Bellamy's POV
Bellamy is back on The Ark, before him in the floatation chamber is his mother. "Mom, I don't understand! You can't leave me here! You're all I have left!" He whales as he falls to the ground. "You ruined everything, Bellamy…" She whispers. Bellamy sobs and punches the floor. When he looks up his mother is gone, in her place is Clarke. "Clarke, what's going on?" He cries. She is covered in blood and pressing her hands to the glass. "I'm a murderer Bellamy. I have to die." She says with a stoic expression. Bellamy runs up to the glass but he is pulled back by Murphy and Finn. "Clarke, you're not a murderer! Finn is right here!" He pleads but Finn disappears as he says this. "They can't float you, Clarke! I need you!" He yells. "I can't live with myself…" She says as she is sucked into space. Bellamy screams bloody murder as Shumway pulls his away. All that's left of Clarke is her father's watch. "NOOOOO! I CAN'T LOSE CLARKE." He shouts. "Bellamy! BELLAMY!" He hears Clarke's voice but cannot tell where it's coming from. "BELLAMY WAKE UP!"
"NOOOOOO!" He screams as he wakes up. He is covered in sweat and his heart feels like it could come out of his chest. Clarke is laying beside him in bed with her hand gently against his forehead. "God damnit Bellamy, are you alright?" She asks. She looks stressed. "Yeah, uh...I'm fine." He says, trying to regain his composure. He doesn't want Clarke to think that he is weak.
"I thought my nightmare was bad until I saw you tossing and turning." She responds. "I'm sorry if I woke you." He says. She gives him a soft smile. "It's ok, we needed to get up anyway. It's about an hour before first light and we need to be prepared. Plus they are burying Finn in a half an hour…" She trails off. Bellamy jumps out of bed and throws on the shirt he was wearing the day before and storms out of the tent. Clarke follows closely behind, unsure of Bellamy's final destination. Before she can ask questions, they arrive in medical where Abby is treating a minor scrape wound to a young woman. She stops her work to speak to them.
"Where the hell is Finn's body?" Bellamy barks. Abby steps back, shocked at how aggressive Bellamy is. Clarke steps in front of him but this doesn't stop Bellamy from finishing his demands. "Finn was our friend, ours. Not chancelor Kane's and sure as hell not yours. The ark survivors wanted him dead. We sure as hell are not burying him here." Bellamy yells. Abby looks to the ground and then back to Bellamy.
"Well where do you suppose we bury him?" She asks calmly. Bellamy appears flustered. As though he never thought he'd make it to this point. He closes his eyes and thinks for a moment. "Outside of the drop ship, with the rest of the dead 100." He decides. Clarke smiles. She knows it's perfect, and there is a spot right next to Wells.
"His body is down that hallways. You can take my stretcher but make sure you are back before first light." She says. Clarke and Bellamy hurry out of the medical tent. He rests his hands on her shoulders. "We need to get Raven, Murphy, Octavia, Lincoln, and Monroe." He plans. Clarke nods. "I'll bring Raven, Murphy, and Monroe. You go find Octavia and Lincoln. We meet here in 10. Okay?" He says. He can tell Clarke hadn't thought about Raven since last night and that she is concerned about how everyone will react to her attending the funeral.
Bellamy pulls Clarke in for a short hug and then sends her off to find Lincoln and Octavia. He is nervous for Clarke. He has no idea how Raven will treat her now. As he makes his way to Raven's tent, he sees many of the ark residents emerging from their tents. He doesn't bother knocking. When he enters her room she is sobbing into Wick's lap. He gently rubs her back.
"Raven, it's time." Bellamy mumbles. She looks up with tear stained cheeks. Bellamy approaches her and helps her stand. "We are taking Finn to the drop ship." He says. Raven nods and uses Wick to balance. "Wick, can you help Raven get there?" Bellamy asks. Wick agrees and carries Raven out the door. Now Bellamy needs to find Murphy and Monroe.
Finding Murphy isn't difficult. Of course he is at the bar. "What the hell Murphy?" Bellamy spits. Murphy sets his drink down and turns around to face Bellamy. "Give me a fucking break Blake." He retorts. Bellamy notices how sleep deprived Murphy is and lets it go. "I need you to help me carry Finn to the drop ship." He responds. Murphy rubs his eyes and takes one last sip. The two head towards Monroe's tent, but before they arrive they run into her. It turns out she was looking for them.
Back at the medical tent, Clarke stands with Octavia. Octavia explains that Lincoln does not want to go to Finn's funeral. He has no respect for Finn after his massacre of Lincoln's village. Bellamy understands and lets it go. "Alright so Murphy, Monroe, and I will carry Finn if you and Octavia carry the shovels and supplies." Bellamy states. Clarke and Octavia grab the supplies and lead the way. Major Burn is at the front gate.
"Where the hell do you think you're going?" She asserts, holding her gun at her side. "We have permission from Chancellor Griffin to bury Finn at the drop ship." Bellamy retorts. Burn mutters into a walkie talkie and then opens the gate. "Be back before first light our we will have problems." She commands. Bellamy shakes his head and orders the group to walk on.
They arrive at what remains of the drop ship quickly. Raven is sitting on the drop ship door watching Wick begin to dig Finn's grave. It is right under the largest oak tree near the drop ship. Bellamy, Murphy, and Monroe set Finn down in the grass and grab supplies to help Wick finish making the grave. Octavia searches for a rock to use as a headstone and for flowers to put on the grave. Bellamy watches Clarke approach Raven and worries for her sake.
Clarke's POV
Clarke can't feel her legs as they drag her over to Raven. Raven can't even look at Clarke. "Raven, I know apologizing won't take back what I've done, but I'm sorry. I loved him too and it was the hardest decision I have ever made." Clarke pleads as she looks down at Raven. Raven raises her eyes slowly.
"Go to fucking hell Clarke! We all know you never loved Finn. At least not the way I loved him. He was all I had and you took that away. I told you to kill LEXA! I will NEVER forgive you for this. Get the fuck away from me. And way to play with his feelings during his last breaths. We all know that kiss meant nothing to you." Raven replies. She attempts to hit Clarke but falls due to her leg. Clarke sobs and runs off into the woods. She knows that Bellamy is following her close behind but she doesn't stop.
"Clarke! Come back!" He shouts. He is faster than her and eventually catches up, grasping her arm. "You can't run Clarke. Raven just needs time. You did what you had to and you know that. Finn needs you today." He soothes. Clarke wipes her tears away and hold him tightly. "Now let's go, we are wasting time." He says and kisses her forehead.
Clarke can see that the grave has been dug and that Octavia has found some flowers to place on his grave. They gather around Finn and take turns looking at him one last time. Then, Bellamy and Wick lower his body into the ground. "Would anyone like to say something?" Bellamy questions. The group is silent until Raven speaks up.
"Finn, you were everything to me. You were my family, my heart, and my reason to survive. Without you, I would have never had the motivation to become anything. Without you, I don't know what I will do. I love you…" She cries. Murphy walks off, obviously trying to hide his soft side. Bellamy holds Octavia as she cries and Monroe and Wick try to comfort Raven. Clarke has nothing to say. She knows she said everything she needed to in his last moments. She bends down and reveals the two headed deer that Finn made for her. She places it in Finn's hands and says, "May we meet again."
On that note, the guys cover Finn's body with dirt until the grave is completely closed. They each set a flower on the dirt and Octavia reveals the headstone. It reads Finn "Spacewalker" Collins our friend, our brother, and our savior. May we meet again.
On that note they make there way back to Camp Jaha, unaware of the insane events about to unfold.