A/N: Here we go again! :P Well, I 'promise' that I won't be uploading this this often in the future, I just happened to have to chapters ready already.
And once again, I do not own Death Note.
Time skip; 6 months later
Justice.
Sometimes I wonder if there even is such thing as justice. I mean, isn't it all relative? I've been watching the news for some months now, and there's just news about this mass murderer, Kira. There's been a pretty long pause in his murders recently, but he's made me question my previous principles about almost everything.
No, it's not that I support him or anything. I just don't really think that what he's doing is absolutely evil. I think that it depends on the situation whether killing someone is right or wrong. Isn't it best if we have as little criminals in this world as possible? But then again, isn't the one who kills those people the most ruthless mass murderer of them all?
"Miss Smith, are you listening?" my teacher asked me. "Spacing out again?" I sighed. My thoughts were just getting interesting… "Yeah, I'm sorry. I was just thinking about that justice-thing we discussed some days ago in philosophy", I told him. He raised an eyebrow. "Would you like to share your thoughts with the whole class?" Not really, but never mind. I stood up and got to the blackboard.
"Let's see. Now that everybody's been talking about Kira and nothing else, I would like for you to write down if you support him or not. I don't want to know anyone's opinion in particular, so make this anonymous." My classmates glanced around suspiciously and small shuffles and whispers filled the air. Eventually, all of them wrote something down anyway.
What on Earth was I doing?! I took the papers and took a brief look at them. Most of them were against Kira, but some really supported him. I frowned and tried not to over-analyze their handwritings. It was still unknown to me why I even bothered ask them whether they supported Kira or not. Why did I care?
"I'll put it this way. Right here, in this cloud, is Kira. And his victims are all around the world. Had he not killed them, who knows how many more people would have been killed in process?" I drew a mind map presenting Kira's victims' supposed victims. "However, don't these killings make Kira the greatest mass murderer of them all, even when he did a favor to those who would've been the criminals' victims? How do we measure whether it is right or wrong that he is going?"
The whole class just stared at me. Being the shy and quiet person I am they were obviously taken by surprise that I really went and did something in front of them all. I never really let my opinions show during lectures.
With blush heating my cheeks I returned to my place as the class started discussing Kira again. My presentation had begged some serious questions amongst my classmates, and the conversation was already getting to become an argument. It was my time to start daydreaming again.
In my mind, there were teams Kira and Anti-Kira. I didn't feel like belonging to either of those: I did understand what Kira was trying to do, but his means were unacceptable. I could never kill another person, however criminal he or she might be. And heart attacks? How on Earth does someone cause heart attacks so systematically?
Our never-ending argument, that once was a lecture, finally ended. I took my turquoise backpack and headed to my favorite corridor in our entire school. I sat on the couch and began reading my favorite book, The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight. I was that kind of romantic and cheesy girl, I absolutely loved romantic books and kind of hoped that something like that would happen to me, eventually.
After a good while of reading, one of my classmates, Ryuzaki, came to me with a curious look in his large eyes. "Miss Smith?" he was definitely speaking to me, so I raised an eyebrow, gesturing that I heard him. "Just call me Ally, like everyone else does. No need to be formal", I muttered. "Thank you. So, Ally. What is your personal opinion about Kira? Judging by your arguments at the lesson I'd say you support him, but I want to be sure". What? I thought I made myself clear at the lecture. Was this guy stupid or something?
I shook my head. "I neither support nor oppose him. I just happen to have an interest on his doings, it's nothing personal really. And speaking of that, how come you got interested in talking to me right after I mentioned Kira?" I asked Ryuzaki. He simply shrugged. "Well, I also have an interest in this particular case. To me, Kira is a mass murderer. And it seems he thinks of himself as a God of some sort. As far as I can tell, it's more than that. Probably he wants to change this world to match his views. But that's just a theory of mine".
I raised my eyebrow. "How have you come up with all this?" I asked Ryuzaki. "Let's say I have my ways of getting to know things", he answered mischievously and took a bag of lollipops out of his pocket. He stuffed one orange-flavored candy in his mouth and began licking it happily. His appearance seemed to relax a lot after getting that sugary treat.
Ryuzaki had always been the bully of our class. I had known him from elementary school, from when we were both eight years old. He had his own way of sitting: hunched over (like his figure overall) and knees almost in his mouth. He never ate anything but sweets and he seemed not to get any sleep, ever. He hardly ever even talked to anyone, and if he did, it was via a phone that he held strangely with his thumb and index. A weird guy indeed.
I took a close look at Ryuzaki. He kind of creeped me out, or rather I felt unpleasant that he came so close to me all of a sudden. And besides, I wasn't too good with guys after all. But then again, there was something with Ryuzaki that made me feel safe with him. It was more than trust; he was so confident, although pretty awkward in a way.
"Ally. I have known you for a long time but you have never seemed to do anything as radical as what you did moments ago. When it comes to Kira, you seem to… Ah, never mind". I frowned. Where was he going with that? "Ryuzaki?" "You are not Kira, are you?" he blurted out.
I blinked a good few times. "Excuse me? Of course I'm not Kira! If I was Kira, I'd never bring that subject up during a lecture!" I exclaimed. Ryuzaki gave me a faintest of smile. "Good. Then I'd like to ask you something else. But that means we'll have to skip our lunch and lessons for afternoon. I'll make sure we can get something to eat, though", he promised and grabbed my hand.
Walking behind Ryuzaki I noticed that he had no shoes. It had never occurred to me before even though I had known him for more than ten years now. He always wore those baggy jeans so his feet were barely visible anyway. He didn't seem to really put much effort to his looks. His hair seemed that it hadn't been combed for years. And he always wore jeans and a white shirt that seemed to be at least two sizes too large.
My feet began to feel sore, but Ryuzaki just kept on going at a pretty quick pace. "Ryuzaki, where are we going?" I asked. Not that I got any response.
After roughly half an hour of quick-stepping, we stopped in front of an enormous building that looked like some sort of a police office. "Ally. There's something I would like you to do… With me", Ryuzaki told me. He didn't sound particularly enthusiastic, but come to think about it, he never did. "Umm, this is sudden", I muttered scratching my head nervously. "Look, you just have to come with me and make sure you'll never tell anyone about any of this. Simple as that", he said in his typical bored tone.
I didn't know how to react. I simply nodded and gestured Ryuzaki to continue with his talking. "I've been observing you, Ally, and I believe that I can trust you with this secret of mine", Ryuzaki began.
"I am L."
My eyes widened. Did he just tell me he was the greatest detective on Earth? The successor of N? My classmate? The Creepy Ryuzaki I had known for more than ten years? "Wow, that was… A surprise", I said quietly. I had always known he was special in a way, even a genius. But he was… L?
"I find your opinions very precious in solving this Kira-case. Even if he has stopped killing people about half a year ago, I really don't think he has given up on his killings for good. There's got to be something he is planning. And as for you, I think you would be a great help to us", Ryuzaki explained. He lead me through some corridors and safety systems and soon enough I found myself in a room filled with tv-screens, some odd-looking phones and a dozen computers.
"Wait a second. You want me to help you? I don't really think I can be too great of a help to you", I told Ryuzaki, who just stood there eating a strawberry he had gotten from a trail filled with goods. This was indeed his headquarters, there was no mistaking.
"You proved yourself being capable today at our lecture. You showed me you can handle this", Ryuzaki answered. I looked at him in shock. This was definitely not the thing I had expected to happen when I woke up this morning.. "Umm, care to explain?" I asked him. "I've already noticed that you look at each and every side of everything and you have an amazing sense of empathy. I want to ask you to help us in finding and eliminating Kira". There were no reasons for me to refuse, and I finally agreed to help Ryuzaki with his investigation. Maybe I'd get used to it.
There wasn't even a small smile on Ryuzaki's face. He just nodded, as if he already knew I'd accept his request. "Now I have to ask you to move in here: in that case you will be here right when we need you and we don't have to call each other to keep in touch. Do you think you can come back here in two hours?" he asked. "I'm not sure, but I'll come back as soon as I can."
I was walking down the street, the same road I walked to school every single day. This was definitely going to be one of the strangest of adventures I had ever had in my life. Playing detective with my classmate that just happened to be the greatest detective of them all.
I got to my home and packed up almost all of my clothes. I looked around restlessly – it felt as if I was being followed. For some reason it also felt like I would not come back here for quite some time.
I didn't really know what to think of Ryuzaki's theory that Kira is just resting. I'm sure he had lots of enemies so I had no doubt he could as well be dead. Messing with some serious criminals could easily cost Kira his life if he wasn't careful enough. Then again, there were no clues of Kira's identity anywhere in public.
Walking back to L's headquarters something fell literally from heaven to my way. The notebook was black and had "Death Note" written in its cover. Normally I would've just ignored the book, but now that it literally fell right in front of me I had to pick it up to see what it was…
A/N: Cliffhanger~~
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