A/N: Sorry it took me so long to update (if you consider one day long). Please tell me if I should continue this story or not. And PLEASE review! Enjoy! Kate

Rating: PG possible PG-13 in some parts for mild rape (not graphic and very short)

"Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind"

-Bizarre Love Triangle by New Order-

Sort of Kate's POV

The time in between the gunfire in the night for Kate was horrible. And this is mostly a clear description.

Kate walked through the jungle. She was tired and sore but she didn't want to stop. She wanted to keep the trail of Michael and the group in view. She stopped for a minute to rest. She couldn't be this close to them anyway. They would see her. She got out her water bottle and undid the cap. After taking a few swigs of the water she re-capped it and put it away. She started walking again until she heard something. A twig breaking. "Hello?" she asked. No one answered. But the wind blew, abnormally. "Hello?" she asked again. Suddenly something hit her from behind. Not hard enough to make her bleed, but just hard enough to make darkness surround her and make her want to close her eyes for a minute.

But the next thing she knew was that she was in the dark. She heard voices all around. She tried to talk but couldn't. Suddenly she realized she was gagged. "You're going to be fine. For the most part," said a voice. She looked over and saw a man with a large beard and raggy clothes. Tears and holes were everywhere on his clothes. "Don't worry. You should get back whole. But that just depends on what Jack decides." At this her eyes grew wide and then into small slits. "Yes, it's his decision. He gets to choose whether you make it back alive or not," he said walking towards her. A tear rolled down her cheek as he looked at her, his breath on her ear. "Only his decision," said the man. She felt all pleasure and disgust. Was he doing what she thought he was doing? Was he raping her? First her shirt went and then her pants. She cried as hard as she could and she felt like she was going to be sick. She wanted to scream but knew she couldn't and nobody would hear her even if she did. Her sobs were distinct at that but no screams or anything louder. He got her dressed again once it was done and forced her up. A girl with blond hair grabbed her arms and pushed her towards the commotion. She hard Jack's voice. Jack! He was there. He could save her. And Sawyer and Locke! Yes! "I hoped it would come to this," said the man that she loathed. "Bring her out Alex!" yelled the man. The blond woman put a bag over her head and pushed her out where another, familiar pair of hands grabbed her. She could hear everything but nothing really registered.

"You have three before she gets shot," said the man. That she heard. Her eyes grew wide with fear. "One," said the man. Jack turned around. What was he doing? "Two." Jack! Help please! "Three," said the man. He pulled the trigger. And she felt a sharp pain in her neck. It was getting hard to breathe. Her eyes slowly closed as darkness surrounded her even more then it already had. She slowly grew limp and fell to the jungle floor, bleeding slowly. She saw the mouths of the three people mouth the word Kate. And then all was black.