What time is it? Like 12:53? Oh well, it's good to write. Not a very long story till it gets completed. Say…4 chapters? Maybe 5? Not so sure, but I enjoy writing these. Especially when they finally have an end –but hey, who said it was a happy one? :/

I look at my watch. 3:43, it read. It was hopeless. I was hopeless.

Eventually, I started getting tired.

Are these the effects? Or are these just me as a human knowing that it is now 5:02.

I decided to rest my eyes and wait for my meeting with God. It would be a trip. Not sure if I'm going to heaven or hell yet, but I'm pretty sure it's heaven.

I sigh. This was going to be a long night.

"Damn it!" I whispered harshly as I woke up.

The only effect I had was the slight headache.

It's the 4th time I tried this and still no luck! I came to my last conclusion (besides being hung like a trophy for my dad).

I would cut. Not just small cuts in an attempt to relieve stress and pain.

Cut as in deep gash, blood pouring out, losing consciousness. Do you get what I'm saying?

Too bad I have to wait for my dad to wake up, torment me, get high, then fall over.

It'd be easier, because he doesn't go looking for me when he wakes up. He waits for me to come to him.

Because every time I come to him, I hope he's the father he use to be.

Nice? Good? I need descriptive words here people! Yes, I uploaded two in a day, only because I was bored. Also because I like this story the best out of all of them. 25 Ways to Annoy a Twilight Character is just for fun and to entertain my readers. Immortalized is just another romantic vampire love story. This, however, is an attempt of suicide. It's emotional and very depressing. Maybe will make you cry? Express your emotions in the review button(: