenever I closed my eyes I saw her face.

I walked up the station house steps towards my desk as I still had heaps of paper work that I had never done. I looked up from my paper work to see Lara looking at me but before she could say something Vince came in. "Alright we have a call out Blue Mountains." We all jumped out of our seats and ran to our patrols, today I was sharing with Dean, Lara was with Vince and Heidi was going with Jordon.

End of POV

"Alright team lets go, we are looking for a family a mother and two sons the oldest is 15 and the youngest is 10. Jordon and Lara you are team delta, you will head south. Chase and I are team alpha and will head east Heidi and Dean will go west got it?" Vince said as he instructed the team. The team nodded and headed in the directions they were given.

An hour into the search the team reported in that they had found nothing and gave their co-ordinates to Michelle who was at base. Vince and Chase had been quite the whole way and Vince didn't like how quite Chase was.

"What's up Chase?" Vince asked in a way that told Chase that he wanted an answer. "I am thinking about quitting rescue."

Vince looked at Chase shocked; he didn't know what to say.

Vince POV

I can't believe Chase wants to quit, no Michelle will not allow it. We can't lose Chase. I didn't know what to say. "No Chase, why?" was all I could say, it did not even make sense to me. "Because Vince, I am a risk to further patients."

I could not believe what he was saying, everyone losses patients, everyone makes mistakes. "Chase you know Michelle will not allow it." Chase would not even look at me. "Lets just find this family."

End of POV

It had been two hours into the search and the crews all radioed in that they still had found no sign of the family. Michelle had set up a base where the teams had started the search and was completely and was waiting for good news.

Chase and Vince had walked for an hour in silence and it was getting to Vince. "Chase, have you told Dean?" This stopped Chase in his tracks at the mention of Dean. "No" Vince sighed, Chase defiantly was not copping. "Chase you know you can talk to us."

Chase's POV

I know I can talk to them, I don't think they will listen though, they will to listen but in the end they would laugh or just say that it would get better. "Yea, I know Vince" I said as I opened my mouth however that was not what I wanted to say. I wanted to tell Vince I really did but I don't think he would understand. "HELP OVER HERE" I heard that I look towards Vince he heard it too, good I'm not going crazy.

We ran towards the sound as Vince radioed it in because the nearest group would be 30 minutes away. "Chase you work on the mother." I nodded. "My name is Chase I am from rescue are you Tilly Marron." She nodded. I checked her over she seemed to only have a twisted ankle I was helping her stand up until Vince shouted. "We have a snake bit." I ran over and gave Vince the gear. "How long has he been like this for?" I asked the mother. "20 minutes." 5 minutes to get it in we had to work fast.

End of POV

Heidi and Dean were running to help Chase and Dean when Heidi cried out in pain, "You alright." Heidi nodded as she tried to get up. but fell back down. "Ah rescue1 portable to rescue base, Michelle Lara and Jordon are going to have to get there over." Michelle picked up the radio. "yea they are 30 minutes away Dean." Dean helped Heidi the way they came back to base because he knew she could not continue.

Chase had been working hard on the snake bit victim trying not to do something wrong. His hands were shaking and Vince was finding it hard not to yell at him because if he did now then it might break more, he didn't know what to do because if he helped Chase then Chase might feel that he can't do anything.

Chas started to panic as something changed in his patient. "Your alright, it is working see Chase, you do good." Vince said trying to convince Chase that rescue is where he should be.

He didn't know what to do.