Chapter 2: No Place Like Home
I walked into Toni's apartment... Yes, Toni's apartment. Yes I live here and yes my name is on the lease, but the apartment, like everything in it, including me, belongs to Toni. Yes, I have "my" clothes and "my" phone and such but they were Toni's, and yes, I paid for "my" stuff.
A little explanation is in order I think. The simplest way to say it is Toni and I are not equals, she is my superior, I am her subordinate, she tells me what do to and I obey, even if I disagree. I have rules that I am to follow and if I step out of line I am punished. Why would I agree to a lifestyle like this? It helps keep my libido at bay. When I said a was a nympho, I meant it literally, I'm constantly horny, constantly wanting to get off to something, and the submission, as strange as it may seem to many, got me off. I do not want to be equal to my beloved Domina, I'm perfectly happy with the arrangement.
One of the rules I must follow is when I enter the apartment I must strip naked, folding my clothes into a neat stack on the end table next to the door and crawl on all fours into the living room. On occasion there would be something for me to wear on the end table, or instructions on what I should do, this was not one of those times so I stuck to standard procedure. As I crawled into the living room I saw Toni lounging on the chaise sofa, she was wearing only a pair of red cheekies and a black tank top that barely covered her belly button. I stopped in the center of the room facing her, and assumed my sitting position, kneeling with my legs spread, my head facing down and my arms behind my back, holding my elbows. Had Toni not been in the room, I would assume the same position but face the TV, which was behind me and to my left. "I am home Mistress".
"So you are" Toni said with her staunch British accent, she was happy to see me. "How was work?"
"Enjoyable Mistress... You know I love my work."
"Yes you do..." She got up and stepped in front of me, her hands on her hips as she stood over me. She stared silently for several seconds before squatting down. She put a finger under my chin and lifted my head to lock eyes with her "I missed you Rachael..." She said just before pushing her lips onto mine. I love when she kisses me, it's so passionate that it's like everything else in the world doesn't matter. I moved my hands to touch her beautiful face, and she immediately stopped. "Hands back" she said firmly, the wanting in her eyes gone, blocked out by narrow slits and a frown.
"I'm sorry Mistress" I said as I faced down again, she didn't let me keep my head down as she pulled my hair back, causing me to yelp slightly. She continued her glare before slapping me across the face, hard.
As a reminder, as BDSM lifestylers Toni and myself live by a code that most people do not understand. To an outsider, our relationship would appear abusive, it is not, I am the submissive and when I step out of line it is the duty of the Dominant to put me back in, and that is what Toni is doing. We are not "playing" as many couples do, this is real.
"South face" she ordered of me. I had several positions I had been trained to assume when told, south face was my ass in the air, face on the ground and hands under my knees, this was probably the most common position I would take when receiving a punishment. "I have to say Rach... I'm a bit perplexed at your apparent inability to gain discipline, I think I'm going to have to step up your punishments for those violations..." She said as she walked into the bedroom, returning after a short time. She stood in front of me holding a barbed wire flogger. "I'm sure you remember this?"
"I do Mistress..." The dread obvious in my voice, that was not something I was hoping to see again.
"You're getting ten lashings, then you'll be giving me a rimjob, count!" She said just before hitting me across the ass with the flogger.
"One!" I said, she was not being easy, not that she ever was. "Two!" I yelped, not ready for the second one. "Three!" We weren't even half way through this and I could already feel the pins and needles feeling. "Four!" I grunted. "Five!" I was starting to tear up. "Six!" I had to fight hard to keep my hands in place, lest the punishment get worse. "Seven!" I'm about 99% sure my ass has a dozen or so puncture wounds on it now. "Eight!" I legitimately did not know if I had two more in me. "Nine! Oh god!" I started shaking a couple lashings ago but now it was easily visible. I meeped when she hit me for the last time and involuntarily paused before saying "ten..."
Toni put the flogger on the coffee table. "You think I like having to do that?" She said as she took off her panties "You need to learn discipline, you remain in your assigned position until I tell you otherwise, or next time it will be twenty lashings..." She knelt down and leaned on the chaise "come now, you're not done." Shaking slightly, I slowly crawled over to Toni. Staying on my hands and knees with my back arched I pushed my tongue out and touched her perineum, lifting my head up and passing over her anus. I put my tongue back where I started and circled her butthole twice before thrusting inside. "Mmmmmm..." Toni moaned, "good girl, keep going." I lapped up and down hole, making sure to press on the sensitive edges. If you didn't know, the surface of the anus is very sensitive and feels amazing when stimulated, be it a tongue, vibrator or even just a finger, try it, you'll see.
I didn't keep track of how long Toni had me rimming her, usually she just had me do it for just a few minutes, though one time she had me going at it for, I shit you not, just over an hour. Toni apparently had had her fill. "Good..." She moaned, "sit." My sitting position was the same as the one I got into when I entered the living room. She got up and walked into the bedroom, returning with a leather collar and chain leash. She took off her shirt and tossed it on the sofa then put the collar around my neck, connecting the leash to it right after. "Come along, you're punishment is over but I'm horny." I crawled along the floor as she lead me, taking the long way through the kitchen and then into the bedroom. I guess I should clarify, we have two bedrooms, and one of them had been basically converted into a dungeon, we had a St. Andrews Cross, an adjustable stockade, a cage, cuffs hanging from the ceiling, a spreader bar, a strapon, blindfold, nipple clamps, dildos, vibrators, you name it. Toni lead me to the cuffs hanging from the ceiling and locked me in place, which forced me into a standing straight position with my arms above my head. "Now like I was saying... I missed you" she kissed me deeply, pushing her tongue into my mouth, a gesture I was happy to accept. I felt her C cup tits and stiff nipples push against my chest as she kissed me and before long she put a hand on my vagina and start rubbing me, causing me to moan involuntarily into my Domina's mouth. "Enjoying that aren't you?" She asked.
"Yes Mistress" I replied, moaning. She pulled her face away from mine, just enough that I couldn't reach her. She slid a finger into me, I closed my eyes and tried to lean forward but the cuffs wouldn't let me, I had no choice but to stay upright. "Please... Mistress... More..." I begged. Toni knew a single finger wasn't going to get me off but it was enough to keep me hot.
"More? Maybe later..." Toni said as she pulled her finger out of my pussy and put it in my mouth, forcing me to clean my own juices off it. She soon returned it to my pussy while pinching my right nipple with her other hand. I winced. She put a second finger in and got more aggressive, going deeper and faster, it still wasn't enough for me though, it just brought me closer to the edge, unable to go over it. Toni pushed her lips against mine, I couldn't help myself, I pushed my tongue into her mouth, she pulled back and slapped me hard, I flinched. "Control yourself" she demanded. "In fact, actually, you obviously can't be trusted to control yourself..." She walked over to the wall where most of our smaller toys were hung and grabbed a red ball gag. "Open up" she commanded, I reluctantly obeyed. She came back in front of me grabbed hold of my tits, rubbing my nipples with her thumbs. Before long she put her mouth on my right nipple, sucking and biting on it. She moved to my left one and gave it the same treatment before kneeling down and running her tongue down my abdomen and to my pussy. "Spread your legs, let me in" I complied all too eagerly. I felt her tongue dive into me, she was not shy about getting right in there, one of many aspects about my Domina that I absolutely loved. She ate me deep, it was a total mystery to me how exactly she was able to get every crevice but I was thankful she could, it felt amazing! She moved to my clit, sucking on it the way she knew drove me crazy, I damn near came right there and then.
Except she stopped.
"Aaahhhh!" I groaned in frustration through the gag. Toni sat down on the floor and leaned back, using her arms to steady herself and keeping one leg bent as she looked me in the eye with a sinister smirk.
"You want this..." I did, and she wasn't asking. She got up and grabbed a pair of handcuffs. If you've ever had a ball gag in your mouth for more than a few minutes you know that it makes you drool, and I was drooling, pretty badly. Toni came in front of me and put her face right in front of mine. "You're making a mess..." She said just before licking my chin dry... ish. She moved up to my bottom lip and licked up my built up saliva, my god it was hot. "Now... You're going to eat me out" she said as she freed me from the shackles. She quickly moved behind me and handcuffed my arms behind my back then removed the gag. "Kneel." My kneeling position pretty basic, arms behind my back, which they already were, legs together, torso upright and head down. Toni laid down in front of me in the same position as before and ordered me to eat her out. I leaned forward and pushed my face between her legs, thrusting my tongue into her hole. I heard her moan as I did my work, tasting her everywhere I could reach then turning my attention to her clit, licking it first then sucking on it.
"Oh god don't stop..." Toni moaned as she put her right leg over my back, seemingly wanting to pull me in even further. I kept going, picking up my pace as I felt her contract, she was close and I wanted to give it to her so bad. I pushed my tongue deep into her, reaching for every crevice. As I did, she grabbed me by the hair and arched her back. "Aaaahhhh, fuck! Don't stop!" I felt her fluids pushing against my upper lip as she squirted, I adjusted my head so it went into my mouth, her sweet nectar tasted so good, and I swallowed when she stopped.
After a short while, Toni got up, panting, "south face" she ordered through labored breath. I was already basically in my south face position, except my hands were bound behind my back. Toni has three strapons that she uses on me, a small one a big one and a huge one... The huge one is usually either for punishments or simply endurance exercises, the small one was for keeping me on the edge without being able to orgasm and the large one was purely for pleasure, she had put on the large one. "You did good Rachael... Here's your reward" she said as she knelt down behind me and pushed the dong into my pussy. This strapon was about perfect, it filled me up to the brim without any pain at all, I absolutely loved being fucked with it. She pushed it all the way into me, damn near causing my eyes to roll back into my head. She pulled back then pushed back in, this time with more force, then moved her hips around in a circular motion before starting to pump me more steadily, getting gradually faster and harder.
"Oooohhhhh... Mis...Tress... Please..." I couldn't even fully get the words out, this was euphoric, I didn't want it to stop, I didn't care if she made me cum until it hurt (can be done, ask me how I know) I just wanted her to keep fucking me.
"Rachael..." Toni began, "cum for me" I didn't even feel like I was close to cumming, and I don't know how or why, but whenever she told me to cum, I was suddenly right on the edge and unable to stop it. She had an affect on me, I liked to think of it as her dominating my mind as well as my body but who knows what the real reason was. In the moment though, I didn't care, I just squirted my juices on the floor between her legs. "Good girl" Toni said as she pulled me into a sitting/kneeling position by my hair. "Now lick it up."