Speak with me

Edward:

„Ed, please be quiet, I won´t Jake hear anything about this!" he quickly responded.

That only let my curiosity grow, I couldn´t understand what his problem was, Jacob need to know this, I thought, but Seth watched me angry, like he would know what I was just thinking.

"Why shouldn´t he know it Seth, you have to tell him that you're imprinted on him, he has the right to know it!" I said puzzled.

"I repeat it for you Edward Cullen, I don´t want to tell him anything and if we´re friends you´ll also shut your mouth!" he noted "I beg you; do not tell him!"

Since he´s my friend, to tell the truth, nowadays even my best friend I nodded and answered "Whatever you want, Seth. But then tell me the whole story!"

He agreed and while I was cooking for Jacob and Bella he started to speak.

"You know Jake was always like a bigger brother to me, ever since we both were kids. He was my babysitter when my parents wasn´t around and Leah had other things to do, per example learning for school. Every time I needed him, Jake was there.

He teaches me how to play football and how to ride a motor cycle. I learned swimming and how to fix my bike when I crashed into a tree. He was there when I was sad and made me laugh again. "He smiled at these memories but then there was a shadow in his eyes.

"Everything was fine until Bella came to Forks. It was love at the first sight – for him. Jack get obsessed with the idea that she´s the one for him – but that you know at all - he spent a lot of time with her, especially during your abstinence. I was sad that he had no time left for being with me, even when Bella wasn´t in La Push.

At this time Jake had a lot of problems, he joined Sam's pack and started being a wolf but I didn´t know any of this. I only recognized that he wasn´t the same Jacob I´ve known all my life and I wanted my Jacob back."

He paused and looked at me, I smiled a little "Please go on, Seth. I´ll listen."

"Than my world changed, I became a wolf too and now I understand partially why he didn´t want me next to him the time before. He was frightened to accidently hurt me.

At the first time I phased I was alone in the woods but Jack found me and helped me to fit in with this new experience, he also helped me to phase back to my human form.

So I stand right before him, naked and ashamed but he only smiled and said: It´s hard in the beginning but you´ll see, it gets better. I looked in his eyes and that´s how it happened."

Now I was really stunned, how could he hide this for nearly six month "I don´t understand it Seth! Why haven´t you told him? How did you hide it when you're in wolf form?"

I had so many questions, but diner was already finished and we had to go back to the living room. "We´re not done, you´ll have to tell me later!" I said before I left the kitchen.

Seth:

I followed Ed back to the others and we ate all the delicious food Edward had made for us. I was glad, that now someone knows my secret, so I´m able to speak about it.

After dinner Jake left because he has the night patrol and wanted to walk Bella home. He required me to meet him later in the forest and I promised to do the half round if he would need a break. Edward kissed Bella goodbye and she left with Jacob.

The moment they were out of hearing Edward pulled me to the next chair and looked at me curiously "how could you hide it all the time? I mean, I read your mind and Jacob and you share each other's thought when you´re wolves." He said.

"Ha" I laughed "it´s like a door in my head, if it´s closed you can´t see, what´s behind it. This evening I forget to lock it so you saw it. Now it´s shut again, even if you´ll try you´ll see nothing!" I smiled, my shield worked perfect.

"I think, you know enough now. I promised to go on patrol!" I stood up and waved him goodbye, he didn´t stop me. I guess he had even more questions but I had to leave, Jake wanted me to patrol, and I´ll do whatever he wants. I ran out to the forest to do my job and to see "my Jacob" again.

It´s getting more interesting soon