Okay this one came from listening to Rascal Flatts song Easy featuring Natasha Beddingfield. I don't know if I did it justice but I heard the song and then this came out. Also in this world no one is a vigilante, Oliver is CEO, Felicity is EA, Thea runs Verdant, Sara works as Thea's bar manager. Hope everyone has a goodnight and happy readings.

Felicity could feel the panic starting to set in. She wasn't sure why she was suddenly so nervous. She had all week to prepare for this event. Hell she had even went out and bought a brand new dress so that she looked her best. Felicity closed her eyes for a moment to gather her thoughts and opened them when she felt the car come to a stop.

Diggle turned around, "You need me to go around the block again?" He asked with concern written on his face.

Felicity gave him a sad smile and shook her head, "I'm good, just not ready for this you know. I mean I get it we split up and that's fine but I was hoping I would get a little bit more time before I had to see her in a social setting."

Digg nodded and drove up to the drop off before getting out of the car and opening the door for her. As she was standing he whispered, "I'll be right here, you text me if you need a quick escape."

Felicity nodded and preceded to walk in to event. She looked around for Oliver seeing as he was the one throwing this charity event and the reason she had to make an appearance. She spotter Oliver talking with the head of Wayne Enterprise and she could tell he was looking for out so she quickly walked towards.

Felicity approached clearing her throat, "Mr. Queen we need to review you speech and make sure everything is in order with the other speakers."

Oliver turned towards her, "Ms. Smoak, you look lovely this evening, Mr. Wayne if you'll excuse me it seems we'll have to finish this discussion at a later time. If you'll just call the office next week Ms. Smoak here will set something up."

Oliver shook Mr. Wayne's hand and then Felicity pulled him away and to the side of the stage that had been put up for tonight's event. Felicity started to say something and froze, her breath caught in her lungs and all she could do was stare. There she was, Sara Lance, and God was she beautiful. From the looks of it she had come with her sister Laurel and she was laughing at something Laurel had said. For a moment Felicity felt her heart break all over again. Suddenly Oliver stepped in front of her blocking Sara from her view and Felicity had to resist the urge to punch him out of the way. He placed his hands on her shoulder, "Felicity if this is too hard just let me know. I don't really need you here for me, I just need you here for appearance sake but if its too much then please I don't care what everyone else thinks. I'll even say you got sick or a migraine whatever you want."

Felicity could feel the tears trying to form but she pushed them back and smiled at Oliver, "I'm okay, just give like five minutes okay. I'll be right back."

Sara noticed Felicity the moment she walked through the doors. She was hiding behind a column trying to avoid her sister who was making the rounds. Sara watched as Felicity looked around the ballroom. She even ducked back behind the pillar when Felicity's gaze started wondering her way. When she peeked back out Felicity was walking towards Oliver who was talking to some big wig. Sara was considering just leaving when Laurel found her giving her that disappointing look.

"Sara you can't keep running from your problems. Hell I'm surprised you two have been able to avoid each other this much. I mean we literally all hang out with each other."

Sara sighed, "Yea I been avoiding everyone except you and Sin."

Laurel crossed her arms, "Yea I know dads' called me like six times seeing if I've heard from you. I don't even know why you're avoiding him."

Sara raised an eyebrow at her sister, "Are you kidding me, Dad like Felicity more that he like me. I'm trying to wait him out so that the first words out of his mouth won't be 'Did you break that girls heart, cause she deserves better, I raised you better Sara Lance.'"

Laurel sighed, "Sara he loves you…"

"Oh I know he loves me, that was the never the question and I never said he loved Felicity more than me, I said he liked her more than me."

"Well she did fix his computer." Laurel deadpanned and Sara couldn't help it between Laurel's expression and the fact that she was probably right, she laughed. Once she started she couldn't stop and the next thing she knew Laurel was laughing with her. By the time Sara had gained her composure back she saw Felicity coming out of the restroom. Sara could tell she was on her when to Oliver when the gentleman that Oliver had been talking to earlier stopped her. Felicity seemed to be talking adamantly about something, probably some new tech. Sara wanted to smile but watching Felicity be so passionate and look so free had her fighting back the tears. Sara remembered the times she used to just watch Felicity go on tangents. Felicity was always beautiful to Sara but when she got that passion in her eyes and that fire in her step, Sara would just become mesmerized. Sara continued to watch as Felicity smiled at the man before departing and heading back to Oliver. Felicity looked good, she looked like she was holding herself together just fine which was more than Sara could say about herself. She spent half her time at the gym trying to wear herself out so she could sleep. When that didn't work she would just go out walking or lay there staring at the ceiling. God she missed Felicity. She couldn't do this. She shouldn't have come tonight it was too much. She had been stupid to break things off with Felicity but she just freaked out. She could see herself marrying Felicity and spending the rest of her life with her and that freaked the shit out of her so Sara did what she always does and she ran. She broke up with Felicity and was hiding with Sin in her apartment. Sara glanced at Felicity one more time before making a beeline for the door. She almost made it before Thea Queen stopped her.

"Hey Sara quick question can you manage the bar Thursday night? I know its my night but Roy wants to go see this movie and he's really excited and I don't want to let him down?"

Sara smiled at Thea, "Sure not a problem. Listen I got a head out, I'm just not feeling to well will you let Oliver know for me please?"

Thea nodded and threw in a hope you feel better but Sara was already on her way to the door. When she got outside she of course wasn't paying attention and ran into someone. Sara cursed her luck when she realized it was Felicity.

Felicity smiled, "Hey Sara its good to see you. How are you?"

Sara hoped her smile looked authentic, "I'm good how are you?"

Felicity just nodded and hummed, "You looked really happy tonight. It's good to see you and Laurel are getting along again."

Sara could feel herself grimace, happy wasn't the word she would use and Laurel and her weren't necessarily getting along so much as Laurel just took pity on her. She of course didn't say any of this to Felicity, instead she breathed out, "God I miss you."

Felicity took a step back, "You don't get to say that. You left me. Do you know how hard it is to see you so happy? To see you laughing and having a good time? My heart breaks every time and I have to remind myself that you're no longer mine, so you don't get to say that."

Sara could see Felicity was fighting tears and God she just wanted to hold her and tell her everything was going to okay but it was wrong and it was a lie because nothing was going to be okay. Sara wasn't ready to give Felicity the relationship she was ready for and Sara wasn't willing to ask Felicity to wait for her to catch up. That would be unfair.

Sara kissed her fingers and then placed it on Felicity's cheek, "It's the hardest thing to smile without you and you're right it is my fault and I am so very sorry, but never think that it easy for me to be smile without you."

Sara didn't wait for a response. She didn't deserve one she just raced down the step hoping Felicity wouldn't see her crying.