A Teen Wolf Fanfic.
Pairing: Derek/Stiles
Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Wolf or its characters.
My Thoughts On You
End of Chapter 1:
Back home laying in bed. The truth is, I was glad Derek wasn't a killer. I was worried. I wouldn't see him again. I smacked my head, because I just realized. That I, Stiles, has a crush on the one and only Derek Hale. And I can find many reasons, I shouldn't like it or Derek.
Him, Derek, being older than I am, and is a dude, and a werewolf. And even if I did like him. Derek definitely didn't like me like that. Hell, he didn't like me in general.
Chapter 2
Scott was telling me of this dream- er- nightmare he was having. Then Scott was saying that Derek can teach him about werewolves and such. "Derek?" I asked hitting Scott in the head. "The same Derek, we got thrown in jail, Derek?"
At lunch today, Danny sat by me. Giving me weird looks. I don't think he likes me. As me and Scott was walking down the hall. "I don't think Danny likes me very much." I said out of the blue. "I asked Allison out on a date. Now we are just hanging out." Scott said not listening to me. "Am I not attracted to gay guys?" I asked. Never got a answer. I wonder, am I attractive?
Later on, Scott came to me with an crazy idea that Derek had. A bit jealous again. Scott got to see Derek again. We are at the school, where the accident happened. With that guy. Scott's going to see what he did in that bus last night.
Scott made me stand for watch out. While he left to get on the bus. I saw someone coming so, I honked my horn and Scott jumped in and we speeded away. Scott thinks Derek is the one who tried to kill that man. I really hope not. I know he's a werewolf and all. And I see him scary with his threats but I don't actually think he would actually do it.
Later the next day. I climb through Scott's window. And got scared half to death by Scott's mom. "Stiles, what are you doing here?" She yelled. "What am I doing? Do you even know how to play baseball?" i yelled back. Scott ran to his bedroom. "What's up Stiles?" Scott had asked me. "The guy died Scott." I said. And Scott ran out of his house to who knows where.
Few days later at school. Scott told me what Derek told him. I started to asking a lot of questions. I guess. "Please no more questions." Scott says. "Okay. No more talking about the Alpha or Derek. Specially Derek. Who still scares me." I said. I was in my jeep ready to leave school. Than Derek came in front of my jeep. I hurried up and stepped on the brakes.
"Oh my God!" I said. You got to be kidding me. I got out to check on him. Because he fell over. "He's not looking so good." I said to Scott. "What are you doing here?" Scott asked Derek. "I was shot." Derek said. He was shot and he came here for Scott. I'm a bit jealous at that. "Why aren't you healing?" Asked Scott. Yeah why isn't he healing. I'm starting to get worried. "I can't...shot with a different kind of bullet." Derek said. Derek is having trouble breathing and talking. "A silver bullet?" I asked curious. "No you idiot." Said Derek.
Oh that made me sad and a bit mad. Scott told me to drive Derek out of here. "I so hate you for this." I said to Scott. And drove off. "...the sooner he gets that bullet I'll be far from you." Said Derek. Like thats what I want. No. Iactually want to hang with this werewolf. But I guess this werewolf doesn't want to even be near me. "Hey, try not to bleed all over my seats. We are almost there." I said.
"Almost where?" Asked Derek. "Your house." I replied. "What? No, you can't take me there." Derek replied back. "I can't take you to your own house?" I said. "Not when I can't protect myself." Replied Derek. I pulled my jeep over and asked Derek. "What happens if Scott doesn't find your magic bullet? Hm? Are you dying?" I'm freaking out at the possibility that Derek can actually die. "Not yet...i have a last resort." Derek said.
"What do you mean? What last resort?" I asked freaking out more. Derek pulls up his sleeve and its disgusting. "What is that? Is that contgious? You know what you should probably get out." I said grossed out. "Start the car. Now." Derek demanded. "Yeah, I don't think you should be barking orders. With the way you look. Okay. In fact, I think if I wanted to I could probably drag your little werewolf ass out and leave you for dead." I said blowing out my anger on this issue.
"Start the care or I'm going to rip your throat out with my teeth." Derek said. We have a stare down. Then I start the car. I really don't want him to die but he doesn't need to treat me like this. I called Scott. "What am i supposed to do with him?" I asked. "Take him somewhere. Anywhere." Scott said sounding nervous. "Oh and by the way he's starting to smell." I said. I could feel Derek looking at me as I talked about him to Scott.
"Like what?" Asked Scott sounding curious. "Like death." I said seriously. "Okay. Take him to the animal clinic." Said Scott. What about your boss?" I asked. "He's gone now. There's a spare key in a box behind the dumpster." Scott said. "Your not going to believe, where he's telling me to take you." I said to Derek as i handed him my phone.
"Did you get it?" "Look if you don't find it. I'm dead." "Then think about this. The alpha calls you out against your will. And he's going to do it again. Next time you either kill with him or get killed. So, if you want to stay alive. You need me. Find the bullet." Derek Said hanging up the phone. I can't believe it. The sound of that conversation Scott and Derek were having. It sounded as Scott was going to let Derek die.
I'm kind of feeling guilty. Talking about Derek to Scott, while Derek was sitting right next to me. I'm not sure if Derek has feelings but if he does I think I hurt them. I wanted to apologize but Derek never apologizes when he says mean stuff to me.
We got to the animal clinic and Scott texted me. "Does Nordic Blue Monkshood mean anything to you?" I asked Derek. "It's a rare form of wolfbane. He has to bring me the bullet." Derek said. "Why?" I asked. "'Cause, I'm going to die without it." Derek said As if it was plain to know knowledge. I just stared at him. He can't die. Oh my God. What can I do? I texted Scott to get here NOW!
"You know it doesn't look like some medicine and some sleep couldn't take care of." I said. We move to the back room. Derek took his shirt off. And man he is so... yum. "When the infection reaches my heart it will kill me." Said Derek. "Positivity, just isn't in your vocabulary is it?" I snapped backI don't want to hear he's going to die anymore.I don't want him to die.
"If he doesn't get here with the bullet in time...last resort." Derek said. While searching for something. "Which is?" I ask. "Your gonna cut off my arm." Derek said holding onto a saw. I just stared at him feeling like I'm going to puke. He can't be serious.
Derek slid the saw over to me. I grabbed it and turned it on and put it back down saying. "Oh my God." "What if you bleed to death?" I asked. "It will heal if it works." Said Derek. While ting that blue rubber band thing around his arm. If this works? Is he serious? "Look. I don't think I can do this." I said. Because i really don't think I can.
"Why not?" Derek asked. "Well, because cutting through flesh, the sawing through bone, and especially the blood." I said being totally serious. "You faint at the sight of blood?" Asked Derek not really believing that. "No, but I might at the sight of a chopped off arm." I snapped back.
"Alright. Fine. How about this? Either you cut off my arm off or I'll cutt off your head." Derek Snapped. "Okay. I'm so not buying your threats anymore." I said. Then Derek grab hold of me and pulled me close. "Oh my God. Okay. Alright. I'll do it. I'll do it." I yelled freaking out. Derek was making a weird face. "What? What are you doing?" I asked concerned. Derek bends over and pukes up alot of blood. "Oh God. What the hell is that?" I said staring at him.
"Its my body trying to heal its self." Derek said matter of factly. "Well its not doing a good job of doing it." I said. Derek looks at me. Then says. "Now. You got to do it now." "Look. Honest. Man I don't think I can." I said. "Just do it!" Yelled Derek. "Oh my God. Okay." I said scared. Grabbing the saw, I putted it on Derek's arm. Then Scott runs in.
"Scott?" I say with mix emotion. "What the hell are you doing?" Scott yelled. "You just prevented a lifetime of nightmares." Is all I said. "Did you get it?" Derek asked. Scott handed Derek the bullet. "What are you going to do with it?" I ask curious. "I'm- I'm-" Derek tried to say before he falls to the floor dropping the bullet.
Scott goes for the bullet and finds it and trys to get it out of the vent. I dropped to the floor. Put my hands on Derek's face. Slapping him a bit. "Derek? Derek come on wake up? Scott what we gonna do?" I said freaking out. "I don't know." Yelled Scott, still trying to get the bullet. "He's not waking up!" I yelled. "I think he's dying. I think he's dead." I yelled freaking the hell out. "Just hold on!" Yelled Scott. I look down at Derek. How badly I want to kiss him. But I can't that's wrong to do.
"I got it! I got it!" Yelled Scott. Fighting off tears, I say in a whiny voice. "Please don't kill me for this." Then I punched Derek in the face. His poor good looking face. "Ow! God!" I yelled in pain as Derek got up. I watch Derek bite the tip of the bullet off then dump the powder and lite it on fire and scooped it up in his hands. And pushing it on his arm. Pushing his finger in the bullet hole. It was ew. Derek look in so much pain. I wanted to go and hug him but stand my ground. And he probably bite my head off for hugging him and for punching him in the face.
"That was awesome! Yes!" I yelled out. Scott gave me weird looks. But who cares, Derek is alive. "Are you okay?" Scott ask Derek. "Except for the agonizing pain." Derek said glaring. "Guessing the ability to use sarcasism is a good sign if health." I said. Then Derek glared at me. The Derek takes Scott somewhere. Feeling left out again. I got to spend alot of time with Derek today. I'm glad and happy he's okay. But I'm just a bit jealous right now.
~~~~~~~TO BE CONTINUED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sorry I had made mistakes in grammar in the first chapter and probably with this chapter too. Well hope you enjoyed it. Please review. Please and Thank You. I can't wait to monday to see new episode. I partly want to see it cause of the action. But I'm hoping there will Derek/Stiles moments. :)
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