I'm so sorry for the late update! I have just been too busy to write with school and all, but I hope that I can get more updates in for all my fanfics. And for this chapter, I want you guys to know that it is written in another Oc's perspective. I had some problems with my computer, so there could be a few mistakes in this chapter too. Also, in order to get me to update more often please review, I am not kidding.

Okay, so let's begin!

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I did not know why they treated me this way, I did not know why they hated me this much.

I just wanted to fit in, I only wanted to have my share of the happiness. I could not stand being so normal, so unnoticed in the eyes of all who saw me. I did not seem to matter to anyone, I tried to hide my pain as my wrists bled a gruesome deep red. Even though cutting myself did not cut away the stress, it was all I had to get away. I was just a junior in high school, but I felt that there was no life left for me to live. All I have ever done is observe others in their joy, watching them without any hope of acceptance.

I didn't know it then, but I am different, I am special. If I only knew of what I was sooner then maybe I would have opened my eyes to things, maybe I could have revealed my true purpose and unlocked doors to the light without eclipsing what I wanted. Even my name told others discreetly about what abilities I possessed, even if it would take awhile for the ideas to be clear.

It all started not that long ago, it was just abnormal signs on an average school day. These signs, they are everywhere, and without them my suicide would have been long ago. For weeks, I noticed I wide array of animals that seemed to call to me. After the third week, I realized that I could manipulate the creatures to my will, I could understand and command them.

Even though I am not perfect; I do not claim to be, this gift made a better version of who I am. It all began to piece together after I found this book, one on the theory of evolution. The book seemed to speak out toward people like me, it was like a guide for our lost souls. Before, not a day went by that I did not feel was wrong; now I have found my purpose.

I finally realized that I cannot change who I am. Finding others like me was what I felt in my heart that I had to do, if I lost my way, then all was lost. The night I left home, I left no note. This journey had to save my life, I could not change my mind.

My decision was everything.

I have yet to say that I am sorry to my parents for what I have done, it has been awhile since I have kept my promises. These consequences that I have rendered keep growing day by day. The fucked-up course that I have chosen can be blamed only on myself, but I know I will find my answer, even if it kills me.

Where ever this journey takes me, I know I will leave my addiction behind, as well as my unwanted past. I know that I will find my path, I know that things will be better. I am a new person now, I have shed the hardships and hatred I felt before. I will not be broken again; I'm not too far down this bad road, for there is always something that can be done.

I will hold on.

I will persevere.

I will not fail.

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So, what did you think? Again, I am sorry that I had computer problems, so please ignore the errors you find. And I hope that you are not bugged because this chapter was short and because it was like another intro. And I think it might be wise to just tell you this Oc's name so you do not have to wait to figure it out in an upcoming chapter: this Oc is a chick named Lobata. (Did you notice that I used the title in one of the lines?)

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