Derek was so angry. He was pacing the trailer, reflecting on the situation with his Satan wife.
What did she think coming down here that "I love you" would be enough for him to let it go? Back in New York they were so happy! And than this crazy thing with his work started – it was like every person in the city had problems with their brain! And Derek knew the chief position could be free any minute so he tried his best to get it. Addison was rich. They never talked about it but he knew she used to have more than he could give her. She never minded that but he felt like he should give her more – be a better husband. So he wanted to surprise her – he knew she would be so proud of him if he became Chief of Surgery… So he stayed late at the hospital. Sometimes he even had to sleep in on-call rooms. He missed a few dinners. He got caught up. He became absent. In fact she did try to talk to him but he brushed her off – he was too tired to argue. But she was his wife for god's sake! She could try to understand! She could have acted like a damn wife and be patient. Bun no she had to go and screw his best friend. In his bed. The most awful thing about that was that no matter how hurt he was he knew he would forgive her. So he ran away. And now she had the guts to come down here and ask him to take her back. And he was too weak to sign the papers. And now Addison was behaving like nothing had happened and it drove him nuts! She wanted to talk about it! Like talking would fix it! The thought of her fucking Mark was with him every day. With Meredith everything had been so simple! Flirting with her set him in a good mood even if it hurt Addison. Or because it hurt Addison. Derek wanted to hurt her badly. Like she had hurt him. He was waiting for her to break down. To tell him why she had done that horrible thing to him and beg for his forgivness. He wanted to see her pain but there was none. Like she truly believed their marrige could work out just like that. His anger was building up every second. She was trying to be freaking cheerful. He didn't want her cheerful. He wanted her devastated and miserable like he was inside. He wanted them to fall apart and then pick up the pieces together. And she was just a Satan – she didn't love him – the inderstanding came crushing down on him only now. She wasn't in love with him for a long time – she must have fallen out if love with him months before Mark. But she still wanted him for some stupid reason – Derek thought that maybe she was just comfortable with him after 11 years together. He was ready to see her broken to show her how broken he was to hurt together and to heal together but he wasn't ready for playing a happy couple. And he wouldn't take it.
He turned around to the soung of the door being opened. Addison was home.