Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls cause if I did the show would still be making new episodes.
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Rory sat alone in the gazebo sobbing at the thought of him being their. She was so scared, and all she wanted was to go hide under her bed and not come out for weeks.
"Rory," it was him, his cool collected voice penetrated her thoughts and she looked up to find Jess staring at her with wide eyes. She curled into a ball, willing him to leave her alone to herself.
"Li Li, mommy over their with new diner man," another more chipper voice came in. "Mommy," Jesse said jumping into her mother's arms unaware of her discomfort.
"Rory, who in the world is this little one," Jess said sitting down next to Rory and saw the all too familiar eyes clouded over with pain.
Rory did something highly unexpected, she handed Jesse to her confused and unknown father then proceeded to run the cemetery. Jess looked down at the little girl who was smiling at him then she frowned when she noticed where her mother had gone.
"Mommy's gonna cry again." Jesse said and Jess followed in the same direction as Rory in the same direction as she did with Jesse on his heals.
"Rory," Jess said in no more then a whisper when he saw the woman he loved sitting beside a head stone which to his surprise was right next to his grandparents. She was sobbing again and Jess wanted to hold her but then he realized the name engraved on the headstone and the broken words that held so much sadness within them.
"Mommy we saw Jenny today." Jesse said sitting beside her mother on the cold grass.
"I know honey, but I think he should see her too." Rory sniffed and looked up at Jess telling him to look down at the headstone. She didn't know that he had already seen the painstakingly obvious words and his hands were balled into fists.
As Rory's head lifted she saw the fury raging within his eyes. She knew she deserved it but she didn't want their daughter to witness his very bad temper. The tears continued to ride down her cheeks and all she could do was stand and face the music.
He slid to the ground shocking her, the anger now radiating a great despair that Rory knew all to well as the look she held when she had lost Jenny.
He slid his rough though gentle hands across the marble of the grave marker and tears sprung from his eyes. The pain now emanating from deep within him and she could see the many mixed emotions in his chocolate orbs.
"Why," was all Jess could get out when Luke came up from the road looking pained towards the pair. He took point while Rory looked down at the place her baby would forever rest.
"I wouldn't let her." Luke said preparing for the anger that his nephew would surly throw towards him.
"You, Luke, I could have handled it and then maybe…" Jess stopped just short of the sobs that were near to brake from his tight throat.
"It wasn't either of yours fault the Jenny didn't make it. Rory had, had great strain through her entire pregnancy and when she found out she was having twins it made it worse. She was always scared and though she did everything she was supposed to, she lost Jenny. The doctor's said that it had been a miracle that Jesse had even survived." Luke took a look at the grave stone and he just felt a pang in his heart for the young couple.
"Rory, if I had known, I would have been their and I would have kept you from all the stress. I just, DAMMIT, why didn't anyone, tell me that the woman I had fallen in love with had been pregnant with my children. Were you ever going to tell me or would I just not exist? Jesse, I don't even no her and yet she…you deprived me of MY daughter and the grief of loosing her sister. I would have been their…" Jess' rant was being heard all over town.
Miss Patty ushered Lorelei in the studio so that the little girl she kept with her did not here everything that was going on. The words flying out of Jess' mouth shouldn't have been heard by the girl and Lorelei along with everyone else hoped that she didn't hear as much as they had.
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"After," Rory choked out "after I lost Jenny, I was a wreck. My mom and Luke cared for Jesse for almost a year after we came home. She didn't have any idea who Jenny was because my mom and Luke thought it would be easier on her and me if we didn't talk about her. They were wrong. After I finally was able to handle life again, I took Jesse to Jenny's grave with me and ever since I have taken her here to this very spot to talk to her sister." Rory had silent tears coming down her face again but she didn't care.
"That STILL doesn't explain to me WHY you didn't tell me about OUR girls. I could have mourned the loss of Jenny with you or maybe with me around you WOULDN'T have lost her. We could have told Jesse the truth TOGETHOR and yet you all still kept me in the dark." Jess screamed accenting greatly on the pain that they had just put on him.
"Would you, would you have come here, even if that meant raising a family with a woman you…" she gulped trying to keep her water fall of tears back, "you left, pregnant and alone to deal with the fallout. I couldn't handle anything after you left. I wouldn't talk or do anything; I couldn't because of all the pain built up inside me. The only reason I am standing here is because Jesse needed me. My mom and Luke couldn't be her parents. She needed her mother and she needed the truth even if telling her the truth meant ignoring you and forgetting you. I did that so I could stay steady in the dark tunnel I had fallen through the day we buried Jenny and Jesse is the only person keeping me from falling apart every time I walk around this town." She yelled at him voicing exactly why she did what she had.
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Luke had started walking half-way through the yelling match and he glared at Taylor who had pulled out his binoculars for observation and Kirk who had begun to ascend the steps toward the small town cemetery, he stopped and rushed back to the diner which was full of people looking around to see what all the ruckus outside was all about.
"Grandpa," Jesse's small voice said as he entered the dance studio to retrieve his wife and granddaughter.
"Luke, how bad is it out their?" Lorelei asked wiping a stray tear that had escaped her before she could even talk again.
"Not good, he is so angry but…but I think they may be able to get through it if they let out all the built up anger file out. I just wish they would move to different spot because this could get worse if they stay their." Luke whispered into Lorelei's ear before taking her into his arms and letting her cry for everything. Her daughter, granddaughters, and lastly the nephew she gained in marrying Luke. She didn't know how everything was going to turn out and she was terrified for everyone involved.
AN/
Things are going to be hard for the next couple chapters but it will lead to some amazing experiences if you keep reading and reviewing. HINT HINT
much love
Elizabeth