Hey, this isn't actually a chapter, I just decided to put the lyrics here so people could get a better understanding of where I'm getting some of my ideas. Putting the lyrics here was actually a suggestion from Na'vi-at-heart. Thanks!

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes,

Started making his way past two in the morning

he hasn't been sober for days.

Leaning now, into the breeze, remembering sunday,

he falls to his knees.

They had breakfast together, but two eggs don't last like

the feeling of what he needs.

Now this place seems familiar to him.

She pulled on his hand with a devillish grin.

She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs,

left him dying to get in.

Forgive me I'm trying to find my calling

I'm calling at night.

I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams,

and it's driving me crazy it seems.

I'm gonna ask her to marry me.

Even though she doesn't believe in love,

he's determined to call her bluff.

Who could deny these butterflies?

They're filling his gut.

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces,

he pleads though, he tries but he's only denied.

Now he's dying to get inside.

Forgive me I'm trying to find, my calling

I'm calling at night.

I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams,

and it's driving me crazy it seems.

I'm gonna ask her to marry me.

The neighbors said she moved away,

funny how it rained all day.

I didn't think much of it then,

but it's starting to all make sense.

Oh I can see now.

That all of these clouds are following me

in my desperate endeavour,

to find my whoever.

Whoever she may be.

I'm not coming back

I've done something so terrible. (forgive me)

I'm terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me. (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just ( You're driving me crazy I'm...)

washing you out of my hair. (washing you out of my hair)

And out of my mind, keeping an eye on the world,

so many thousands of feet off the ground.

I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds

towering over your head.

I guess I'll go home now.

I guess I'll go home now.

I guess I'll go home now.

I guess I'll go home...

Just incase you weren't listening to the song, where the parenthases are at there are two people singing at the same time, and the stansa after that is still both of them singing the same thing. There's the lyrics for you! :D