Chapter One

Don't worry. I'm Fine.

"Get the fuck back here, ya fuckin' fag!"

Run. Run. Run. Faster. Don't stop. Don't you dare stop; you stop, you die.

"Goddamn it! One day you'll burn in hell, you filthy shit!"

That was the last thing you heard as you rounded a corner, and sprinted away, further and further away.

You had to do it. You needed to survive (just barely). Stealing was a full-time job on the streets, so yeah, no other choice.

As you reach your destination, you slow down, jogging towards the building ahead. And waiting for you, is a very, very pissed off, seething man. You almost turn back to deal with the shop owner just before. Almost.

"And where the hell d'ya go this time, Tetsuya? You want to die that bad? You got a death wish?"

You sigh and stare right back at him.

"It's not like that, Taiga. I was depleting in food and basic necessities. Don't give me your shit right now. Not in the mood. Please move aside."

"Oh, so it's like that. You go out, alone, and could have gotten killed, and I'm not allowed to worry. Ah, I see. No offense, Tetsuya, but you're not that fast, and your endurance level is shit." Taiga stares down at me, daring me to retort back.

And, obviously, I do. "Not now, Taiga. Move aside. You know that this wasn't just for me. And about wanting to die: I suggest you refrain from asking me my feelings on that. You know the answer to that yourself. Are we done here?"

His glare could set the whole place to flames. Those flames in his eyes met with the winter tundra in mine; and it's a battle of fire and ice. Finally, after a couple more seconds of it, he moves aside to let me pass. I step forward to pass him. Just as I was about to, he grabs my forearm roughly and turns me around.

"Testuya. Don't you dare die on me. If you do, I'll bring you back. Watch me. I'll make a deal with God of the devil. I don't care who. But you aren't leaving me. Understood?" His eyes flash and there's no doubt in my mind that he's serious.

"Yes, I understand, Taiga."

I turn around, but he doesn't release me. I look back at him and glare at him.

"Taiga. Release me. Now."

He moves forward and grabs me behind my neck. Next thing I know he's crushing my lips with his. One thing is for certain: Kagami Taiga is a fantastic kisser. And I never minded being treated roughly during foreplay and sex, so I allow him to take the reins. He opens his eyes and stares at me with lust so strong it brings me trembling to my knees.

"Taiga… this isn't going to make me forgive you for interrogating me."

"I could give a fuck, Tetsu. I'm still pissed. Be grateful I don't rape you… Fuck, I'm hard. Shit."

I grab Taiga and crush my lips to his. I move my tongue along his lips and force my way in. I dominate at first, but he forces me to submit to him eventually.

"It's not considered rape if I like it." I look at Taiga through half-lidded eyes, daring him to stop. I nibble on his bottom lip, and bite down on it.

"…Fuck it. Strip. And get down on all fours."

"Taiga, we're not doing this here. At least get out of the doorway. Follow me."

Taiga shoved me forward and kicked the door shut behind him. He hurled me up and took me to the adjacent room.

"Strip, Kuroko. All of it. I'm not the patient kind." He stands in front of the door and leans against it, with his arms crossed across his chest. He's got his eyes glued to me, waiting for my move.

"What would you like me to take of first: the bottom, or the top? I'll take requests."

Taiga glared at me… hard. "Tetsu, I know you're a masochist, but I didn't know you had a death wish. But you know, the only way you'd die, and is by my hands. The last breath you ever take will be because of me. But I'm not ready to kill you. Let's not try my patience. Take. It. Off. Now."

I tremble with excitement at his words. I lift my shirt of my head and toss it aside. I never take my eyes off of him. I hook my thumbs in my pants and drag them down… slowly. Tortuously slow. They get caught on my erect dick. And as I pull it over it, Kagami lets out a growl.

"Really, Testuya. Commando? Were you expecting this? Or were you going to work the streets today? What a slut."

I moan and continue to pull down my pants. As I stand there in the nude, Taiga moves forward. "You really know how to get me going. Want it that much, huh? Turn around."

I begin to turn, but Taiga forces me to do it himself and bends me over the table. I whimper as I feel his hands move from my neck, down my spine, slowly, sensually, as they reach their goal.

"You've been playing with yourself, haven't you, baby. Show me. If you do well, I'll ram you so hard, you won't be able to take any customers."

I bring my hand down behind me and circle the rim with my finger. With a deep breath in, and an exhale, I slowly push my finger in. At the same time, I feel something wet. I look behind me and see Taiga's saliva dripping from his tongue onto my finger.

"Taiga… how long do I have to do this for? I thought you weren't that patient?"

"My sweet, darling Testuya. I love seeing you touch yourself in front of me. I love watching you make that face; that face that screams you can't get enough of me."

I start pushing in deep, each time Taiga breathes a syllable. His voice, so deep, so guttural, makes me feel such euphoria, I can't stop. I won't stop. I, too, enjoy watching Taiga's face as he watches me. I push in deep, deep enough to hit the spot. And, Lord, forgive me, but I almost came.

"Did you hit it, baby? That's a good boy. Stretch yourself out a bit more for me. Just a bit more and I'll give you exactly what you want. Your face is screaming that you want my cock inside you. Don't worry, baby, I'll give it to you. Just a bit more, come on."

As he's speaking I go faster, deeper. There's not a thing that would stop me from continuing.

Oh God, this is torture, I want to cum. Please, God, let me cum. Please, I can't. Shit, fuck me, already.

"Taiga, please, please. I want you, please!" I whimper as I feel myself almost to the brink.

"Shh, Tetsuya, you're doing great, baby. Keep going. Keep your eyes on me."

I move faster, never taking my eyes on him. My hips start grinding against Taiga's hard-on, anticipating the sensation of it being hammered into me, hard and fast. My breathing is haggard and rapid, and I honestly can't take it anymore. Any second more, and I'll cum.

"Taiga! Put it in me, please! I can't anymore, I really can't, please! I need you!"

"You did well, Tetsuya. Very well. Have a reward for your good work"

At that exact moment, I scream out as Taiga rams his cock inside me, pounding into me like a madman.

Shit, that's so good. Keep going, baby, just like that. Don't stop, don't stop.

"Ahh! Fuck! Right there, right there! Don't stop, please, I beg of you, don't you dare stop. Hammer it into me harder, faster!"

"Shit! Tetsuya, I'm gonna need you to shut the fuck up. You sound so hot right now, I'm gonna cum any second here. So just shut the fuck up and let me fuck you, kay?" I nod my head as another scream escapes from me. "That's a good boy, Tetsuya."

He starts going harder, and as he's doing that, he leans down and sucks on my neck and ears and such an erotic way, I cum a bit. I moan as his tongue makes a trail around my ear and down my neck again and again.

Shit he's trying to kill me, isn't he. Fuck, I can't take any more of this. I want to finish. I really want to cum. Please, let me cum!

I feel his arm reach around me. "I know you like it here, Tetsu." He starts tweaking my nipples, and scraping his nails against the peaks. His motions were relentless and, God, it felt so very delicious, I let out a scream as I came.

"What a bad, bad boy. You didn't even ask permission. Now what do I do with you?" I see him smirk at me with a deviously lust-filled twinkle in his eye. He lifts me up so my back is against his chest. As he holds me there, he spread my legs wide and faces towards an open window.

"Taiga, what are you doing!? Put me down! People will see!" I try to squirm out of his grasp, but he's stronger than I am, and he's still inside of me.

Shut up. You like showing yourself off. You have all those customers, and I'm sure most of the people on the block know what you look like when you're like this, unfortunately. So how about you shut up, and let me fuck you the way I want. You already came, Tetsu. My turn." I moan as those words leave his mouth and he starts to thrust into me again. It's not like I enjoy being watched, but Taiga was just so damn good at instigating a reaction from me, I couldn't deny him anything at the moment. I turn my head to the side sticking my tongue out, suggestively.

"Taiga, I want your tongue in my mouth. I want to suck on it. Please let me." He groans and complies. He inches his head down and traces my tongue with his. I then take it and suckle on it, like a child would a mother's tit.

"Mmm, just like that baby, suck on it more. I'm going to cum soon. Are you ready for it? You want it in you, don't you? You want my entire load emptied out into your ass, like a little slut."

"More, I want more. I want it harder. Give it to me harder, please. Don't stop, just like that! Cum for me, please, I want all of it inside of me!"

"Shit, I'm coming!" Taiga groaned out as he filled me up with hot liquid. I moaned as I felt it enter me and I sighed as he took himself out of me and I felt his cum drip down my thighs. I took my index and middle finger and brought them to my entrance. I shoved them in, to keep all of Taiga's semen inside me.

"You don't want any of it to go to waste, do you? God, you're so beautiful, looking like this." He places me on the table so I sit upright and leans down to kiss me. This time, it's a gentle kiss, and deep.

"You were amazing, Tetsu. Always amazing. Make sure to keep all of that inside you. If there is ever a chance to get you pregnant, I'll take it. I love you."

I just stare up at him, not saying anything. Love. That not really a word I use now, ever. It's not something I feel for anyone. Not since 2 years ago. Not since I was thrown out by everyone. I continue to look up at Taiga. Kagami Taiga. He's a very large man, and very handsome, but he's a character you never want to cross paths with when he's angry. His mind turns to irrational thoughts and he acts on most of them. He reminded me of someone from my past, but I never really cared to know who, since everyone from my past doesn't matter anymore.

"Tetsuya. Do you love me to? You do, don't you? I'll protect you for the rest of my life. You're the only one who loves me."

I do not love you, Taiga. I can't. I will never love you, and I'm so sorry that you have put yourself in the position where you will always have an unrequited love with me. If that's what you even feel for me.

I had a feeling that Taiga's love wasn't the kind that was soul-binding and eternal, the kind you read about in romance novels and shoujo manga. His love was the desperate kind. The kind that forces an attachment on someone all because they are the only ones who are there, the ones that show some sort of affection towards the other. His wasn't even love. His was a pathetic, pitiable affection. He was desperate to keep me to himself, desperate to keep me alive, and desperate enough to turn crazy.

And crazy he was, all underneath that hot-blooded attitude of his, he was crazier than a rabid dog. And it comforted me to know he needed me so desperately. It gave me that security and assurance that someone needed me in their life. And thank God for that, because Kagami Taiga was the sole reason I was still alive today. Regardless of how many times I tried to kill myself and life turned around and said "Nope! Not today, sweetie!" I never had a reason to live. Now I did.

If those people who abandoned me ever thought upon gracing me with their presence, I would tell those people: Don't worry. I'm fine.