A/N: ok this is for all of you Jacob lovers especially Twilight Flower, who is the only one who has reviewd me so far, Personally i think edward and Bella belong together but that's what everyone is doing so here i'm changing it up a bit!

Disclaimier: This is Stephenie Meyers characters not mine!! so yeah!! Beaware!!!

JPOV

I wonder if I should go in. Will Edward wonder why I'm here? But wait...I can see him leaving. He never leaves! I must find out where he is going, but maybe I should go see Bella...but then I might lose his trail!

EPOV

I hate leaving her like this! But Jacob...I just can't believe it! Does she love him more than me? I know they're best friends and all, but still! Maybe I should go back. No, I shouldn't because what if she read the note already! All I can see is my loves eyes staring at me. I love those beautiful dark brown eyes. How could I forget them?!! My love, wait for me. I'm going back! Wait what is that nasty scent? Smells like...MUTT! What is Jacob doing here?!? Does he already know? Did she call him? I have to get to the bottom of this!

JPOV

What's that new nasty scent? Smells like a...BLOODSUCKER! What is he doing here? Didn't he just leave?

BPOV

There's a knock at the door. Who could it be? Edward said that he might be back TONIGHT! So it can't be him. Jacob? No, I haven't talked to hi in months. Alice, no she has to know by now. Who could it possibly be?

EPOV

"What are you doing her mutt?" I said as pleasantly as possible.
"The same as you I propose, bloodsucker," Jacob replied Then Bella answered the door. Her jaw dropped as soon as she saw the both of us.

BPOV

Omg! There right in front of me was two glorious GODS! Wait a minute why would they both be at my door? I thought they repelled each other and hated being within a hundred feet of each other let alone at my front door together! I feel faint. Where's a chair?
"Hello" I said.
"Jacob go get her a chair!" growled Edward as he caught me right before I fell.
I heard Jacob mutter something under his breath, but it was incomprehensible. Before I knew it I was sitting on one of the kitchen chairs. Edward was fanning me with the newspaper. Jacob was looking at me with his stunning eyes. Those eyes... they're so beautiful! Wow! That's why he always catches my eye. I finally came to enough to form a coherent sentence. "W-what are you two doing here?"

"Well I came back to check on you so we could talk." Edward answered "And I'm here to see how you're doing I haven't seen you in ages!" Jacob said arrogantly.
"Ok. Um... let's go sit in the living room so we can all talk." I offered We all went to the living room I sat in the middle of the couch, not thinking. Jacob sat on my left with Edward on my right. I started.
"Okay so" I have been doing a lot and lot of thinking lately and" I stared at Jacob because I couldn't bear seeing the hurt in Edward's eyes let alone knowing I caused it. But I wanted to look at him so he didn't think that I was ignoring him. When I looked into Jacob's eyes, all I saw was love and anger. I could see him tense up when I said Edward's name! But Edward was calm and nervous he wasn't hiding it very well like he usually did. I don't want to lose him! But I want Jacob as well. They both wouldn't talk very much which was very had for me. "Edward... I love you, but I don't know if you are who I want to spend my life with."

"Jacob you're so loving, and if there were no immortals on this earth I would choose you in a heartbeat, but..."

"I can't decide, I'm not ready for this, I will be in my room." I started tearing up. How could I choose one when I knew it would break the other's heart??

A/N: If you read please reiview i will get updates up sooner if i have more reviews!!!