APH: Promises From The Past
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Hetalia Okay only my OC? They belong to Hidekaz Himaruya!
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CHAPTER 2: My Feelings For You
Will Never Be The Same
"Bury all the memories
Cover them with dirt
Where's the love we once had
Our destiny's unsure
Why can't you see what we had
Let the fire burn the ice
Where's the love we once had
Is it all a lie?"
Within Temptation – Fire and Ice
"(F/N) you can go to your class room, Berwald let's go." I said icily
Berwald nodded and followed me, you went to your classroom and half way to the door you entered with Tino, however Berwald and I are heading to our classroom.
"Angelo…wait!" Arthur called out.
Berwald looked down on me, but I continued on heading to our classroom. I continued to ignore the call.
"You are not going to answer him?" Berwald asked curious of my action.
"No…I just want him to go away." I answered back bitterly. "Just…make him go away."
Berwald had been a friend of ours since the day he and Tino came to settle in Hetalia City, they are Nobles of Course, They are our neighbouring Nobles, Berwald must have noticed the pain in my tone since he turned and talked to Arthur as I continue to head on my First Subject. Berwald often do that whenever someone tries to bother us.
~TIME SKIP WITH TINKER BELL~
By the end of the uneventful day, except for avoiding Arthur…school was fine, Elizabeta went home to prepare dinner, while Roderich was playing piano to relax himself, You, Feli and Lovi are doing your Homework. I put my bag on the couch and went for the fridge to get some drinks. She must have noticed my odd look and stated.
"Did you encounter Arthur again?" Elizabeta asked.
I grunted…she sighed and sat beside me.
"Dear, I know you had a hard time with him…" She began.
I grit my teeth, you happened to be just by the stairs and saw my expression.
"Hard time? Hard Time? Of course I had a hard time! That is after he left me…!" I cried…I remember it too well.
You knew right away this would happen, you always know it would if the Topic is about Arthur, Roderich, Feli and Lovi was behind you soon after they heard a gist of my cry.
"I tried to get over him but I never really got over Arthur leaving me in my personal jail cell. In fact I'd weep almost every single day on that time when I was alone, hoping and praying that my beloved would come back. I searched for long years straight (A/N: Yeah we lived that long deal with it), with no luck, finally concluding that the pirate must have been killed, along with Alfred and the others. The thought haunted me for many years to come, but eventually I'd forced myself to move on. So here I am! And I had the very right to avoid him! He's Dead…Dead in my life…" I sobbed it really hurts so bad.
Elizabeta hugged me tight and whispered some soothing words…what I had said was all true…and I will never take it back.
~TIME SKIP WITH LUNA THE PONY~
I was sitting at my balcony watching the stars in the night sky, the night was beautiful yet lonely…I hummed a song, the song that Grandpa Roma sung when I couldn't sleep.
Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li lai-lay
And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow
Bless you with love for the road that you go
May you sail far to the far fields of fortune
With diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet
And may you need never to banish misfortune
May you find kindness in all that you meet
[Chorus:]
May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
May you bring love and may you bring happiness
Be loved in return to the end of your days
Now fall off to sleep, I'm not meaning to keep you
I'll just sit for a while and sing loo-li, lai-lay
[Chorus]
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay...
The soft wind blow, gently caressing my now sleeping figure, you soon entered my room and didn't see me in my bed, you ventured further and found me into my balcony fast asleep, you sighed and picked me up, you had no problems on picking me up, you noticed a shadow down running across the Garden, but choose to ignore it and deposited me on my bed.
"Goodnight, Angelo." You whispered and left the room.
Turning to walk out of my room, Antonio stood there leaning against the doorway, he came along to help you with yours, Feli and Lovi's Homework. A small smile on his face as he allowed you to pass through my doorway to close my door, cutting off the dimly lit room from the blinding light of the hallway... "Ah, you really love your friend don't you (F/N)?" nodding your head yes you replied. "Yeah...after his parents passed away in the accident I've tried my hardest to watch out for Angelo and his brothers as he did to me. Though...I think I'm failing as a friend..."
Antonio looked at you, confusion on his face as he asked. "What makes you think that (F/N)?" rolling your eyes you replied. "I'm not able to be there for the things he's able to do at school, I couldn't even make it for Open House to meet you again and talk to you about how Angelo's doing. And...when he want me to play a game with him I'm usually wiped out from school work to play with him...or to pay attention to him. Yes...were not related but best friends who look out for each other...but it feels as if were just two strangers living in the same house..."
Leaning against the wall, hand covering your eyes Antonio stood there, running a hand through his hair he placed his arms on either side of the wall, trapping you in the cage created by his arms. "(F/N)...Angelo only talks about you, he draws pictures of you receiving your major. That guy is only ever thinking about how he can help you. After all...he says that he doesn't remember yours or his parents that well, he only knows you. He only has you he's told me that if anyone were to try and take you away from him, may it be the Devil or God himself he said he wouldn't let you go."
Leaning closer towards your face, Antonio whispered. "And I told him...that I would fight alongside him to keep you here." moving your hands away from your face, your face mere inches away from Antonio's as you stuttered. "M-Mr. Antonio! You shouldn't say you'll join my brother in a fight with the Devil or God! What kind of message was sent to him?! Waaah! I've messed up Angelo!" Antonio reached for your chin, cupping it in his hand as he said. "(F/N)..."
"W-what?"
"I don't want you to call me 'Mr. Carriedo' or 'Mr. Antonio'..." staring into Antonio's emerald green eyes as he leaned in closer to you, placing his lips against yours he pulled away. A smile on his face as he pulled you into a hug as he said. "I want you to just call me Antonio~" blushing you looked up at Antonio and mumbled. "S-stupid! Why did you just kiss me?! Why would I call you Antonio?!"
"Because you like me." slightly taken aback by his words you mumbled. "What? H-how do you know that?" scratching the bridge of his nose, you sighed, running a hand through your hair as you mumbled. "Angelo right?" nodding his head yes, Antonio pulled you into another hug, placing a kiss on your forehead he chuckled as you squeak.
Once you two are back in your room, Antonio sat at the couch as you sat on your beanbag and holding a teddy.
"He still ignores Arthur is he?" Antonio asked.
"Yeah…poor guy, though he had the right to do so…he left Angelo all alone." You sighed sadly.
"What else do you know?" Antonio asked sitting beside you.
"Well… Angelo tried to get over him but he never really got over Arthur leaving him in his personal jail cell. In fact he'd weep almost every single day on that time when he was alone, hoping and praying that his beloved would come back. He searched for long years straight, with no luck, finally concluding that the pirate must have been killed, along with Alfred and the others. The thought haunted him for many years to come, but eventually he'd forced himself to move on…no matter how he hides it, for me his pain is really clear…no matter how hard it was for me it's really too hard for him, seeing those fake smiles and false happiness…it's killing me…what I wanted to see is that same smile I saw when I first met him…I just want Angelo back to the way he was." You sobbed.
Antonio put a hand on your shoulder as he tries to comfort you.
"Love always finds its way, like you and I. you hated me at first when we met again, but now…look at us. I know Angelo could find it in his heart to forgive Arthur one day." Antonio whispered to your ear.
"I hope you're right, Antonio. I hope you're right." You murmured and leaned to your Soon-To-Be-Boyfriend…
The Next Day
I closed my locker after I got my Calculus Textbook…
"Hola! Angelo…you ready for the Calculus Test?" Antonio asked cheerfully.
"Si…I am…are you?" I asked.
"Eh…not really, I haven't study last night…" Antonio grinned.
I gave him a look that clearly said 'You and (F/N) did something behind my back last night did you?' kind of look.
"Ah! No…No! It's not what you're thinking." Antonio babbled.
Then there's Arthur at the stairs waiting, Antonio swore the temperature went cold.
"Ange, could we talk?" Arthur called out.
"Save it…I'm not interested." I answered coldly and enough for everyone to hear.
"Look…just for a minute?" Arthur asked.
"No…" I answered icily.
Everyone in the Hallway stopped and watched. Arthur sighed and combed his blond locks with his hand.
"Ange, I know you're mad at me for leaving you…but please…can we just talk it over?" He asked.
"I still had a class Mister Kirkland and I don't want to be late, whatever you wanted to talk about, I refused to hear it, Goodbye." I said coldly and left, meeting with Berwald at the top stairs
During the Test Angelo managed to answer all questions with little effort (A/N: My Brain was nearly fried when I had my Calculus.) all I did was wait for the bell ring for the next class and since it's English and the Teacher isn't around I had free time.
BRIIIIIIINNNGG!
That was the bell, I gathered up my things and passed my paper…I went to my locker take my Physics Textbook since I had only an hour of free time and check out some clubs…Well there's some interesting Clubs:
Sports Club = Basketball, Football, Soccer, Tennis, Tracking Field
Science Club
Math Club
Art Club
HomeEcon Club
Music Club
Book Lover's Club and…
…Yaoi Fan Club?
I looked at the last club name and gave a 'WTF!' Look at it…
'Why would they put a Yaoi Fan Club? They must be crazy…and what the Hell is a Yaoi?' I thought incredulously… (A/N: Yeah! that was my reaction when I first heard of a Yaoi! XD…)
I shrugged it off and headed to the Sport's Club and had an Application Form for Soccer Club with it…
"You're going to join the Soccer Club?" Berwald Asked.
"Yeah…what club did you join?" I asked rather curiously.
"Book Lover's Club…" Berwald answered.
"Figures…" I muttered…I had these odd feelings that Berwald and I had been watched. "Ber, do you had a feeling that we've been watched?"
He nodded…I don't know who it was, it's after were not too good…Tino's Boyfriend and I were just passing by the Garden I swore I saw a flash somewhere in the corner and a shadow running.
"I swear if these people won't stop stalking I'll cut their balls off!" I growled angrily.
Well that did the trick…nobody stalked for a little while until the end of the physics Class.
~TIME SKIP WITH FLYING CHOCOLATE BUNNY~
After the Class for the day I went to my Locker with Berwald to get all my books for the Next Quiz for tomorrow, I don't know why but the other students in the hallways was giggling and snickering in our way, I looked at Berwald in confusion which he answered with a shrug, that is until Tino ran in our way and grabbed my hand.
"Tino! What the hell!?" I cried in surprise.
"You gotta see this!" He stated as he drags me down to the Lobby.
Once there he dragged me towards the Bulletin Board and pointed at the pictures, other students gathered in the board, some girls giggled and some boys snickered. My eyes widened as there in the board, not only the Pictures of Antonio and (F/N) studying in the Library, but there's Ludwig and Feli eating together in the Canteen, there's Gilbert and Lovi sitting under the tree, finally there's Berwald and My Picture we were walking in the Garden side by side and there are comments too.
Antonio x (F/N) = Wonder if they are really studying together, looks like Antonio is trying to make (F/N) blush.
Ludwig x Feliciano = Aren't they the cutest couple? Looks like Ludwig is really shy under that stoic exterior of his.
Gilbert x Lovino = When will they kiss under the tree?
Berwald x Angelo = The Ice Prince is walking with the Scary Prince, wonder when did they start going out with each other? Is Berwald dumping poor Tino already?
I felt embarrassment and anger building up, who the hell would post this crap?! Could it be that Club? (Yaoi Fan Club)…
"Who post this Pictures Tino?" I asked calmly but my aura said otherwise.
Tino never wanted to lie, so he should tell the truth or else he'll be facing a Noble Wizard's Wrath.
"T-The Yaoi Fan Club…"
"So they're the culprit, they should think otherwise of taking photos of me and my Family…" I said darkly and set the Board on Fire causing everyone to run away. "By the End of this week, I'll have this Club Banned."
And I walk away giving the others the most deadly glare I could muster. I swear I could hear cries and pleas to not Ban the Yaoi Fan Club. I turned to that certain group and to my Surprise Kiku was one of them.
"You should have think otherwise of taking those Pictures…do not cross my temper or you'll pay the price, My Decision stands, Yaoi Fan Club will be banned." I said coldly and stormed out.
Once I got home I flopped on the couch and fished out my phone and starts dialing and put the phone on my ear.
"Head Master…I advise you ban a Certain Club for me within the end of this week, don't fail me." I said icily over the phone and dropped it on the table and start my Homework.
Later Elizabeta came with a tray of snack.
"I heard the whole ordeal, dear…must you ban that club? You know there are some students like…you know…" She asked.
"It's their fault for crossing my Privacy or rather other's private moment, I for one liked my Privacy very much that I want to marry it." I said as I take a bite of the cookie while scrawling some Formula on the Problem in the paper.
You came in chuckling while Holding your English Homework and your Friend Lady Lili is with you, she's Lord Vash Zwingli's little sister.
"You'll Marry your Privacy? That's new…" You chuckled as you sat across me and Lili sat beside you.
I grunt in answer…
"Come on, we all know it's a Big Misunderstanding. We know you and Berwald were just friends and you don't want to ruin Tino's and Berwald's Relationship." You chuckled.
Antonio, Ludwig, Gilbert, Francis, Feli and Lovi came in, Feli like he usually does dived in my direction and gave me a bone crushing hug and he'll never let go anytime soon.
"Hello to you too Feli…" I wheezed as I dropped my pencil.
Lovion just nodded and I nod in return. The Bad Touch Trio and Ludwig sat down on the floor and did their homework too.
"Kesesese~! Ve heard vhat you did…" Gilbert laughed.
"Ohonhonhon~! Why did you burn zhe board? Did it do something wrong with you mon ami?" Francis asked.
"And you banned the Yaoi Fan Club?" Antonio asked.
"It's their fault for putting their nose to someone else's privacy…" I grunted as I close my Homework Book and sat straight.
"Are you getting jealous because the Yaoi Fan Club is going to take your Dearly Beloved Privacy away from you before you marry it?" You teased.
I glare at you and you laughed your pants off…Lovino choked on the cookie he was eating, Feli was confused.
"You're going to Marry your Privacy?" Ludwig pointed which sent Antonio, Francis and Gilbert into a laughing mess.
I glared at you…
"You'll be sleeping with your eyes open tonight…" I threatened and went to my room.
As I placed my book on the table and lay down on my bed and have a little nap. Dinner will be in three hours, it won't hurt if I'll have a little nap…
To Be Continued
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