Only own the plot and not any of the characters from Sailor Moon.

My Serena or the Queen?

Summary: Raye fallen sick isn't sure who is leading her to her bed, her best friend Serena or the Neo-Queen Serenity. The gentle touch and soft voice makes her confess her deepest feelings she didn't realize she been holding back for years.

Warnings: AU, Femslash, Confessions, language, ooc, Sick Raye

Biting back a cough Sailor Mars grimaces feeling the room is swaying. She has to pay attention to the reports Sailor Venus is giving to the Neo King and Queen. Her purple eyes hold a glaze look which the queen notices.

Neo Queen Serenity gazes around feeling rather restless as the love between her and Endymion as despite with the years. No one really known that they take to separate rooms and were actually thinking of separating. He given her all the encouragement to follow her heart that seem to belong to the fire Senshi that she been blinded to all these years.

She spies Sailor Mars seem to rub her forehead as if having a headache. Looking closer the raven hair woman is pale and should be resting. 'Damn it to hell Raye,' Serenity growls silently in her mind knowing the other woman isn't taking care of herself.

"I think that be all Sailor Venus. Shall I say this meeting be reset for tomorrow so our intelligence can gather more information?" Serenity asks with a calm smile.

"That be fine, your highness," Sailor Venus answers bowing her head before turning to the others. "Alright back to your posts."

"I'll take Sailor Mars to her rooms," Serenity answers before Venus could tell her where she needs to be which the blond gives a relieve look since as the other Sailor Senshi have notice their comrade seems to be out of it.

Serenity gets up gliding over to the raven woman lifting her by the arms much too little protest.

"I'm fine," Mars whispers tiredly feeling so much pain and soreness throughout her body.

"I'm sure," The quip voice sounding so beautiful and soothing to the woman only sighs.

"Hn…Serena?" She ask hoping it's her friend In place of the queen but her eyes feel heavier as she lets herself be lead away from the room.

"Yes my silly Mars," The beautiful voice of an angel answers.

Serenity smiles softly at her beloved friend only to frown at the next words as the sadness and relief tone in it.

"Good I miss you and…I love you Rena," Raye speaks glazed purple eyes looks up into surprise blue ones. "Please stay and not be Neo Queen Serenity."

Tears of frustration forms and soon falls as the woman continues as they reach her room. "It been so long that I had realized I fallen for you Serena. When I did I been too late. First it was Darien than Seiya before he left. Than Darien manage to win your heart. You gotten married which was perfect. I couldn't say something before since you were so happy…."

Raye trails off feeling herself being sitting on her bed. She rubs her eyes to clear the tears making out Serena just listening and gather her pajamas to wear. She opens her mouth to speak when Serena or Serenity answers.

"Hush I'm still me whether I'm Serena or Serenity. I never changed. Other than Endymion and I are only together as King and Queen not husband and wife," the silver hair woman remarks gently taking off the sick woman's clothes to put her into something comfortable.

Once down with her task she gets in besides Raye pulling her in her arms. She whispers, "Sleep Raye and I love you too."

Raye sigh drifts off feeling the soft fingers and gentle humming from the woman holding her.

Reviews are appreciated.