AN: There's going to be underage drinking in this story. There is going to be a lot of twists, turns, sadness, jealousy, anger, cheating, etc. Just a warning. Embry obviously knows how his dad is and his mom basically just stays in the house hating people. Also in this story Billy can walk, Sarah isn't dead, Sam's dad is around but his mom is not. I think that covers everything in this story so far.
Chapter One: Bella
3 years ago…
I was almost 18 and I wasn't the most popular kid in school. I did have a lot of friends; I just didn't hang out with the stuck up bitches. My friends were mainly boys because girls got on my nerves. Angela was my good friend while Tyler, Ben, and Eric were also in our group. Naturally, because I was close to the boys, everyone thought I was fucking one or all of them. My main friends were the kids on the Rez and the kids at Forks High didn't really like that. So of course that meant I was fucking those guys too. My closest friends are Jake, Embry, Quil, Sam, and Leah. Leah is hands down my favorite friend ever. We are so similar it's insane.
It was Saturday, my parents and I were going to a cookout at Leah's parents' house. I was excited because everyone was going to be there. I'd finally get away from my parents and all of their arguing even if it was just for a little while. They always acted like such a happy couple in front of their friends and it annoyed the fuck out of me. Why lie? Those people loved them no matter what. I had a feeling that there was more going on with them than they'd led on or what I'd heard but right then I didn't have time to find out. I had to get ready. I wanted to look good but I didn't want to appear to have put effort into what I was going to wear.
It was going to be a hot day so I put on my bikini under short shorts and a tight fitting t-shirt. I was finally getting curves and I wanted to show them off. Embry and I had been dancing around each other for the last couple of years and shit was finally getting real. I wanted to push his buttons and finally drive him nuts. I slipped on my flip flops and threw a towel and a change of clothes along with my phone and charger in my giant beach bag. I planned on staying at Leah's so we could continue to party after the adults were all wasted.
I heard my parents arguing again so I crept to the top of the stairs silently. "You don't need to be drinking already Renee. I'm sure we'll be drinking over at Harry's. You shouldn't already be plastered by the time we get there," Charlie hissed.
"I can do whatever the fuck I want Charlie!" Renee yelled back.
"I'm so sick of this shit," Charlie told her.
"I know, I'll get better Charlie I promise," Renee receded.
I crept back into my room to grab my back before heading down the stairs to let them know that I was ready. We all climbed into mom's car and headed to La Push. When we pulled up to the Clearwater's my eyes immediately found Embry. He was standing on the side of the house talking to Jake. They both looked up, with the same look on their faces and it gave me a bittersweet feeling. Jake had the biggest crush on me for as long as I can remember but I never felt that way about him. It had always been Embry for me underneath it all.
I got out of the car and chose to ignore them both on a mission to find Leah. She was inside helping her mom carry the food outside to the food table. I dumped my bag in her room before I went down and started to help them both. Leah was a good 5 inches taller than me but extremely beautiful. She had long black hair with perfect eyebrows and eye lashes. Her skin was only a shade or two darker than mine. She always joked with me and told me that Charlie wasn't my real dad. My response was always that Charlie was my dad but Renee wasn't my mom. We were seriously so different it wasn't even funny. We finally got all of the food outside and we decided to mingle.
"Sup fuckers?" Leah said as we approached Jake and Embry.
"Not much, still fucking Sam?" Jake asked.
"Yes, still not fucking anyone?" Leah responded.
"Funny. When you want a real man, you know where to find me," Jake joked.
Leah laughed humorlessly. I hugged Jake quick before moving to Embry who had been eye fucking me since we'd walked up. "Like what you see, Call?" I whispered in his ear as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Very much Swan," Embry responded quietly.
I pulled away and winked at him. Leah dragged my away under the ruse that we were going to say hi to the adults. I knew she just wanted to talk about those boys. "Bitch, you've still not given into Embry?" She whisper yelled.
"There's nothing to give in to. We've just been flirting and I've finally had enough. Today, well tonight, I'm gonna do something about it," I stood up a little taller.
"Oh yeah? And what are you gonna do?" Leah asked.
"I'm gonna get drunk and put some moves on him," I shrugged my shoulders.
"That's your big plan?" Leah laughed.
"Hey, it worked for you with Sam!" I slapped her shoulder.
"Sam is definitely different than Embry," Leah pointed out.
"Whatever a guy is a guy," I snapped back.
We walked around and got hugs from all of our parents friends. Billy and Sarah were the first I hugged. I always adored the way the loved each other. I wished my parents could've had a relationship like theirs. Next I gave a huge hug to Tony, Embry's dad, because I just loved him and he loved my whole life. He always told me he hoped I ended up with his son to keep his ass in check. I told him that was the plan but he needed to make the first move. Tony knew Embry was shy as fuck but promised he'd come around eventually. I hugged Harry next and gave a salute to Quil as he and his grandpa arrived at the party. Sam and his dad Josh arrived and after making his rounds, he and Leah disappeared. I knew she was taking advantage of the fact that everyone was outside.
I drifted down towards the beach on my own just to take advantage of the sight. I slid out of my flip flops and wandered down to the water going in ankle deep. I tilted my head back and let the sun hit my face as I spread my arms out wide with a smile. "You look so peaceful," a voice said from behind me.
Turning around my smile grew as I spotted Embry. "I feel peaceful here," I admitted as I took steps toward him.
When I reached him, I grabbed onto his hips and pulled myself close to him. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and we looked out to the water in silence for a few moments. I felt his eyes on me so I looked up at him more directly his lips. He leaned down and our lips connected gently before he pulled back to look at me. I reached up and pulled his face back to mine and he hauled me up so our heights could be better matched when he deepened our kiss. After a minute or two, he lowered me back to the ground and rested his forehead against mine.
"Wow, you don't know how long I wanted to do that," he said with his cheeks red.
"You don't know how long I've been waiting for you to do that," I told him leaning back a little.
"We should probably get back before people start looking for us huh?" Embry said sadly.
"Yeah. Probably," I agreed.
I grabbed his hand and led him to my flip flops before I slid them back on. He leaned down to give me another steamy kiss before we walked back up the path that led to Leah's. Embry threw an arm around my shoulder and it drew attention from everyone at the party. Leah looked so damn happy for me while Jake looked like he wanted to kill us both. I gave no fucks, it was about time that I got that fucking kiss and whatever else came along with it. I noticed Tony giving us a thumbs up while my dad just nodded at us.
I ventured away from Embry and went inside to use the bathroom. Of course Leah came with and I spilled all the details with her. She squealed in excitement which was definitely rare for her. I shushed her and kicked her out of the bathroom before I finished up. I left the bathroom and headed into Leah's room to grab my phone. I heard people stumbling and giggling up the stairs and I poked my head out to get a look. I was just in time to see Josh Uley being pulled into the Clearwater's spare bedroom. I shook my head and laughed silently before I went back outside.
Luckily, I was just in time to eat so I grabbed a plate and piled food on it. A little bit of everything so Leah and I could trade what we didn't like. I sat in a lawn chair that faced the house to try and see if I could spot who Josh just fucked in Leah's house when they came out. Instead my eyes caught Embry who blushed and smiled at me so I did the same to him. When I still didn't see Josh outside anywhere I glanced back at the door.
"Stop creeping on Embry, you already got that in the bag," Leah said bumping my shoulder.
"I wasn't. I was looking for Josh. When I was coming out of the bathroom, someone was pulling him into your spare room. I wanted to see who it was," I whispered to her.
"Oh shit for real. That's gross. I hope they didn't use the bed," Leah said in disgust.
We stopped talking and started eating because the food was amazing. We waited for the adults to bust out the liquor and watched for them to start getting tipsy so we could sneak some. A few hours later, everyone was feeling nice. Someone had put on music so there was a lot of dancing going on. Eventually, all of us went down to the beach and started a bonfire. Paul and Jared joined us and called a bunch of bitches to come chill. Of course they were smoking hot and it made me feel some type of way. I was definitely attractive but still pretty fucking plain.
It didn't help that Embry was currently being particularly flirty with one of them. I was fucking seething and to make matters worse, Jake had the fucking audacity to smirk at me. Leah told me to grow some balls and flirt with someone to piss Embry off. I reminded her that he was preoccupied and he wouldn't ever notice. She told me not to doubt her so I took a big gulp of her drink because it was stronger than mine. I strode over to the drink cooler where Paul and Jared were before I bent over and grabbed a beer. I made sure my ass was in the air drawing attention before I stood back up. I turned and walked straight to Jared and asked him to open my drink.
"No, let me," Paul said as he snatched it from Jared.
"Careful, I don't want it shaken up," I said in a low tone.
"Yeah we wouldn't want it to bust all over you," Paul joked.
I reached out and ran my fingers down his stomach stopping dangerously close to the hem of his shorts. "Not the beer," I said biting my lip.
He looked shocked and popped the top so quick he thought he cut his thumb on the rim. I grabbed his hand and sucked his thumb right into my mouth without thinking. I was shocked by my own boldness but the way his eyes darkened told me I needed to get the fuck back before he fucked me right on this beach. I pulled his thumb out of my mouth and took the beer from him thanking him before I walked away.
"Holy shit Bella!" Leah said.
"My God, I don't know what the hell came over me!" I breathed.
"Well it didn't go unnoticed and someone is not happy," Leah added looking towards where Embry was.
I chanced a glance and instead of finding Embry glaring at me, it was Jake. What the fuck was his problem? He knew I didn't like him like that. That entire show was for Embry, who either didn't see it or did and chose to ignore me.
"Bella what the hell was that?" Jake stormed over.
"I got a fucking drink. Don't come at me like that!" I yelled at him.
"Since when did you turn into such a little slut?" Jake shouted at me.
That stung a bit. "I'm only a slut because I'm not fucking you, Jake," I poked his chest.
Embry finally made his way over. "Jake, don't speak to her like that," he said pulling Jake away.
"Oh what's it to you?" I snapped.
Embry looked hurt. "Don't put this on me Bella, you're the one flirting with the manwhore of La Push!" Embry said angrily.
"Surprised you noticed, you've been with that girl all night!" I pointed out.
A look of understanding crossed his face. "It wasn't what it looked like, Bella," he told me.
"Oh I'm sure," I said in disbelief.
"So what if he was talking to someone else what's the fucking issue?" Jake resurfaced.
"And what does it matter who I flirt with? Last time I checked we were all fucking single," I snapped.
"Guys this is getting a little out of hand," Sam said out of nowhere.
"You're right, I'm gonna head out," I said in defeat.
"Bella, wait, I'll take you home. I haven't been drinking and I know your parents have been," Embry said.
I glanced at Leah who gave me a sly smile because her planned worked. I gave Embry a nod and walked away without another word. He chased after me and tried to grab my waist. I pushed his arm away and shoved him as well. I was still pissed at him but at least I got him away from that bitch.
"Are you not gonna say anything to me all night?" Embry asked quietly.
I looked back at him and shook my head continuing to stomp away. Embry moved silently, picked me up, and threw me over his shoulder. I beat on his back and yelled for him to put me down. He only put me down when we were just outside of the tree line that lead to Leah's house. All of the adults were still sitting around outside talking and drinking. Embry went to tell his dad that he was going to take me home so I went to tell my parents the same.
"Don't do anything I wouldn't do," My mom said drunkenly.
I rolled my eyes at her and said goodbye to everyone else before Embry and I met back up. We got into his car and it was instantly an awkward silence. Words needed to be said but none came to my lips. Luckily, Embry didn't seem to have the same problem.
"I wasn't flirting with that girl. We were talking about the upcoming school year," Embry sighed.
"I wasn't actually flirting with Paul. I just wanted to make you jealous. I'm not sure how it went so far," I admitted.
"And what the hell was Jake thinking calling you out of your name?" Embry asked in disbelief.
"Oh my gosh I know! I wanted to punch him right in the mouth!" I said.
Embry and I both laughed at that. It seemed like the night was turning around. About 15 minutes later, we pulled up to my house and he shut the car off. I looked over at him to find him staring at me. I'm not sure who leaned first but we ended up meeting in the middle and had a steamy kiss. My hands went all over his body while his hands did the same to mine.
"Let's get inside before the neighbors see," I suggested.
Embry nodded and we jumped out of the car like it was on fire. I unlocked my door and we hurried inside slamming it shut. I turned and jumped up on him kissing him wildly. He grabbed my ass and thrusted his hips into mine making me moan into his mouth. I felt us moving but I couldn't bring myself to care. He carried me into my room, sat on my bed and never broke the kiss. I started trying to rip his shirt off of him and he pulled away.
"Bella are you sure you want to do this?" Embry asked as he kissed my neck.
"Yes, it's all I've wanted for a long time," I admitted.
Apparently that was all he needed to hear because he took my shirt off and my bikini top quickly followed. I finally got his shirt off and tried to reach his shorts but I was in the way. I climbed off of him and removed my shorts and bikini bottoms while he wiggled his way out of his shorts and shoes. I noticed he kept his boxers on and gulped hard when I saw the huge tent in them. He scooted backwards on the bed until he got to the middle and watched me looking at him. I hadn't seen his dick yet but I knew it was going to be massive.
I crawled up his legs and stopped at the tent. I looked up into his eyes as I pulled his boxers down to free him. Finally, my attention moved from his face to his dick and I felt my jaw drop. There was no way what so ever that was going to fit inside of me.
"Don't worry, it will fit. I just need to make sure you're super wet for me," Embry said as he flipped us over.
He slid down my body and put his face right between my legs. He started licking my pussy lips and then he sucked on my clit and took my breath away. I moaned and grabbed his head pushing his face impossibly closer to my center. I absolutely lost it when he slid a finger inside of me. He kept going until I was screaming and shaking.
"You're not a virgin right?" Embry asked as he crawled up my body. I shook my head unable to speak. "Good, because this isn't going to be slow," he warned as he slid deep inside of me.
"Ungh, fuck!" I hissed as he stretched me.
He started to push in and out at a steady pace making me wetter each time. He started going harder and I couldn't take it so I lifted a leg to try to put some space between us. That didn't work, he only slid in deeper and I felt it in my stomach. I shouted random words and scratched the fuck out of his back and sides. That only turned him on.
"Let me sit on it," I panted.
I thought that if I got on top, I'd be in control and he wouldn't be able to fuck my guts. Embry rolled us over while still inside of me and I started a good pace. Soon my plan backfired because each time I went down, he thrusted up and it felt like his dick was going to come out of my throat. I screamed and tried to get off of him but he held my hips and kept slamming up into me. I felt myself about to explode so I warned him I was gonna cum. He never even let up his pace and I ended up squirting all over him.
I finally managed to fall off of him but he quickly rolled over on top of me. I buried my face in the pillow and held on for dear life. I knew he was about to fuck me up. I just knew I wouldn't be able to walk or move tomorrow. Embry slid into me roughly and held onto my shoulders to pull me back when he fucked me so hard I slid up the bed. I couldn't stop the noises coming out of my mouth and I didn't want to.
"I'm gonna cum!" Embry shouted. He pulled out and came all over my back and ass.
"Holy fucking shit Embry," I panted after I could breathe again.
"What?" he feigned innocence.
"Where'd you learn to fuck like that?" I asked.
"Do you really want to know?" he answered with a question.
"No actually I don't," I responded after I thought about it.
We laid there for a good half an hour before Embry told me he had to get back to the Rez. I figured that'd be best so we wouldn't be caught by my parents. I asked him to have my parents bring my bag home since I clearly wouldn't be staying at Leah's. He promised me that we'd talk soon but I didn't get my hopes up. He always left for the last month of summer to go spend time with his maternal grandmother in Nevada. We kissed goodbye and I made him let himself out. I couldn't even stand up let alone walk down the stairs. I laid back down with a huge smile on my face feeling like I'd finally won.