Note:
I wish I owned these characters (boo)
Couples (during the course of the fanficts):
DemyxAxel, DemyxXigbar, XigbarXaldin
babble- so here we are again... i hope you've enjoyed it so far. this part it edited too so confetti. thanks so much for the reviews and i hope you continue reading! much love
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Xigbar sat in the water and stared at the empty spot where Demyx once laid. His hands limp, sinking into the sand that once supported something so sweet. His hands turning into fists as he dug them into the earth below him. The sand washing around where he once was happy. Happy… that's a good word for it.
"Ug… Xigbar, how do you get yourself into these situations?" He rubbed his temples and just sat in the water, "It hasn't ev'n been one day and now the kid is probably never gunna talk to anyone ever again, just because… because…" He went silent. He wondered why he had said, "Xaldin", he knew he wasn't that inconsiderate… then again he had just ruined a perfect moment with Demyx. "I should go talk to him… or at least try."
While Xigbar was still alone on the beach, with the Sun setting on his happiness, Demyx concealed himself within a giant water barrier he created outside near gates that lead inside the library. He was sitting up on the concrete, crying away the fool that he believed he was. "I knew it…" he spoke softly to himself between sniffles, "I knew it. I was fine all by myself. No one can hurt me when I'm by myself. What did I really expect from him? I haven't been here long, so why did I think he would fall in love with me in just one day?" Demyx hugged his legs to his chest and set his forehead upon his knees. Tears rolled down his face; he couldn't forget the drop he felt when he heard "Xaldin" come from Xigbar. The drop he felt when the man he loved whispered another's name. How he wanted him to whisper his name into his ear.
Axel, who was sleeping on the library couch, went outside to stretch. He found Demyx crying alone on the cement and quietly walked toward him. "It's not fair… how can it hurt so badly? We don't even have hearts, so how can I feel so-" "Demyx?" Axel interrupted, "Who makes you feel?"
Demyx popped his head up to see Axel using a flame in his hand to make an opening to the barrier. The steam rose as he looked away ashamed. "You don't need to be here." Axel put his hands on his hips and bent down closer to Demyx's red face, "You're sitting alone, outside, crying… I do need to be here." The red head sat next to him and wrapped his arms around him, leaning him into his chest. "What happened?"
"After you left, Xigbar took me to this beach and held my hand… we chased each other in the water when he tackled me… he was on top of me and we were gunna kiss…" Demyx looked down at his feet; it hurt, just too even say it, to even think about it again. Axel waited quietly, looking as Demyx hurt inside. "And?" "He whispered Xaldin's name right before we kissed and-" Demyx stopped and watched Axel as he stood up. The heat in Axel's body rose, he angrily stares straight ahead, thinking. "You know Demmy, I'm gunna go find him. Thinks he can do whatever he wants, to whomever he wants!" The musician got up and grabbed Axel's wrist, he look frightfully into his eyes, the last thing he wanted was for this to get out of hand. "Axel please, don't-"
"-The heart is a fragile thing Demmy." Axel quickly stated. He smiled at Demyx and took back his hand. "Axel, we don't have hearts." Axel giggled and held his finger to his lips, making the "shh" gesture. Demyx just smiled uneasyly at his fire friend who was walking back into the library to find their superior.
Just moments before Axel had left Demyx, Xigbar was looking for Demyx to explain things. Demyx's room is at the end of the hall, which of course, is the first place Xigbar is expecting to find him. He walked slowly down the hall, stalling for time… time to think. What was he going to say to him? Is there anything he can really say to make Demyx forgive him? Xigbar stops walking and stares at his feet, he misses the feeling of sand between his toes. He looks up and a few feet away from him is Xaldin's room, the door slightly opened. The Free Shooter lowers his head and quickly walks pasts Xaldin's room. "Hey!" calls the voice from inside; he halts. Xigbar stops breathing, he doesn't want to talk to his friend about this… he doesn't want to hear what the truth may say.
Xigbar knows that he can only love one nobody. He's told Xaldin how he feels before… cough after they had sex one night cough. They both were stressed and had some drinks. One thing led to another, and the next thing he knew Xaldin was thrusting behind him as he moaned and clenching onto the bed sheets. He's been warned by Xemnas not to be confused with how he "feels". Nobodies don't have hearts, he's heard it a million times. But he knows he feels something… "Maybe… it's fake love… maybe it's really Bra-" "Xigbar!" Xaldin peeks his head out of his door looking at his superior. "What's goin on?" Xaldin can tell when Xigbar has something on his mind; being around someone for years does that to you. Xigbar pushes lightly on Xaldin's heavy chest back into the barely lit room and shuts the door behind him.
"I need to talk to you", he inches closer to the much taller Nobody. Xaldin grabs his arm and pulls him close to his chest, his mouth breathing into Xigbar's pointed ear. "Why talk?" whispers Xaldin. He zips down the Free Shooter's coat slowly; the humming resonating in his ear and causing him to fidget. In his mind he knows that this is not the time, he needs to find Demyx! "Xaldin I-" he is cut off by the stroking of Xaldin's strong hand over his underwear. As his hand moves up and down, Xigbar bites his bottom lip to let no moans out. Xaldin nibbles on his ear and slides his fingers onto the Nobody's rising erection. He backs slowly up against the door, letting out soft moans as Xaldin pushes himself up against him. Using his free hand, Xladin takes down Xigbar's hair, the black and silver flush down. Xigbar gives his friend a light peck on the lips and shoves his onto his bed. Xaldin's eyes show he was caught off guard. He leans his head back onto his pillow and waits as his superior crawls toward him. "Xigbar, this time you're going to understand."
TBC