Thanks to everyone who reviewed to the first chapter, I just discovered I added this chapter to the wrong story which I have another update for so I kinda swapped them :-p
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star,
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell,
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you…
She lay on the street for what felt like hours but was only 7 minutes in reality before an ambulance arrived.
Addison could hear someone was talking to her but she didn't know what he was saying.
She expected pain but didn't feel anything.
She wanted to say something, that she was okay and wasn't in pain but she couldn't say anything, she couldn't move, she couldn't even open her eyes.
Addison felt powerless and started to panic but no one would notice since she couldn't say anything or move.
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song…
She had no idea what was happening was she still on the street? Was she in an ambulance? Was she in a hospital? She had no idea but all she could think of that she needed to see Derek one last time, tell him that she was sorry and that she'll love him whatever happens, whatever he did, what ever she did…
That was the last thing she thought of before she fell in a deep deep sleep not sure if she'll ever wake up from it.
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
Derek stood in the ER, performing brain surgery on an 87 year old man who had a very little chance at survive when a nurse walked into the OR
"Dr.Shepherd I'm sorry but there has been a request for you, you have to follow me immediately''
"I'm sorry but I'm busy right now, I'm sure Dr.Servall can take care of that'' Derek said easily
"It's personal'' she said
"Dr.Carnel take over'' Derek said immediately as he put down the scalpel and left the OR.
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
He followed the nurse into another OR and that's when he saw her…
He took a step back when he realized who it was, it was his red headed wife, his best friend, the love of his life who he left out in the cold this very same night.
And now she was lying on the table, her body motionless and pale.
He walked closer even though he didn't want to, he didn't want to be sure it was Addison.
He now stood in front of her, surgeons and nurses staring at him, waiting to start operate but he didn't care.
Her face was full of blood and her body he once liked to hold so badly was full of injuries and bruises.
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
"What happened?" he softly whispered to no one in particular
"The driver said she ran on the street, he couldn't stop in time" the nurse answered
"Why was she running down the street?" he said softly again, hoping that Addison would wake up to tell him herself
"We don't know yet but apparently she was running hard and she was barefoot"
"Barefoot? She was running over the street in the middle of the night in the rain barefoot?" Derek asked unbelieving, this wasn't something his Addi did, but maybe she wasn't his Addi anymore, yes he was still incredibly mad at her for sleeping with his best friend but how could he hate her when she was like this?
"Yes and she clad in only a Columbia college t-shirt"
The t-shirt…that was his once until Addi 'stole' it to sleep in it but the last year she wore it more often, he'd notice it whenever he came home late again and she was asleep on the couch.
"Dr.Shepherd we need to operate on her, I'm sorry but you have to go"
"Okay I'm going to watch in the gallery then" he said after a couple of seconds
"I'm sorry but that's not allowed"
"Damnit my wife just got hit by a car and lies here unconsciousness on your freakin table, I AM allowed to watch in the gallery!" he screamed to the surgeon
"No you can stay in the waiting room you're not the performing surgeon here and above all you're family it's illegal"
Derek walked towards the door knowing that the surgeon was right, she was still his family even after what he did. He started to question himself if he didn't leave to fast, of course he had all the right to be angry but she was still his wife no matter what.
I swore I knew the melody,
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty…
After 4 hours Derek still sat in the waiting room, his head buried in his hands, wondering how it could get this far…that he only noticed and cared for her when she was half death on a table.
"Dr.Shepherd?"
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star,
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell,
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you.
Well there's at least one more chapter after this, maybe even more...who knows
Thanks for reading and please review! D