Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS I'm just borrowing the characters….

ZIVA

Tony believes that Vance has something to hide but I am not sure… Anyway, I don't know why but I have the feeling that somebody watches me… Two and half years passed from Jenny's death. Α death that I should, but I wasn't there to stopped but now I just have to learn how to live with that as a weight in my conscience.

However I can't see Abby be tortured, even if she can hide it very well, Timmy trying uselessly to be strong, Gibbs to feel cursed that he left another woman that he loves die, but mainly I do not bear see Tony blame himself for something that he couldn't neither forecasting nor stopped. It's so difficult to me mainly because these people are like my family. A family that I always wanted but I never had.

Gibbs is like the father, protective and sweet with his own unique way.

Jenny was like the mother, she was caring. Someone had a problem she was always willing to help.

Ducky is like the grandfather. A true gentleman.

Timmy and Abby are like brother and sister to me, nevertheless I believe that something is going on between them…

A happy family right?

The answer is no.

We aren't a happy family because we lost our mom we are, like Abby would say, mommy-less…

A/N: I'm sorry for the chapters being so sort. I hope you like it. Anyway let me know what you are thinking.