A/N Okay I have a week off so hopefully I'll get some writing done!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight nor Jazzy(unforch, I know 3)

Jasper

I walked slowly, like a human, to the clearing. I walked to the middle and waited and waited. I looked at my watch to see how long had passed. Thirty seconds. Thirty fucking seconds. He's going to kill me I know it, I know it, I know it.

"You know I won't do that," His soft voice came from through the trees.

I sent the biggest wave of calm I could come up with and sent it in his direction.

"It's fine Jazz, I'm not going to kill you. You're my brother how could I possibly kill you."

" I know. Worry pot me eh?!" I said nervously

" Let's just get this over with right?

"Edward, I'm sorry, it was out of order for me to leave it so long without hunting. You know I would never want any harm to come to Bella, ever, she's to special to all of us, especially you". And me. I added in my thoughts. I did love her dearly. He was the only one to know it. Bloody mind reader he doesn't know how annoying it is.

"Well it's annoying that I have to hear you thinking about my girlfriend, the person I love every time she comes to visit."

"And it's annoying for me to feel your heart melt with love when you see Ali." I added in a sour tone.

He gasped.

"Yeah, I know too, Eddie" I used the nickname he hated just to annoy him.

He winced. Speechless.

"What are we going to do?" I asked, wondering would a visit to J. Jenks be in store.

"We have to leave it's the only way I can keep her safe."

"But she's going to fall apart Edward. I know she will. She's brittle, can't control her emotions in the right way, she'll never forgive you."

"I know but what if tonight was something bigger. What if I couldn't hear your thoughts and Bella would be gone." He fell to his knees.

I walked over and sent a calming emotion to his body. He started sobbing. I sat on the ground next to him.

"It's going to be okay. Bella knows that you would never hurt her. We don't have to leave do we? You know Esme loves it here and she wants to wait around longer. Emmett just won't leave. Alice won't break Bella's heart by leaving, they're best friends dude. Who's going to look after Bella when she needs to go to hospital because we all know she wants Carlisle to look after her if she does. Rosalie, well, yeah. And then there's you and me, not only will she miss you and all of our family, we're going to miss her even more. Vampire life is depressing without leaving someone. I amn't as in love with her than you are but I feel attached to her, like there's something that I need to do for her. I'm not leaving Edward whatever I'm feeling is something and I'm not going anywhere until it's fulfilled."

"Fine, but we're going to the Denali's tonight to talk about this with the whole family. I'll wait behind for a few days and break the news to Bella. You can come back but if you so much as talk or touch her I will kill you."

"Consider me warned. Someone needs to be here to see what is happening with her and how her life is progressing. I'll be her protector. I'll keep her safe Eddie"

"Please stop calling me that or I'll bite you"

I backed off. Giving him his space. I didn't want to anger him, believe me it was the last thing I wanted because Edward could read my moves. I looked over at him, he just sat there staring into space. He looked like Ali when she was having a vision. I love Ali so much. Whatever was going on with the whole 'protecting Bella' crap was nothing to what I felt about Ali.

"I know that. No reminders needed on how much you love Alice. She is the most amazing yet annoying thing that was ever put on earth. You're a very lucky man to have her." He said out of the blue.

"I know I am. I love her more than my life. You feel the same about Bella so I have to ask why do you feel the need to like my wife? Bella is everything you ever want, brunette, pretty and smart"

"I know, Ali is just Ali, Jazz she's perfect. I love Bella but Alice attracts people to her like a magnet."

I knew that. Everyone loved her instantly. Even humans. It scared me at times. People at school loved her energetic feel instantly.

"Let's go back to the house. Calm Esme down."

We ran through the forest. Edward beat me running to the house. Esme was waiting at the window looking at the river; waiting for us I'm sure. We walked around to the door. Esme and Carlisle were worried, I could feel it. I sent a wave of reassurance to them both. Ali should have told them where we were. Esme would have worried the house down. Once we had one foot inside the door Esme had us in a tight bear like hug. She was the best mother the lot of us could have asked for. She was more instantly loved than Ali.

"You two had me worried sick. Why didn't one of you call? Edward you know too well that Bella will be in a state if she wakes up. And you," she looked directly at me, "we forgive you, of course we do, don't forget that we love you as much as everyone else. Just because you have problems with your thirst does not mean that we would exclude you from our family."

"Thank you Esme, Carlisle, for accepting me for who I am. I am a monster, that much is clear because I took a snap at Bella. I love all of you so much I would never have even thought of doing it, I just got caught up in the moment."

Edward cleared his throat, signalling his turn to make his speech.

"It's time to leave."

He had everyone's attention now.

"This has gone to far. Bella is in too deep. If the Volturi ever found out, Victoria found her, she discovered the werewolves, it's too much for a human to handle. She deserves better than me. We can go to Denali, Jazz and me are going to wait behind and I'll break up with her in the coming days. Jasper is going to be my anti-depressant."

Everyone's mouth was open at this point except mine. I knew this was coming; I'm surprised Ali didn't. Esme drifted over to the couch and sat down her head in her hands. I went over and soothed her, Ali came and took my place to whisper something in her ear. Rosalie had a smug grin on her face while Edward ground his teeth. Whatever she thought hurt Edward. That bitch, he's already having a hard time. I glared at her and she mouthed 'what?' at me.

"Edward go back to Bella, incase she wakes up. We don't want to worry her." I told him.

He flitted out of the house running.

"Rosalie what the hell? He's having a hard time go easy on him." I scolded her.

"Whatever you say Jazz." She replied simply.

Ali turned to me "wanna go for a walk Jazzy?"

"Sure"

We turned and walked out.

A/N okay don't worry this is not going to be a BellaxJasper fic. I wouldn't have that! You just have to wait and see what happens! Thank you to jasperwillbiteme (love you, you wondrous, inspirational writer) and Electrical storm 1996 for your nice reviews! Lala.x Oh music: Misguided Ghosts-Paramore