Heaven Must be Missing an Angel

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters

Warning: Fluff, Smut, angst, heartbreak, saddness, possible abuse (emotional and maybe some physical?) happy ending

Pairings: Destiel, John and Mary, Sam and Sarah Blake

Chapter 2 - Love is all around.

Present Day - Dean and Cas

14-02-2009

It was early morning and the sun was starting to shine in through the window. It had snowed the previous night and there was white snow all around the house and it was eerily quiet. Dean felt the sunlight on his back and he groaned a little at the thought of having to wake up.. But as he groaned, it also elicited a response from the man resting beside him. Cas had spent the previous night in Dean's bed and when Dean realized that someone was laying next to him, his first thought was, 'How could I bring a one night stand home when I have feelings for Cas', however before he could start to panic, he heard a voice "Good Morning Dean, I trust you slept well". Dean breathed in a sigh of relief as he realized it was Cas who was laying behind him. He chuckled as he then further realize that this made Dean the little spoon and Cas the big spoon.

Before he answered, he thought about his answer and the thought made him become aware of the fact that Dean slept really well. Actually he had slept better then he had ever slept before. "Good morning angel", Dean whispered back Cas. This was new to him, but he didn't want to get sucked into these really cutesy nicknames. Baby was reserved for the impala and he never really liked it when Cassie or even Lisa had called him honey or sweetheart.. Angel seemed the perfect name for him.. cause well he was an angel. Even if he wasn't a real life angel, Dean couldn't imagine calling him anything else. "I slept really well thank you for asking, You managed to some rest and get re-charged up?". He knew Cas didn't sleep but he also knew that he needed to re-charge his 'batteries' every so often as well. Cas was still cuddling into him and though Dean would never admit it, he kinda liked it.

"Yes, I did manage to re-charge", He said as he chuckled at Dean's wording. He thought it was a little odd the way Dean often referred to these things, however he did know that he and Dean were from a different world and that they were bound to say things differently but understand each other. It was apart of their profound bond. Cas was smart and intelligent and although he often seemed naive and innocent, it wasn't because he lacked the smarts. It was because he had never found himself in those situations before as he was a solider of war and it wasn't his job to learn about different aspects of life. Now that Dean was in his life and he was growing ever so closer to him, he was beginning to develop an interest in learning about the human life and in particular things that Dean liked and enjoyed. There were even different ways off fighting, different weapons and different methods.

Dean smiled as he heard Cas chuckle. That sound was a breath of fresh air to him, "Good, I'm glad". He answered back as he moved his body to turn, facing Cas. He remembered all of a sudden what today was, "Happy Valentines Day Cas", He whispered before moving a little closer and pressing his lips to Cas's for a sweet short kiss, mainly cause he hadn't brushed yet and he didn't want Cas to be disgusted with his morning breath. Cas smiled, his whole eyes smiling and brightening when he smiled with his mouth, "Happy Valentines Day Dean", He answered back feeling a little shy all of a sudden. "I was thinking perhaps we could do something, maybe go somewhere quiet and get something to eat.. a picnic?", He questioned hoping he wasn't sounding too chick flicky. If there was one thing Dean wasn't, it was a romantic or a chick flick kind of guy, Honestly though, he couldn't help himself with Cas though.

Cas who really just wanted to be anywhere Dean was nodded his head happily, his heart melting at the gesture and grinned, "I think that sounds like a lovely idea Dean". Cas had seen Dean's normal routine on this particular day. Normally he would go to a bar and seek out any woman who was single or just been done wrong by a man and then comfort her by taking the girl to bed. It had hurt him a lot, even though he never really had understood why it hurt him at the time. Until last night and this morning, Cas had been almost certain that Dean would do the same thing again, however knowing Dean wished to spend this day with his made his heart feel warm and loved. Dean smiled, he loved being the one to put that big smile on Cas's face, he looked so happy and Dean intended to keep Cas that way as best that he could. He didn't want to screw this up, not now.. For now he wasn't thinking about anything other then keeping Cas smiling and happy, but in back of his mind, he was worrying about what his family would think.

"Awesome", Dean replied happily as he gazed over at the time. It was a little after 8:00am in the morning and Dean really wanted to get a start on their day."I'm just going to have a shower Cas", He whispered as he leaned in for another soft kiss. He was addicted to kissing those lips now. "I'll be right here", Cas whispered back as he watched Dean struggle with his thoughts. Without even delving into his thoughts, he knew that Dean was in two thoughts about getting up. Cas kissed him again, and Dean lingered a little on the kiss, before he opened his eyes and smiled, "I won't be long angel". Cas's heart did a little flip flop at being called angel. It was the second time Dean had called him that and even though Cas was an angel, he understood the sentiment behind it and it made him feel special.

Dean sighed a little, not wanting to get out, but he pulled the duvet and the sheets away from his body and slid his legs over to the edge and then sat up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes before he stood up, his body shivering a little at being exposed to the chilled air. Cas watched him, his eyes raking over his half naked body, Dean only slept in boxers and no shirt, and he looked rather good. He was looking at the back of him, but he couldn't help moving his eyes down to that fine Winchester ass. Dean was grateful that his bedroom had an en-suite and he didn't have to go far away from Cas. He walked over to the en-suite door and walked in, leaving a lingering look at Cas before he did and then closed the door. God He was so done, he thought as he rested his back on the closed en-suite door. Cas made him feel things he had never felt before and he was feeling very much on a roller coaster of emotions.

It was lucky for Dean that he had recently gotten a place of his own. He now lived in a little apartment and he was thankful that he had been able to afford to move out on his own. His Dad owned the auto shop he worked at and Dean had been saving for many months to put the down payment on the apartment. It was only small, two bedrooms and two bathrooms, a little kitchen and living room, but it was all Dean really needed. It was heaven sent especially now that Dean and Cas had finally admitted their feelings. He needed to be able to keep this under wraps for now.. It wasn't that Dean wasn't proud of Cas or he didn't want to show him off, however it was that their relationship was brand new, Sure they had been friends for a while, but this was different. It was taking their relationship in a totally new, exciting and also scary direction and Dean just wanted to keep it quiet so they both had a chance to create more of a romantic dynamic around each other.

He was scared though to let his parents know, before he knew how Cas felt, he thought he never would need to tell his parents. This changed everything though. He was fairy sure Mary would accept him as he was, Dean loved helping his mother bake when he was younger. He especially loved helping make his favorite.. Pie. However John had always teased him and told him to get out of the kitchen and out to the auto shop or firing range and encouraged him to do more manly things growing up, so he wasn't sure how he would take it. He needed to just breath and take a step back and just concentrate on Cas for now.. Once he got those thoughts out of his head, he walked over to the shower and turned it on, holding his hand out to gauge the temperature.

He got into the shower and he let the warm water run over his body, his hands running over his face and up to his hair before he placed his hands on the wall for a moment. It was cold out but he knew how much Cas loved the snow. He was always intrigued by it, He knew more then Dean about snow and all the aspects as to what made snow, yet he still loved looking at it and walking in it, so Dean decided perhaps they could go though the drive-through at White Castle and grab some burgers, fries and shakes, and then go driving to a nice park and then they could eat in the car where it was warm and perhaps he could then start a snow fight with Cas, maybe make some snow angels. He was whipped already for thinking these things, but he wanted this day to be special to Cas. He didn't want Cas to think Dean was thinking of him as another conquest, because Cas meant more to Dean then that. He finished showering and then got out of the shower and smiled as he reached for his towel, He knew Cas would adore what he had planned and he couldn't wait to see the look on Cas's face.

Hi Readers,

Thanks for reading this chapter. I hope you all review and let me know what you think. This chapter sets the scene for where Cas and Dean share Valentine's Day. Next Chapter will focus on their Day out together. Again I warn there will be angst and all that in it, I want the first few chapters to be dedicated to Dean and Cas starting their secret romance, and having some fun and laughter first, setting up how happy they are and they all notice how happy Dean is, but he won't say who, and Sarah for now is the only one who suspects. It will get dark and sad at times, but I also will promise a happy ending cause I can't stand to see Dean and Cas unhappy for too long.

I also apologize for taking so long. I lost my muse for writing and had so many things in my life, but I have shown some of my writing to my family who have loved it and that has encouraged me to start writing again. I also do have other stories I need to get onto as well and one or two new ones as well. I have procrastinated long enough, so if you have followed my other fics, some of them will be updated within the next few weeks or so. Thanks for all being patient with me.