JPOV

"Jake...stop it."she mumbled. But I knew that she secretly was glad I didn´t.

She stood in the kitchen, cutting vegetables into small squares for our dinner, when I sneaked up behind her. The loose strands of hair that framed her face when she pulled it up into a messy bun, like she was wearing it now, were so tempting. I just had to tuck those soft, jet black strands behind her ear. By now I could feel how the pace of her heartbeat picked up and that her lips were pulled up into a huge grin, which if I saw it , would let my heart melt into a warm puddle and let my reasoning fly out of the next window. Both my hands travelled along her neck and came to a stop on her shoulders, with my thumps massaging her shoulderblades, which let her lift her head high in the air and a small moan escape her lips, showing the pleasure my simple movement caused her. "Mhhhh Jake, right there. Wow you can't imagine how that lets the stress of the week disappear like it's nothing." A deep chuckle erupted from my chest. "Oh, of course I can, you've told me so many times when I did this". Soon I let my left hand rest and turned her around to face me by grabbing her right shoulder with a little bit more force. The second I could see her eyes, I couldn't take mine of hers, they were enchanting. The magnificent green matching her russet skin perfectly and those unmistakable honey-coloured drops were something I had never seen before in my entire life. They were as if the artist that created them put too much colour on his brush, wanting to give her eyes the special something and let the excess liquid drop into them, creating those irresistible irises. But it wasn't just the colour that made them so unique, it was the way they used to shine, when she was truly happy or how they would turn a shade darker when she was angry. It was how I was able to read her emotions trough her eyes, even when her face and body hid them perfectly.

Her body was shifting slightly and she looked down, signaling that I was practically staring her down. "C'mon Jake, seriously? You're staring at me like a fucking freak!" She laughed at me. "I don't care. you're too fascinating! And well, isn't there a little freak in everyone of us?"She started to open her mouth to object something but I stopped her before she could by lowering my mouth to the crook of her neck, breathing my hot breath onto her smooth skin, sending shivers all over her.

My hands soon moved to her neck, supporting her as she stretched to stand on her tip toes, making me look at those pink, full lips of hers. I leaned into her, closing the space between us but stopped when my lips lightly touched hers. I felt her breath getting unsteady and impatient against my lips,I loved to tease her. After we stood like that for almost a minute, I couldn't resist her any longer. This was our way of stare down and I lost most of the time. I finally met her lips with much force, capturing them with my mouth, driving her insane. My hands were still at her neck when she reached hers up to my hair to pull me closer, to feel my body pressed against her own. I parted her lips, not having to wait long for her permission, once inside our tounges battled for dominance, no one winning until we had to break away to breathe again. I layed my forehead against hers , gazing into her eyes and panting hard, just like her. This time she made the next move, tracing her way to along my chest, letting my heartbeat exaggerate. When she reached the hem of my shirt, she let her fingertips slip under it and roled it up painfully slow inch for inch. I made it easier for her to get it off of me by lifting my arms and pulling it off myself because she could not reach over my head. Rolling back fully onto her feet leah looked directly at my chest, bringing her hands down, tracing the shape of my muscles with her fingertips. When she began to place soft kisses on my chest I startet to nibble on her ear, carefully starting to use my tounge, I licked along her neck and made her a hickey on the shoulder, where she could hide it under her clothes if she wanted. I was still debating in my head wether to undress her or not, because we hadn't have sex yet and I didn't know if she was ready. After some time I came to the conclusion that she was ready, why else would she be so eager to be close to me if she wasn't. So I continued to kiss her, moving my hands to the first button of her yellow blouse that I gave to her instead of yellow sunflowers on a random day in winter, because I couldn't find any flowers(before south america ). She started to laugh at my attempt, which made me pout at her. She remained chuckling but reassured me how sweet that gesture was and to support her statement she wore the yellow blouse a lot. I opened the first button, then the second and then the third. When the third button was opened, I could see the top of her breast which were pushed up by her bra, looking so seductive as they moved up and down from her heavy breathing. My head sank down and I planted many kisses on her beautiful breasts, causing her to moan craving for more. I opened the rest of the buttons while caressing her torso with my kisses and touches. Finally I was able to push the blouse over her shoulders, letting it drop to her feet and revealing her whole upper body except for her breasts which where hidden under her white lace-bra, which made her look so innocent. I knew that she wasn't a virgin anymore, Sam had not forgotten to take that from her before leaving her broken, desperate and ragged like a piece of rotten garbage. I truly hated him for causing this beautiful, strong and independent woman so much pain. For not fighting for the love of the woman which now was with me, which was the only thing about the whole affair that's positive. And last but not least for not seeing what he lost by choosing Emily, plain and boring Emily over Leah, her COUSIN for fucks sake! I wanted to make up all mistakes that Sam had made, not to take the guilt away from him, but to make Leah okay, to put her back together as good as it was possible ,Leah the woman I loved. With that thought I continued kissing her, letting my hand wander around her waist and up to the seal(?) of her bra to open it with one hand. In less than a second her bra fell onto the floor next to her blouse, leaving me breathless for a second. Well, after all she was the first woman who's chest I got to see for real from such a short distance and I didn't imagine it to be so good. My kisses left damp traces all over her upper body, raising goosebumps whenever a breeze hit her body. I had the nerve to grab one of her breasts, twist her nipple between my thump and my index finger and suck on her other nipple, making her crush her bosy against mine, pushing herself as close to me as she could. By now I could feel the pressure inside of me building up and my erection growing bigger with each moan and groan that escaped her lips. She could definetely feel me pressing against her body as I embraced her, kissing her on the lips again but before I could get really into it she stopped me:"Jake stop." I stared at her flabbergasted, worried and hurt at the same time. I guess she could read my eyes like I could read hers, because she immediately destroyed my worries by saying: "We can´t do it here,in the kitchen!"relived I answered: " thats your only problem..." before throwing her over my shoulder and carrying her into our room and onto the huge four-poster. I pinned her underneath my big body, making it impossible for her to get me off, but she didn't even try, she just turned me on even more."I love you" Leah whispered ,"I love you more" I mumbled before I went back to kissing her chest moving down to her stomach.

After hours of pure satisfaction, love, sweat and all the things that inevitable belong to sex I was exhausted. The last few hours were like nothing I had ever experienced before, it felt like my body was melting into hers, creating something pure and clear, I can't even describe it.

I woke up in the morning, blinded by the bright sunlight that shone through the huge window. I looked at Leah, not beeing able to do anything else than to smile as I saw how she was curled up against me, having a strong hold on my upper arm. Her now waist-long, jet black, wavy hair was sprawled out around us, partly covering her face, making her look as careless and unburdened as she used to be before Sam had left her. I gave her a small peck on the temple before relaxing my neck and sinking back into the cushions.

Closing my eyes I let our life pass past my inner that day in the meadow we both started to heal and now we were almost there, almost healed. We were good for each other. Leah didn´t forget Sam and I didn't forget Bella, they reserved tiny pieces of our hearts.I didn't think about Bella too much, only sometimes, beeing sorry for the way things between us turned out, but never regretting that I left her. And if I did think about her I always talked about it with Leah.

Finally I could be happy,also happy for Bella. My life couldn´t be any better, in his little house with my true love Leah.

After we decided to run away,about ten years ago we have been almost everywere. We never stopped phasing, enjoying the sensation of the speed and all the other benefits it gave us too much, not to forget about the not aging thing. Now we lived in a small town in south america, in which everybody knew each other like a big family. We were very happy in our little white house with only two bedrooms, a small but comfortable kitchen and a small only thing that was really big was our bed, which is natural if you are a werewolf. And when we stepped out of the backdoor we were looking into the rainforest, the most beautiful creation of mother earth. Leah loved the garden, with the exotic flowers and huge seemed like another world was hidden in the darkest parts of the forest. Both of us had a job now,Leah worked with children, not fully having accepted the fact that she couldn't have any but trying to make the best of it. I had a job in a garage, doing what I did since I was little, enjoying every day.

We loved our life.

"Morning honey" I said in a sweet voice as I felt Leah wake up, tossing her blanket around. I looked into her eyes as she opened them slowly, memorizing the little spark in them.

"Hey Jake" she said, fighting against her fatigue by yawning and stretching her limbs. I then heard her stomach grumble.

"You houngry?" I asked her laughing hard.

"Yeah,starving"She grinned at me.

"Well,I guess it´s my turn today. So come with me, or do you want breakfast in bed?"

My face was beaming with joy as she howled quiet in satisfaction.

" Let me think..."She jumped out of the bed and smirked at me.

" You know you're naked, don't you?But I don´t mind just stay like that..."

She rushed over to the bed and smacked my had lightly, causing me to shake of laughters.

Now I got up to hug and kiss her, we were standing there for a moment, holding us close to one another. Then we got dressed and she pulled my hand in direction of the kitchen. On the way I scooped her up into my arms, sat her on a chair and went to the stove as we arrived in the kitchen.

"Ehm. What do you want?" I asked her.

"How about eggs and toast?"

"I hoped you were going to say that because we don´t have anything else" Now she was the one laughing.

I put our plates onto the kitchen table and was about to sit down as leah grabbed both our plates and carried them to the table in the garden. "Oh right, I forgot" I chuckled as I watched and followed her outside. As we sat down, we immediately began stuffing our mouths, the appetite was still unbelievable. We didn't speak but that didn't make me feel uncomfortable on the contrary it made me feel understood, there was a soothing harmony between us. My mind began to wander, finally I was thinking about home and how I had hurt Billy by leaving without a word of goodbye. I was the only one he had left and I just ran away, letting him go through pain that was very similar to the pain of loosing my mother. I broke the silence, not knowing how it came to my mind or why I said it but it didn't matter because I didn't have any secrets from her anyway: "Uhm Lee..."

"What is it?" She was surprised, and a little bit afraid of what she would hear, I assumed that she could sense the ,for me unusual, insecurity.

"You know,I was wondering about Billy. It would be nice to see him again, he is getting older now. And I thought you might want to see Seth again and Sue."
"Yeah might be," The look on Leahs face was sad but in one little moment realization flicked across her features, leaving her with tears welling up in her eyes.

"Lee, are you alright?" I was concerned, why did I have to bring up this topic...My brain worked hard thinking of reasons that could have upset her. I didn't come up with anything until it made 'click' inside of me.

"You don´t really think I want to back because of her?"I couldn't believe it. Didn't she trust me? I healed her and she most definetely healed me!

"Well.I thought..." She began to sob uncontrollably, letting the tears fall freely from her eyes, wetting her food. "'shh,it's alright" I whispered as I clung my arms aroud her , pulling her onto my lap and rocking her back and forth. Her sobs eventually started to cease, and she was pushing herself closer against me, searching for support and shelter which I gave her more than willingly.

I didn't really think about meeting Bella until Leah had brought the topic up. She had moved away a long time ago with the leeches, there's no other possibility if they changed her. And I was sure that Edward did it since she wanted it so badly.

"Lee-lee,she won´t be there,she will be gone."

Leah burried her face in my shoulder and sighed."that's good",was all she said.

"you know what?"

"What?"

"I just thought about the fact that you aren´t all nasty and bitchy anymore"

"Don´t be so sure about that" She said smirking.

" will you kiss me now?"

She moved her lips to mine but before they touched, she shoved my plate between our lips, letting mine end up pressed against it. I had to laugh and licked the plate, enjoying the flavour of the eggs, waking my appetite anew.

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