The second chapter is up! It has been brought to my attention that in the previous chapter I spelt Nanao's name wrong and I'd like to apologise for that. If in the future I have made any mistakes like that please bring it to my attention.
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Chapter 2
A complicated relationship.
It had been thirteen days since the first time Matsumoto and Hitsugaya had been together and things at the Tenth Division had returned to normal. Matsumoto had returned to sleeping on the couch during the day and much to there friends delight returned to drinking them under the table. Hitsugaya had also changed back to his normal grumpy, stubborn self and everyone one was glad to see he once again took pride in his appearance. Above the surface everything had returned to normal and everyone was once again happy. Yes that's what life was like above the surface, but under the surface things where different much different.
The only major difference that was noticed by the rest of the shinigami was that Hitsugaya was spending a lot more time with the vice-captain of the eighth division Nanao and that Nanao was spending way less time with her assumed best friend Matsumoto than usual, only really speaking with her at the vice-captains meeting, but no one said anything as they knew they would surely be killed by one of the two. They didn't know why this was and therefore couldn't understand why, but for the three people involved it made perfect sense or so they thought.
"What should I do?" Hitsugaya asked Nanao as he looked up to her from his place on her lap. He was lying on the ground while she sat up firmly against a tree, he had his head in her lap and she was running her fingers through his hair. They where in the same spot that this whole 'friendship' had began. They had always returned to this spot when they needed to be alone, but never followed threw on any of there previous actions.
"I don't know it all depends on how you feel about it." Nanao said looking down at him. She had started developing feelings for him and would cherish these moments they would spent with each other.
"It's so confusing." Hitsugaya said again grabbing her free hand and entwining there fingers together. If anyone had to ever see the things they did to each other they would immediately think the pair where lovers. The way they touched each other, spoke with each other and looked at each other where all clear indications that they felt something for the other, other than friendship.
"Then why do you continue?" Nanao asked looking away from him. Nanao had found out about the whole ordeal, between Hitsugaya and Matsumoto. It came as a shock to her at first, but over time accepted it for what it was or what it was becoming. She always knew that Matsumoto had special feelings towards her captain, but never in a sexual nature.
"She needs me." Was Hitsugaya's short response to her question. Nanao said nothing about it she just pulled him into a hug. Hitsugaya hugged back and got lost in the gentle embrace she offered him. They stayed like that for hours neither saying a word just holding each other.
(Back at the office)
"Where is he!" Matsumoto said angrily slamming her hand into her desk. She knew he had gone out with Nanao and it pissed her that they had the kind of relationship she wanted. Her mind ran threw images of the stoic pair, 'they can't be having much fun, I mean seriously this my Captain and Nanao, there most likely filling out hard complicated paperwork of some kind' Matsumoto thought to herself as she plopped down on the couch ready to take a nap. 'At least I get him in bed' Matsumoto thought before falling asleep.
Matsumoto woke a few hours later to an empty office she looked around again to make sure she didn't miss him.
"What the hell! I can't believe he hasn't returned yet." Matsumoto was livid . She couldn't believe her workaholic Captain had spent the whole day out. She decided to look for her Captain and give him a piece of her mind when she found him. She got up and stormed out of the office ready to kill anyone who stood in her way. She made her way to the only place she thought he would stay at for so long, Hinamori vice-captain of the fifth division and love of Hitsugaya's life. She always disliked Hinamori for the obvious fact that she would always come before her in Hitsugaya's life, but felt guilty as she knew he would always come second in her life as Gin held first place.
She had arrived at the Forth Division and was surprised to find out that Hitsugaya hadn't been around to visit Hinamori in over a week, every since that day. Matsumoto smiled inwardly she loved the fact that he was neglecting Hinamori over her. Matsumoto thought briefly as she walked to Hitsugaya's room about how there relationship had grown and was slightly depressed that there relationship had turned out to be only…sexual and not more, but shrugged it of she didn't want a real relationship with him anyway…right?
When she arrived at his apartment she heard muffled moans and screams coming from inside, at first she thought he was crying, but when she opened the door to the thick scent of sex that entered her nose she began to worry. Her mind was racing there's no way he would be with her…would he? Matsumoto couldn't move she was too afraid that her fears could come true the moment she entered his room. She closed her eyes and listened carefully to the sounds coming from the room, but this only help her to confirm her fears of what was going on behind that door.
She approached the door quicker and the noises only grew louder, she felt sick, how could he do this to her. She slowly opened the door and found Nanao and Hitsugaya together in bed…naked. She fell to her knees and let out a loud scream, stopping Nanao and Hitsugaya in the middle of there activity, they immediately looked over at her and begun grinning evilly. Matsumoto saw them continue moving even faster and more violently than before and wanted leave, but found herself tied down and unable to move. She tried to close her eyes, but they wouldn't obey her wishes and instead forced her to watch the two of them grinding into each other moaning loudly as they released into each other.
Matsumoto was crying heavily as she watched them, it was the worst feeling she had ever experienced in her life and it killed her inside.
"Matsumoto!" Hitsugaya screamed at her.
"Leave me alone you traitor" Matsumoto screamed at him.
"Matsumoto!" Hitsugaya screamed again this time even louder.
"Nooo! Why did you betray me like that!" Matsumoto screamed as she looked up at the two. They where grinning madly as they started to morph into ugly demented hollows, Matsumoto gasped slightly before screaming out at the top of her voice.
Slap.
Matsumoto shot up from her place hitting Hitsugaya in the chin with her head, effectively hitting him to the ground. She looked down at him and then around the room to make sure that everything was in place. She sighed realising that it had all been a nightmare. Hitsugaya got up and dusted himself off before giving Matsumoto a stern glare.
"What the hell have I told you about sleeping on the job" Hitsugaya said while crossing his arms over his chest. Matsumoto was about to say something, but was interrupted by a sharp pain in her jaw as she tried to speak. Her hand found its way to her cheek caressing it gently as she gave him a hurt and vulnerable look. Hitsugaya could swear she was doing it on purpose to make her feel guilty for slapping her, but what else could he have done to wake her, he did try shouting, but that didn't work and seeing as he never had a bucket of ice cold water near by he did the next best thing.
"Sorry." Was all he said as he turned away from her. She jumped up and grabbed him, pressing her bountiful breasts against his back before pulling him back onto the couch with her.
"What is it?" Hitsugaya asked trying to rid himself of the thoughts plaguing him about where he was situated.
"Toshiro you wouldn't be with Nanao, like this would you." She asked softly.
"You know we've become closer since that day." Hitsugaya said into her bountiful breasts.
"No I mean…you wouldn't…sleep with her, would you?" Matsumoto asked blushing slightly. Hitsugaya eyes shot open, had she found out? No that was impossible there just was no way, he never told her and Nanao swore to say nothing about it.
"No" was his short response to her question. Matsumoto smiled widely at the thought of knowing she was his and his alone at least in this sense.
"You wont leave me will you?" Matsumoto asked.
Hitsugaya was silent for a moment and knew she was starting to worry as he felt the shiver that ran threw her body from the anticipation of having to wait, "No Matsumoto I'll never leave you" he replied nuzzling himself into her huge breasts.
Matsumoto was so happy that ha would never abandon her or betray her like Gin had and her heart warmed as she thought of a life with him, Matsumoto was in love and wasn't afraid of it anymore. She looked down at the sleeping form of her captain on top of her body, she knew he had given no other woman that privilege, but couldn't help but wonder if her nightmare held any truth. She felt him move as his hand grabbed onto her left breasts, squeezing it as if his life depended on it. She smiled and kissed him on his forehead.
"I think I love you Toshiro Hitsugaya." She said smiling before fading into the peaceful abyss of sleep.
(Next morning)
Hitsugaya awoke to find himself totally trapped. He couldn't move and there was no way he could escape without waking Matsumoto, but he needed to get free he had a Captains meeting an hour or so and had to start getting ready. He tried to get away, but the more he moved the more he felt his face move into Matsumoto's chest as her death grip continued to tighten. He was starting to loose grip on reality as he ran low on oxygen and knew there was only one way to wake her, without pissing her off…okay she would still be pissed, but he could make it up to her later.
His hand rise until it was above her breast as he started to slowly message it causing Matsumoto to moan lightly in her sleep. He moved her robe out of the way and took her nipple in his mouth while slowly sucking and nibbling it. Her nipple immediately went hard and she started stir, Hitsugaya knew she was almost awake and bit down hard on her nipple earning a loud gasp from Matsumoto as her eyes shot open. He quickly started to message the aching flesh with his tongue earning yet another gasp from her as her hands found there way to his head, running her fingers threw his silver white hair.
"Hmmm…why can't you wake me like this every morning" Matsumoto moaned as he continued his activities.
He stopped what he was doing and looked up, "I don't have captains meetings every morning and I'm not trapped under you either."
Hitsugaya got up and left a wanting Matsumoto on the couch alone as he made his way out of the office.
Matsumoto shot up and made herself respectable before shouting at Hitsugaya, "Don't get a girl all worked up and leave her alone!"
She knew he couldn't hear her and it made her even more infuriated.
(At captains meeting)
Hitsugaya stood there lost in thought s he listened to the general commander babble on about something to do with Aizen. Hitsugaya had lost total interest in the whole Aizen ordeal and the fact that, that's all they talk about at these meeting these days pissed him of, but out of respect he didn't say anything. He had to many other things to worry about now anyway so he had no time to listen to the same old thing over and over again.
He thought about all the things that had happened recently, there was the day Matsumoto tried to take his life so he left to go wallow in self pity alone in the forest, but was interrupted by Nanao. At first he was just going to ignore her and walk away, but she surprised him by grabbing his arm the one that Matsumoto had wounded, at first she just bandaged up his arm and they talked for a bit, but then she let him use her as a shoulder to cry on…then things just escalated. He didn't mean for anything to happen, but it did and there was nothing he could do to change it.
That night when he returned to his office he took advantage of Matsumoto's sorrow over Gin and guilt over hurting him to get his revenge and hurt her like she hurt him. It had nothing to do with the stab wound that he had experienced countless times and he was used to the pain, but the wound in his heart cut deep and he felt anger like he had only felt once before. So he hurt her in the worst kind of way and paid dearly for it the same night as she attempted to take his life yet again. What happened next, that's what has thrown him into such turmoil.
He slept with her, but that wasn't the problem no the problem occurred when he realised how he felt, he had felt some sort of happiness, not like the kind with Nanao, but the other kind when the one wish you've always had finally comes true. He didn't understand there was no way he was in love with her…was he?
Then over the next two weeks his relationship with Nanao grew, he felt something towards her. At first he thought it was love, but now he knew there could never be anything between them and they had both accepted it and rather became good friends. They shared everything with each other, told each other there deepest secrets and never lied to the other, there was just this unspoken absolute trust and love that they shared that couldn't be replaced by anyone.
Hitsugaya thoughts ran to this mornings affairs and Matsumoto's reaction to what he was doing when she awoke, she actually enjoyed it and he had heard what she had screamed when left. This thought caused him to laugh out loud without realising it.
The room grew silent as Hitsugaya drew everyone's attention. Hitsugaya lifted his head and looked at all the captains as they stared at him, he felt like a complete fool.
"I apologise, I'm feeling a little off today, forgive my interruption, you may continue," Hitsugaya stammered out trying as best he could to hide his shame.
"Right kid wat eva ya say, that sounded like a laugh to me!" Zaraki said loudly letting out a wicked laugh after he was done talking.
"Enough!" General Yamamoto said bringing complete silence back to the room.
Hitsugaya sighed in relief as the general continued his speech. The meeting dragged on for what felt like hours of gibberish to our young captain as his thoughts returned to one Matsumoto and what she was doing right about now.
'Most probably slacking off at the office or out drinking with her friends. I really don't know what I see in that woman.' Hitsugaya said as another smirk appeared on his face.
(With Matsumoto)
"Arggh how long is this meeting going to drag on for, I can't wait any longer!" Matsumoto moaned as she turned around in his bed. She had gone threw all the trouble of setting up a romantic get together for the two of them, but now she was loosing interest he was taking way to long captain meetings never dragged on this long.
(With Hitsugaya)
The meeting was finally over and Hitsugaya was ready to leave and go back to his office when he heard someone call out to him. It was the eighth division captain Kyouraki Shunsui. Hitsugaya turned and didn't bother hiding his irritation as to been called back.
"Sorry to bother you I just wanted to know if you knew what is wrong with Nanao?" He asked. Hitsugaya gave a confused look as he thought about the last time he had seen her she looked fine to him and she didn't mention anything wrong so he didn't know how to react.
"No sorry she appeared fine the last time I saw her." Hitsugaya said trying to stay as unattached as possible, "Why"
"Nothing really she didn't come in this morning and I was informed that she had taken a day of. It would appear she is sick as she visited the fourth division today, so when I heard you where feeling sick yourself, I thought you might know something." Hitsugaya was panicking now he had lied about feeling sick he felt fine really he had just needed an excuse for daydreaming in the meeting.
"Sorry I know nothing about it . Now if you would excuse me I've got something I need to do." Hitsugaya said before walking off.
"That was odd." Shunsui said before walking off.
Hitsugaya had made it back to his apartment and headed straight for the shower he hadn't taken one since the previous day. He walked straight passed his room and didn't even notice the half naked Matsumoto lying there on his bed patiently waiting for him to get home. He took off his clothes and climbed into the shower putting the water full blast on hot. Usually he would take a cold shower, but he felt stressed about a lot of things and needed to sweat it all out.
The water was running down his body turning it a light shade of pink as he once again got lost in his thoughts. Matsumoto was standing in the bathrooms doorway watching him as he just stood there, she licked her lips as she saw the little droplets of water falling from his hair, the water ran down his body toning every muscle. He looked like a god small yet powerful with his silvery white hair clingy loosely to the sides of his face and lower neck. Matsumoto had never seen her captain look like this even the night they mad love she never really took in his form as her mind was not functioning at full capability. She inched closer forgetting all previous anger as she slowly slipped out of her sexy gown and into the shower. Luckily for her it was a fairly big shower so she got in with out him noticing. She moved and pressed her chest against him causing him to stiffen for a second before relaxing again.
"I've been waiting all day for you Shiro-kun" Matsumoto said with enough courage to use the nickname he only allowed Hinamori to use. Her hands moved to his shoulders and then a little lower to his chest pulling him into a hug from behind.
"The meeting ran late," was all Hitsugaya said before turning his head and taking her lips in his. He kissed her for a second before stopping he turned his head back towards the wall confusing Matsumoto for a second.
"I can't do this," was all Hitsugaya said softly.
"What! Why?" Matsumoto said immediately removing herself from him and backing away into the other side of the shower.
"Why? I'll tell you why. You're no replacement to me! You're someone I care for deeply and I-I might…" He trailed off looking away; he had taken a step forward with each sentence and was only one step away from her now. Matsumoto knew exactly what he was saying she had used him to fill the gap Gin left, but now, now she knew she loved him and wasn't afraid to tell him.
"You're no replacement to me either Shiro-kun… I love you." Matsumoto said. Hitsugaya's head shot up and got pulled straight into a kiss from Matsumoto, but this kiss this kiss was one filled with love and understanding.
"I love you Matsumoto." Hitsugaya said as his eyes started to water up a little, Matsumoto for the first time truly understood how he felt about her. There kiss intensified as they took in each others feelings of love. It was as if everything had vanished from there life good or bad it didn't matter at this point as they where absorbed into each others beings.
Matsumoto could feel how desperately he wanted her how desperately he wanted to make love to her for the very first time; yes this would be there first time as the other had been pure unadulterated lust filled sex. Hitsugaya moved and pressed her up against cold wall causing her to arch which in turn caused her breasts to bounce up. Hitsugaya grabbed one gently as he continued to kiss her with even more passion than before. Matsumoto moaned as his hand continued to play with her breasts pushing them up and then pinching her nipples ever so slightly. He knew exactly how to pleasure which meant he had listened to her 'How to pleasure a woman' lectures she used to give him just to piss him off enough that he would chase her out of the office and away from the never ending amounts of paperwork. He stopped kissing her and lowered his mouth to her breast licking around the bountiful flesh before circling her nipple. She couldn't wait any longer and pushed his down onto her breast covering her nipple with his mouth.
Matsumoto gasped as he toyed with her nipple licking, flicking, nibble, biting and messaging it while his other hand was hard at work giving her other nipple similar treatment as it pulled, pushed, stretched, pinched and tweaked it just enough to give maximum pleasure and minimum pain. It was all too much for Matsumoto and she could feel her knees giving in to the pleasure he provided her. Hitsugaya pulled away from her breast and gave another loving kiss before his lowered passed her breasts and down to her stomach. Matsumoto could only see the back of his head and back due to her enormous breasts, but could feel his tongue lower to its destination.
Hitsugaya's tongue slowly licked up her womanhood enjoying the taste that was pure Matsumoto. Matsumoto hips jerked forward and her back arched up as Hitsugaya continued to slowly lick her slit while circling her entrance with his tongue. Matsumoto moaned louder and gripped is head pulling him into her, she wanted him and wanted him now. Hitsugaya knew what she wanted and pushed one finger into her entrance as he licked up and down her folds with his tongue. Matsumoto was breathing heavily now as Hitsugaya slowly pumped into her. Hitsugaya gave Matsumoto one long sensual lick before he inserted another finger into her. Matsumoto gasped and placed her hands against the wall to support herself from falling at the sensual feeling, but lost all coherent thought when Hitsugaya's tongue found her clit and started suckling it gently sending an all new feeling through her body.
Hitsugaya slowly removed his fingers from Matsumoto's womanhood and slid them up her body leaving a trail of cum from her womanhood to her chin before inserting his fingers into her mouth. Matsumoto sucked on his fingers never before tasting herself. When he removed his fingers, she whimpered at the loss of his fingers, but moaned as he kissed her again tasting all of her while there tongues played with one another. Hitsugaya pulled away from the kiss and kissed her chin before lowering and licking up the line of cum that returned him too her dripping wet pussy.
His tongue ran over her slit once more before he slid his tongue into her. Matsumoto lost control of her own body and almost fell, but was caught by Hitsugaya and held in place. Hitsugaya's tongue flicked around inside of her earning a loud scream from Matsumoto. Hitsugaya's hand slowly rubbed up and down her slit before he played and pinched her clit while pumping his tongue in and out of her. Matsumoto screamed at the top of her lungs as she gripped his head while cumming straight into Hitsugaya's face. Hitsugaya was surprised by it, but lapped up her juices non the less loving her taste so much that he started sucking her entrance and moaning in pleasure. The vibrations that where sent threw her body only extended a mad her orgasm even more intense.
When she came down from her orgasmic high she wads breathing heavily as she saw Hitsugaya cleaning her womanhood. Hitsugaya rouse and kissed her before wrapping her legs around his waist and caring her to his bed. When he arrived he was surprised to see his bed covered in petals and candles that had melted all the way where scattered around the room giving of a wonderful romantic atmosphere. Hitsugaya looked confused until he looked around and saw Matsumoto blush a deep shade of red.
"Is this for me?" Hitsugaya asked as he laid her down on his bed with a smile on his face. Matsumoto eyes looked away as she nodded slightly; Hitsugaya smiled knowing that he had managed to embarrass her like this.
"I love you," Matsumoto said before pulling him for a kiss.
"I love you too, Matsumoto" Hitsugaya said as he entered her slowly and lovingly. Matsumoto moaned into his mouth as he inched inside of her.
Hitsugaya pulled back a little and thrusted into her pushing himself all the way to the back of her moist wet pussy, Matsumoto arched her back in pleasure at the feeling of been penetrated by the one person she truly loves. Hitsugaya's finger rubbed her cheek as he slowly sensually kissed her showing her all of his feelings for her.
Matsumoto's nails dug into his back as he started moving faster inside of her, this feeling of love filled passion unlike that of her previous lover…Gin, he had always been rough. He just used her for his own benefit and then left her alone when he was done, but she loved him and when he did show compassion and love Matsumoto completely forgot about any pain he had ever caused her. Everything about Hitsugaya was different he was kind, gentle and took her own feelings and pleasure into account, but not the first time, no the first time he had, had sex with her it was violent and rough, there was no love no emotion and it killed Matsumoto to know that she had missed out on this love.
Matsumoto was pulled from her thoughts when Hitsugaya stopped thrusting into her and looked at her quizzically for a second.
"Is everything okay?" Hitsugaya asked the worry evident on his face.
"No-no nothings wrong, it's perfect to perfect." Matsumoto said pulling him into another kiss as she began moving her hips into him, grinding into him slowly and seductively.
"Please make love to me Shiro-kun," Matsumoto pleaded.
"I really love you Matsumoto" Hitsugaya said moving in her again, with more force and determination than before. He was moving into so hard that her breasts started bouncing once again; Matsumoto was at a loss of words and was just enjoying the feeling of being loved. Hitsugaya gave her a chaste kiss before moving down and kissing her chest before sucking on her nipple and groping her other breast with his free hand. Matsumoto was almost at her limit, but wanted to cum with him. She flipped them over before she started to bounce up and down on him earning a gasp from Hitsugaya.
"Cum with me Shiro-kun!" Matsumoto screamed. Hitsugaya sat up and took her nipple in his mouth while his hand lowered to her clit and started messaging it.
"I-I'm c-cumming." Hitsugaya moaned as his hips started to jerk slightly. Matsumoto arched back as she came clamping down on his member causing him to cum with her. They came together experiencing utter bliss as there juices mixed together and there bodies moulded as every inch touched the other as if there souls were attempting to form into one.
"I love you Shiro-kun" Matsumoto said as she fell down to the bed pulling him with her.
"I love you too." Hitsugaya said closing his eyes and falling into a peaceful sleep. Matsumoto looked at him and smiled before pushing herself into him and following him into dreamland.
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Hitsugaya's eyes shot open at the banging sound coming from his living room. He got up and walked over to the door and opened it just as another knock was about to be made. Nanao's fist made contact with his head and Hitsugaya gave her a stern look.
"What is it? You look upset." Hitsugaya said looking at her tear stained face and red eyes. "Did something bad happen?" He asked not giving her time to respond to the first question. Nanao shook her head and broke down crying.
Hitsugaya took her and held her tightly as she wept into him. "No nothing…bad…h-happened, something…g-good h-happened," Nanao said between tears. Hitsugaya led her to the couch and grabbed her forcing her to look into his eye.
"What happened?" He asked her again.
"I'm pregnant… with your child." Nanao said looking down again.
Hitsugaya was shocked by the news and didn't know how to respond, Nanao had told him she had always wanted children, and now she would and it would be his. He opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by the sounds of tea cups braking.
Nanao and Hitsugaya turned and looked at the shocked expression on Matsumoto's face and knew she had heard everything.
A/N: Well there you go!
Hope you liked the second chapter. I thought it came out a bit weird, but tell what you think. I know this is in the Hitsugaya and Matsumoto category, but I really like Nanao and Hitsugaya (don't ask why) and don't know if I should make them the main pairing. Don't get me wrong HitsuMatsu is still my favourite and there will be a lot more of them, but for this fic I can't decide so I want you to choose,
Thanks for reading and please review.