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I did write this fanfic story though.
My boyfriend brother, My brothers girlfriend.
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Chapter 2 – The Search For Something More
EPOV
It wasn't like I was going to turn around and leave... I mean, come on, the person I loved for over two years fresh fucking right out of the shower, Goddamned leg up on the sink, towel drying her body, slowly, I might add, and spread open so that I could see everything, and I mean EVERTHING...
Fuck, she shaved...
Can you seriously tell me that you wouldn't have done what I did? I don't think so.
So I just stopped and stared when she didn't notice that I'd walked in on her. I just stopped and stared.
She'd just gotten out of the shower and was still wet. Water fell from her body, I wanted to collect every last drop that slid down her curves and fell from her in a cup and drink it... Her hair still wet, clung to her back and shoulders. My eyes swept from her hair to her delicate but strong shoulders, down her arms, her back, and to the parts of her perfect tits that I could see, I lingered there, and then my eager eyes zoned in on her pussy…
FUCK!
With her leg up on the edge of the sink I had a clear view of her pussy, spread open...
Ha! If you thought I jerked off a lot before... Just wait, I now had a perfect picture of her completely naked, and wet even.
All I'd ever gotten was her in a bikini and she'd always been draped over Emmett.
I was already sporting some serious morning wood from a dream about her of course. And now seeing her like this... Tits swaying as she dried herself off, pussy in clear view? Fuck, my dick was so hard it almost hurt.
I nearly grabbed her and just bent her over that damn sink and fucked her senseless.
I bit back a groan and then realized that she hadn't seen me yet. I took one last look of her perfect body and then rattled the door knob and put on my show of making her think I had just walked in and then turned around straight away, averting my eyes. When really I'd been ogling her for at least a minute.
She seemed to by it and quickly left telling me she'd finish in Emmett's room.
Emmett...
Right the reason I didn't just bent her over that damn sink and fuck her hard and deep. God knew I'd dreamed about it enough, in various positions. Up against the door, in the shower, on the hood of my car, in the kitchen, on the couch, fuck, the bed was good enough even.
Before I could get to deep into hating myself and wanting to kill my brother I quickly locked the bathroom door, and undressed jumping into the shower. I turned on the water quick. I could still smell her, her scent surrounded me, and my dick twitched. The water heated up quickly and I was soon stroking myself picturing her in all kinds of ways.
On her knees in front of me, on her hands and knees... Every fantasy I'd ever had of her flashed through my head, but this time, I didn't have to imagine what she would look like completely naked.
I stuck to the bathroom scene. Bending her over the sink, I ran my hand over her ass and then between her legs, hearing her whimper form my teasing, hearing her ask me to fuck her. I stroked her clit, and made sure to let my nail trail over it. She whimpered every time. She was so wet. Wet for me and only me. I quickly thrust two fingers into her heat, and she whimpered again, louder now.
I pumped my fingers long and hard into her slick folds. Then brought my fingers to my mouth, tasting her. I groaned and grasped my cock, rubbing my head against her entrance.
"Edward, please." She moaned and dropped her head looking down.
"Tell me what you want Bella. I want to hear you say it."
"You, I want you. I want your cock, I want you inside me."
"Who do you belong to Bella?" I fisted her hair and lifted her head up careful not to hurt her, I brought her face up so she could look back at me in the mirror.
"Who, Bella? Who do you belong to?"
"You.. Only you. Always you. You. I belong to you Edward."
"That's right, and don't you forget it." With that I thrust into her fully sheathing myself in her heat.
"Uh." She whimpered. I pulled back and thrust back in, grasping her hips.
She whimpered every time I thrust but I knew it was a pleasurable whimper. I'd never hurt her. I loved her to much.
I tightened my grip on my cock, pumping my hand faster, and placing my left hand on the wall to steady myself.
"Harder." She whimpered
I let go completely. Fucking her deep, hard and fast. Returning her moans and whimpers with my grunts and groans. I bent forward, nipping at her shoulder, marking her as mine…
"Edward. ...I'm so close..."
"Yes... Cum for me Bella. Only me. Cum with me."
I brought my hand around and found her clit, feeling my self sliding in and out of her at the same time. I flicked her clit with my nail then pinched it and bit her shoulder at the same time. She cried out, screaming my name as she clenched around my cock, milking me. My orgasm ripped through my body and I thrust one long and hard thrust, spilling my seed into her.
"Bella..." I moaned cumming in my hand and on the shower wall.
"You belong with me..." I whispered breathlessly.
At least I could now thank Emmett for choosing the room with the bathroom. Cause now I'd seen Bella naked.
I finished in the bathroom, wrapped a towel around my hips and then walked the short distance to my room, but not before being tortured my Bella's giggles coming from Emmett's room.
I dressed and tried not to think while I did. Failing horribly.
If I had just said yes, if I had just said yes, and told him I loved her, told him, I wanted her, told him that I didn't want him to ask her out. Then I wouldn't be listening to him making her giggle, I'd be the one doing that. I'd be the one to hold her hand, kiss her, make her smile, make her laugh, hold her in my arms when we slept, make love with her, tell her I loved her every single day...
If I had just said two years ago when he asked me if he could go for her, if he could ask her out...if I had just told him no, and told him I loved her and that I want her, then I wouldn't have been tortured every day of the last two years. I should of told him to not ask her out, told him Iloved her, but I didn't.
Instead, I told him to ask her out, told him I didn't want her, told him I didn't love her, and gave him my blessing, all because I was so shit scared to just ask her out.
So for the last two years I watched then fall in love, kiss, hold hands, dance, swim together, hug, and hold each other, smile because of each other and it killed me a little more every day.
And when she started sleeping over. I nearly lost it. I nearly broke down and begged her not to have sex with him, begged her to love me, to dump him and be with me.
Jasper talked me down and said it was gonna be okay. It wasn't okay. It hurt every day all day knowing that they were really serious, that they'd never brake up, and that I'd never be with her.
I heard more giggling coming from Emmett's room and threw the book I had in my hand clear across my room. It hit the wall and fell to the floor.
"Morning. You ready to go down? Mom said breakfasts ready ey." I didn't look up at him when I heard him at my door.
"Oh, yeah. I'll be down now." I dead panned.
"You okay man?" I looked at him then.
No Emmett, I'm not okay. Every time I see you touch her, even if it's just her hand, I wanna kill you. I love her, and I hope your arm pits get infested with fleas and your nuts shrivel up and fall off.
"I'm fine Emmett. Just... - I'm fine."
"If you say so. See you down stairs." I nodded back at him and he disappeared down the hall.
Tying my shoes and not checking what I actually put on I picked up my book, put it in my back pack, and made my way down stairs.
I mumbled a good 'Morning' to my parents and received a 'Morning' from Carlisle and a 'Good Morning' from Esme and a plate of toast and coffee.
Emmett was already digging in and I'd just sat down when Bella walked into the kitchen. She looked like an angel. I very hot, sexy angel. I lost the grip on my coffee up and heard it shatter but couldn't look away from Bella I just stared at her, I heard Emmett swear and my mother tell Bella she was beautiful.
Ha! Beautiful? She'd always been beautiful.
Now she looked like an angel. Perfect in every way. Hair in loose curls and still damp, tank top blousey thingy, whatever the hell it was framing her curves and jeans that made my jeans a whole lot tighter in the crotch area.
She sat down next to Emmett, and I watched as Emmett's hand slid under the table. I saw Bella shift in her chair, and knew exactly where Emmett's hand was.
I frowned and squinted at the sudden pain coursing through my body. I clenched my jaw shut to try and help me keep back the agonizing scream I wanted to let out.
I quickly cleaned up the mess I'd made. Getting lost in my thoughts about Bella again. When I sat at the table again I saw Emmett's hand on the table again and sighed in relief.
"Edward, you wanna lift man?" I looked up at Emmett surprised to hear my name, I was always spacing out now... I saw Emmett shake his had in a 'NO' slightly at me.
He was obviously just asking because he asked me that every morning. He had no real intention of giving me a lift to school today.
"Nah, I'm good. I'll take my car." He smiled at me, and then turned heading in the direction of the garage.
"Bella I'll met you outside!" I heard him call.
I rose from the chair, not bothering to say good bye to my parents and headed to the garage.
"Dude, you need to leave like right now..." Emmett said as soon I was in the garage.
"What, why?"
"Did you not see Bella? As soon as I get to the end of the drive way I'm gonna attack Bella, and give her sweet sweet pleasure that's why!" He grinned at me and I resisted the urge to punch him.
"Okay." I said, then got in my car quickly, opened the garage door, and was out the garage and down the drive way on to the road in no time. I had no intention of being any where near the house.
I let the agony have me on the way to school. Thinking about her. Trying to figure out how I could tell her... Nothing came to mind.
I pulled myself together in the parking lot.
I decided then and there that I was going to find a girl this year. And get over Isabella Marie Swan, once and for all.
I spent most of the morning in a daze. Just going through my classes and doing my work without thinking. When I got to my free period. I quickly searched the halls for a girl that had the same free period as me. If I was going to be dating someone, they needed to have a free period the same as me...for extra…uh…classes
I spotted Jessica at her locker. She was friends with most of the cheerleaders. Nice but to fake. To needy, to girly for me.
I carried on walking, not really seeing anyone. When I reached my locker I quickly put the books I wasn't going to need the rest of the day in it. I noticed a few lockers down a girl putting her books away to.
Kate.
She had dated a lot of guys. But wasn't considered a slut or whore. At least not to me. There were rumors but I didn't take notice of them. I was pretty sure they were all just that, rumors.
I slammed my locker shut and made my way over to her. She wore low rise jeans and a button down shirt which clung to her body in all the right places. It was casual but still sexy. She wore heels, and they looked like sex on her. Her hair was long and hung to the middle of her back, in dark golden waves.
"Hey Kate." I said smiling and leaning against the locker next to hers. My greeting startled her and she turned her face to me, still righting the things in her locker at the same time though.
"Uhm, hi, Edward." She seemed confused and a bit uneasy. Probably cause I'd never really talked to her before.
"You got free period?" I asked using all my charm, trying to be sweet and smiling.
"Uh, yeah. You?"
"Yeah. My free period to. What you gonna do in yours?"
"Well I was going to go down to the library and finish my homework so I didn't have to after school." She said, taking some books out her locker and putting them into her bag. "You wanna come with?"
I smiled at her and nodded. "Yeah, sure. Let me just get my stuff." I quickly turned and walked back to my locker. When I had my stuff and turned to walk back to her she was right behind me, and I bumped into her.
"Sorry" I said quickly, gripping her waist to steady her.
"It's okay." I stared down at her, into her eyes. They were an amazing color, not like Be-.
I stopped the thought quickly and looked into Kate's eyes. They were blue almost but had a tint of grey in them. And they sparkled.
"Uhm, Edward?"
"Yeah." I breathed.
"You can let go now..." She smiled at me and I noticed that I hadn't let go of her.
"Sorry. Got lost in your eyes. And I'm not just saying that. I like the color of your eyes." I smiled at her, letting my hands slid away from her body.
"Well, thanks." She turned and started walking. I followed, quickly getting inline next to her. I made sure to be close. Arms almost touching. I knew it drove girls mad. Being so close but not touching yet.
We didn't talk on the way to the library and when I opened the door for her she smiled and said thank you.
We found a table and I sat next to her. Minutes had pasted and there were books and papers of ours all over the table. I had been watching her work and she really was cute. Every time she'd get to a hard problem or something, her tongue would peek out the side of her lips and she'd frown slightly. Then smile when she figured it out.
I sighed and put down my pen when I finished with my math.
"Kate?"
She didn't look up from her paper. "Mmm?" So cute.
"Are you seeing anyone at the moment?"
"Nah. Broke up with the last idiot a couple weeks ago. He was a dumbass." I laughed quietly and nodded.
"Do you wanna go out some time?" I asked, turning my body in my chair to face her.
She turned to me with a shocked expression. "Excuse me?"
"Do you wanna go out with me? On a date?" I asked worried now that she'd turn me down.
"Uhm. Edward. Whats going on? I mean, you hardly say hello to me and now your asking me out on a date..? Look, if you had some kind of a bet with your buds. Just tell them you screwed me, and if they ask me I'll just say yes, and that you were a good lay, okay? I know what people say, of course it isn't true but it happens."
"Wait, what? No... Kate. I'd never do something like that. I swear. I'm not like that. I'd never screw you." She looked hurt and shocked and I realized that she took my words the wrong way. "No! I mean.. listen, Kate, the thought of having sex with you is more than appealing, trust me but I'd never just fuck you over like that Kate. You're not some random lay. I really like you. And I know we don't exactly talk and know each other. But I want to know you. So, I'll ask again... - You do you wanna go out with me?"
"Your a really nice guy, you know that? And yes, I'll go out with you." She smiled at me and pecked me on the cheek, just as the bell wrung for lunch. We gathered up our stuff and made our way to the lunch room, not bothering to put our stuff away in our lockers.
"Sit with me?" I asked her, walking in to the already full room.
"Yeah sure."
We made our way through the line, got pizza and then found a clear table off to the side. I spotted Emmett and Bella, and waved; they waved back and went back to whatever they were talking about. I saw Alice and she came over to us hugging me and Kate quickly. I didn't know what it was but it seemed everyone hugged and kissed each other hello and good bye now days in school.
"Hey guys. Whats up?" She asked, plopping down in my lap.
"Alice, Jasper is going to kill me. Get off my lap." I also didn't want to make Kate think I was into Alice that way. We were always like this with each other, but I wanted to tone it down now that I had plans for Kate and I.
"No. Let her sit in your lap. Its good. Makes Jasper jealous and possessive." Kate said grinning wickedly at us from across the table.
"I like how you think Kate." Alice giggled and then turned side ways in my lap. Throwing her arms over my shoulders and then playing with the hair at the back of my neck. I laughed and shook my head at them but put my left hand on her knee and right one in the middle of her back
"I don't know what his problem is though. He said we should keep our relationship open, but then gets all moody when I hang out with guys." Alice said resting her head on my shoulder.
I looked over Kate's should and saw Jasper sitting with the baseball team across the room, glaring at me.
I laughed and said, "Don't look now Alice, but Jasper is glaring at me." I looked back at Kate and she smiled.
"Oooh. Edward, bury your head in her neck, that will kill him." Kate seemed to be okay with it. I frowned slightly and keeping Alice's head on my shoulder, moved my head around and rested my nose on her neck. I tried to make it look like I was breathing in deep and moved my head around abit to make it look like I was nibbling at her and bringing my left hand up higher to rest on her thigh, then slipping it in between her legs, but far away from her pussy. Alice tightened her hold on my neck and my other hand went into her hair, playing with the ends.
"Guys he's coming over." Kate informed us. Alice giggled against my neck.
I turned my head to the left slightly, making sure Jasper could see my lips kissing her.
"Alice moan loudly now." I breathed and slid my hand that was between her thighs higher. She moaned and I was sure Jasper heard it from the look on his face even though he was a couple of meters away. I also knew that we were probably being watched by the whole school now.
"Edward…" Alice moaned again. And I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing. Kate was giggling silently, with her hand over her mouth but Jasper was glaring at me. I closed my eyes and licked Alice's neck.
I decided to really drive Jasper mad and moved my hand up to Alice's pussy but didn't touch her under the mini skirt she was wearing. Alice caught on and moved her hips forward making it look like I was fingering her.
She whimpered and moaned into my neck then gasped my name, and loudly. I nearly lost it and burst out laughing, then Alice was suddenly gone. Jasper glared at me holding on to Alice's elbow, she was just grinning.
"I'll deal with you later." He growled and then swung Alice over his shoulder and carried her out the lunch room, Alice laughed loudly and waved at us.
I was pretty sure Jasper had finally come to terms with the fact that he and Alice her so not casual. And I knew for sure that we had the full attention of the lunch room, but I didn't care.
I heard Kate laughing and had to laugh with her. She had such a sexy laugh. It was husky and it turned me on.
"Oh my God, that was classic..." She said in between giggles.
I laughed with her, then suddenly felt I needed to explain myself. "Kate, that wasn't real, I didn't touch Alice. We're not like that, I swear. It's just she's been having trouble with Jasper and-"
"Edward, shut up, it's okay. I know. Alice is my friend, she tells me this stuff." Kate said getting up and walking around the table. Then sitting down in my lap, much like the way Alice did.
I smiled at her then asked, "What you figured the jealously show worked on Jasper for Alice, and now you're trying to make someone else jealous? I feel so used." I said in mock horror.
"Oh please... Of course I'm using you. I need my asshole of an ex back... What better way to do that then sit in your lap?" She said seriously.
I growled at her and she giggled. "You know if you tell me who these guys are I can sort them out for you ey?"
"Edward, its fine, I'm so over them."
"Good. Cause I wanna be able to do this and know it's for real."
"Do what?"
"This..." I breathed before cupping her face with my left hand and kissing her softly while my right played with her hair that hung in the middle of her back.
I didn't force any tongue and she didn't either. Kissing Kate was different. Cause she didn't smell fake or have fake body parts like a few girls in the school. Her lips were soft and her breasts were real from what I could tell.
She deepened the kiss and tightened her arms around my neck. That was when I knew for sure that her breasts were real. When she pressed then into my chest.
I pulled back and smiled up at her. I didn't want her thinking I just wanted to get laid. We hadn't even gone on a date and she was already on my lap and kissing me.
"So I'll pick you up at four thirty?"
"Tonight? It's a school night..."
"I promise to have you home early..." I said kissing her lips softly again.
"Yeah. Okay. Four thirty's great. Where are we going?"
"Mmm... Movie in PA? Get something to eat after?" I asked raising my eye brows.
"Sounds great."
"Kate, you don't have to tell me...but uhm, there's these rumors going around about, well you and some guys... I've never really believed them, but I'd feel a whole lot better if you'd tell me if they're true or not..."
She sighed and smiled weakly at me. "Which ones?"
"Sex in the library, and on some of the teachers desks with old boyfriends..?"
"Edward, I promise you, that I have never had sex in school. In fact I've only been with three of the boyfriends I've had. And they were not good in bed. The rest are lying if they say they got past first base."
"Okay, I believe you."
"And what about you? Huh? Everyone says that you've been with nearly every good looking girl in school, even some of the teachers..." She smirked at me and I was shocked to find out about this rumor.
"You serious? Wow... Uhm, no. I've only been with two girls. And they weren't all that good in bed." I said, using some of her words.
She smiled and kissed me again, the bell rang and interrupted us.
"Gotta get to class." I sighed.
"Alright."
Before she could get up off of me I scooped her up into my arms bridle style and she giggled.
"Grab the bags." She grabbed our bags following my orders and then I made my way through the crowds of students. We got weird looks from some people but I ignored them and went into the hall.
"Where to, my lady?"
"To my locker, good sir." We laughed and I held her tight, making my way to our lockers.
When I reached her locker I put her down gently and smiled at her when she shook her head at me.
"Do I get a tip for my servises?" I said smirking at her.
"Oh, yes. Any man that carries me through school gets a tip."
"Ah huh." I breathed before kissing her. She threw her arms around my neck and tilted her head up at me, deepening the kiss. I slid my hands from her face to her hips and backed her up against her locker.
"Mmm." She moaned into my mouth. I soon felt her leg hitch up and I gripped her knee while asking her mouth for entrance with my tongue. She let me in quickly and I moved my hips against her.
I suddenly pulled away and backed up away from her. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean- Sorry, I shouldn't have- Kate, I didn't mean to do that. I just-"
"Edward, will you shut up? Please? You didn't do anything I didn't enjoy." She said walking over to me and wrapping her arms around my waist, I cupped her face and looked into her eyes.
"Your so easy to get along with. So easy to be around. I really like you Kate."
"I'd never have guessed" She said, sarcasm in her voice while her eyes looked down and then up at me smirking.
I laughed when I realized she was referring to the bulge in my pants. "Yeah, well, that was some tip."
She laughed and pulled away from me. "I'll see you later then"
"Four thirty. Bye." I winked at her and smiled my crooked smile.
She nodded smiling at me and we separated going to our classes.
I had a feeling that me and Kate could be good together. That we could work. I really liked her. She was funny, and sarcastic like me. Didn't care what people thought and was real. Didn't deal shit and she didn't take it either.
I couldn't wait till later.
AN:
Okay so. Hope you liked it. Please review.
The date will be up next and then there will be a jump of a fews days later.
Things are going to get pretty complicated soon.
ANSWERS TO REVIEW QUESTIONS:
Edward is the same age as Emmett, if not a couple of minutes older. (They're twins. - But not identical)
I have three ideas for how this story will end. All of which bring good drama between Em, Bella, and Ed. Theres some heartbreack, mostly for poor Edward.
Rose will be in the story, but at later stage.
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