A/N: so, be warned for those who haven't seen BBB Galaxy Ep 11
SPOILERS AHEAD
kek just a heads up
btw, aka-chan, this will be intended as an one-shot collection and much as i think that the idea you have is interesting, i'm afraid i'm going to have to decline that request unfortunately (are you sure there isn't one? i think i read one before not sure if i actually remember correctly lol)
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Imagine when Fang first receives his orders on what he'd do, he freezes up and maybe his knees feels weak and this felt awfully familiar–
(Tightening and choking, the leash wraps around his neck, an order is an order no matter how much you are against it they are higher authority and I have no choice and I can't disobey and this is for them right? it's going to keep them safe in the long run, it's for their own good
yet still the metaphorical cord around his neck is suffocating and it's a disturbing familiarity that scares him senseless)
Once he sets foot and notices their presence he knows it's time and he clenches his fists tightly as he makes his way and no no no he didn't want to do this
But it's necessary
It will keep them safe in the long run
They needed this, his friends need to know the risks and dangers to joining
(Still he loves that they're with him again but he wishes that they never joined this battle -no, this war, it is too dangerous and you're outsiders and you're not supposed to be involved I should be the one protecting you this is my territory, my world, my affairs, my problems you're not supposed to be involved-)
He's in his position and fervently assures himself that he's only going to defend, not attack, not attack, not attack
(He didn't want to hurt them, hurt Gopal, hurt Ying, hurt Yaya, hurt Boboiboy-
He didn't want to hurt his friends)
Each hit that lands on them has him wincing on the inside
This was beginning to feel awfully, horrifyingly, and scarily familiar
(This is supposed to be just a test, a small taste of what to expect why are the two of you taking this so seriously no doN'T yoU'RE HURTING THEM YOU'RE GOING TOO FAR PLEASE STOP-)
Then a blazing and fiery fury burns in Boboiboy's eyes and he unwillingly trembles at the scary, angry gaze
(No no no what have I done they hate me again-)
And Fang sees the same angry and powerful gaze that brought out Api in the first place along with the fierce protectiveness and genuine and overwhelming care for his friends that resulted in Bora Ra's defeat but all he could see was–
(Big brother, no Captain Kaizo–
There are electrifying phantom pains on his wrists, waist, and ankles
He feels as if he was suspended in mid-air and he can't move–)
He will not show weakness he says, clamoring upon the portal back to the ship. He will not shed the tears forming at the back of his head he tells himself, an apology on his lips as he confronts his friends, Commander Koko Ci, and Admiral Tarung inside the control room.
(And yet, he finds himself barely able to control his emotions and tears when (misplaced misplaced misplaced) guilt-ridden brown bore into his own)