Ninja: sorry if u were waiting, but I'm going through hell.

Amu: you might pass my house then . . .

Ninja: I don't get it . . . I've been sick. I'm moving house, and I still have to find orange hair die for AVCon!

Ikuto: you call that hell? Try being in your cheesy fanfics!

Ninja: *tears streaming down face – starts yelling* IM MOVING AWAY FROM ZOMBIE PANDA CHAN AND TSUKI AND EKISHO AND MILLI AND I WONT GET THE BUS WITH ALEESE OR . . . who's that other chick? AND IM MOVING SCOUTS!

Amu: sure moving away from friends, but scouts, seriously?

Ninja: it's not as gay as it sounds . . .

Ikuto: we'll listen to her cry later, here it is!

xXLOST AND UNLOVEDXx

He'd stopped the bleeding, but he couldn't really put a plaster (band aid) where her injury was.

Amu was introduced the whole 'Tsukiyomi family'. Amu stared at the four of them that were there, they didn't look the slightest bit related. Blue hair, purple hair, brown hair, blonde hair, their eye colours didn't match either. Utau gave Amu a smile. "We're missing one, Rima . . . where is she?" no-one answered her.

Amu picked her bag up off the floor and slung it over her shoulder. "Thanks."

"You probably shouldn't go home alone. One: someone just ditched a rock at your head. Two: Naggi. . . err, Nade just saved you from a bunch of screaming girls. Three: you just lost blood from your head . . . that's not good." Ikuto spoke in a calm manner that reminded Amu of her father. She could feel the tears growing in the back of her eyes, but she held them back. Amu must have made a face that looked as if she were thinking it over because Utau slapped Amu's options in her face. "You could stay here the night, or one of us'll walk you home." Amu shot a quick look at the two grinning boys. "No, err I – I can't stay. I, umm . . . think I'll just go home." She gave them all a nervous grin. Utau slumped forward and sighed. "Damn . . . Rima gets really boring to talk to, if she feels like talking anyway . . . I'll walk you home!"

"Alright then . . ."

Amu and Utau walked to the door, when an angry looking blonde walked in. The short girl growled at Amu, then scowled at 'Nade' before walking up stairs and slamming the door to the room she shared with Utau. "Psssht, Rima."

"I'm actually not going to ask."

xXHXx

Amu pushed her house key into the lock and pushed open the door using her shoulder. "Welcome to my humble abode." Utau stared, Amu's house was only slightly bigger, but it made a difference when you shared with four siblings. "Are you kidding me? . . . and you have no siblings?"

"Or parents." Amu put her bag on the bench in the kitchen. "Do you want anything?"

"Huh, what?"

"Drink? Food?"

"Oh, na I'm good. You know you could have stayed with us the night."

"Well, I don't think Rima likes me and you have guys there . . ." utau started laughing at her.

"Rima doesn't like anyone, Kukai is mine and Ikuto is as likely to rape you as a tree is."

"A tree?" Amu giggled. "Are you like actually related or not?"

They weren't, anyone with half a mind would be able to see that. That rock must have packed a punch thought Utau. Utau sighed "na, we're not. It's only Ikuto and I who are blood related. Ikuto got sick of living with the parentals, and when he went I went too. That was only after . . . well, shit happened. Our step dad was crazy . . . fucking basted." A tear ran down Utau's face. Amu knew she would regret this later.

"What happened?"

Utau wiped the tear roughly from her face. "He abused my mother, raped me and her and put Ikuto in hospital multiple times . . ." she was crying hard now and Amu did regret it. "Why don't you live with your parents?"

Amu smiled gently. "Mum died during child birth, the baby died too and my dad died when a car crash happened, he got out of his car to help the guy who'd been hit and he got hit too." Amu was still smiling at the end of her story. Her parents had died trying to save lives, Utau's mum had been murdered and her step dad was now in jail. At least Amu's family wasn't that messed up.

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Ninja: too sort and still shit, but if you keep reading, there is a scene that comes up that Amu feels she could live without . . . Ikuto tries to answer a question Amu has . . .

Ikuto: you still look depressed but I can live with answering questions intimately . . .