"Oh my God! Hiro!" Came the voice of Honey Lemon, as she rushed from the doorway of his and Tadashi's room to him. She bent down next to him. "What happened? Are you okay?" She asked him, genuine concern in her voice.

No. I killed my brother. You hate me. You're only acting concerned. I hurt. Nobody cares. I haven't been happy since that night. We were having so much fun. But I let him go into the fire. It's all my fault...

"I... I'm fine. I just dropped this." He said, holding out the picture just enough for her to see before he hugged it again. Fresh cuts spilling more blood. He didn't care. He deserved it. He deserved all of the pain he felt.

"Oh, Hiro" She said. She grabbed his sides and lifted him up to his feet. He didn't resist. She took the picture and laid it down. "Come on." She said, and sat him on his bed. She took out a small first aid kit from her purse.

"I'm fine. It's nothing." He protested, trying to get up. She just pushed him back down.

"Do you want me to get Cass up here?" She asks him. "I didn't think so." She added as she took out some tweezers and a bottle of rubbing alcohol. "God, you have glass stuck in you all over your chest. This is gonna sting." And she poured some of the alcohol on his wounds.

He didn't flinch. Nothing hurt compared to Tadashi. Not with knowing he caused it on top of the actual death. He only winced as she started pulling out shards of bloody glass.

"I would've come last night, but GoGo told me to give you some space. I'm sorry I lied. I just couldn't bare leaving you alone for another second, so I came over and Cass let me up." She explained as she continued to pick out glass. When she was done, she cleaned off the rest of the blood and bandaged his wounds.

"That's okay. I'm sorry you had to see me like that." He replied quietly. He did not want to risk her seeing him cry. He needed Tadashi right now. He would be able to make Hiro feel better. But if Tadashi were here, he wouldn't be hurt and sad right now, would he? And it was his fault that he wasn't here...

"Its fine. I uh, I brought something from Tadashi's lab. He had written a will a little bit back. Not an official one, but there was a letter for you. It's from him." She told him as she dug out an envelop with his name written in Tadashi's perfect yet kind of sloppy handwriting. "You don't have to open it in front of me." She then hugged him tight and gave him a kiss on his forehead. "Get better. We miss you. Goodbye."

He sat there with a blank stare for a few minutes. He looked down and decided to read the letter from his brother. Carefully opening the envelope, he removed the folded piece of paper.

Hiro,

Hey! I just thought that I would write this for you. I gave it to Honey Lemon and told her to give it to you if something were to ever happen to me. I am so sorry. I wish that you didn't have to read this. I love you, Hiro. Don't ever forget that. You have been my number one priority in life since you were born. I looked out for you, and made sure you were safe. I was always there for you to protect you from anything at any cost. Even my life. I comforted you when you were sad, and I helped you with everything. I never gave up on you, and you can't give up on you either.

I may not be there for you anymore, but I am always with you. Anytime you feel like you need me, activate Baymax and tell him you are experiencing LHB and that the only treatment is to play the TLH video. I can't be with you in the flesh, but I'm with you always. Just promise that you'll use your big brain for something (not bot fighting!) And that if you are ever in trouble, just look for a new angle ;) When you find it, you'll know what to do.

Hiro, you were the biggest accomplishment in my life. You turned out so good. I couldn't be prouder of you than I am now. You were such an inspiration to me. From the moment I first saw you, I vowed to myself to always be there for you when you needed a friend, to protect you from anything at any cost, and to ALWAYS make sure that you believed in yourself. I love you so so much. And if you blame yourself for whatever happened to me, DON'T. I did whatever I did because I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I didn't. Wether it was saving Mocci from the road, or taking a bullet for a thief.

With all the love and administration in the world,

Your big brother, Tadashi

P.S. I am giving you everything. Wear my hat and wear it proud

P.P.S You're fly's down

When the tears stopped falling, he looked down and sure enough, his fly was down(. Zipping it up, He laid the letter down and went to go put a hoodie and shirt on, pausing with disgust at the sight of his self-inflicted scars. They were hideous.

What are you doing? Everone at SFIT hates you for what you did. You can't go there. No! Tadashi said not to blame myself! He wants me to be better. Everyone is worried about me. But I'm better. I just have to see that video. I'll decide what to do after that.

He had to get to that lab. He needed Baymax now more than ever. He grabbed Tadashi's hat ( he also decided to trade his hoodie for one of Tadashi's cardigans even though it swallowed him whole) put it on, then got the letter, and ran the while way to the SFIT robotics lab.

A/n Again, I am do sorry that it is so dreadfully short. I promise a long chapter next! Thanks for your support! And if you are interested in watching a tribute to Tadashi on YouTube, this is by far one of the best! I couldn't help but watch it over and over and over. I cried the beginning and couldn't stop even after I stopped watching it. Here's the video name and link

[Tadashi Hamada] I'm gonna spend my entire life missing you: /9_7nngCoJwU