It had been a while since there had been a true "Wealsley Talk"

Months if not years

That was to be expected

There had been no real emergencies since I was locked in the Chamber

And that had only warranted an owl to all of the family members

Not even all of them

Just my brothers

My brothers who were out of school that is

Fred, George and Percy had no idea

No idea until after school let out and they wanted to know why I was in therapy

There was no real concern involved

But now it was different

Everyone was afraid

Terrified in fact

Everyone that is except me

I was perfectly calm

Tom had told me he'd never leave me for good

He always kept his word

"I know everyone is very nervous right now.

This situation has got us all on pins and needles"

Father always trying to be strong for the family

Too bad he couldn't make enough money to keep his children decently clothed

"Your Father and I have decided to take the path that we both think is best for the family"

Too bad Mother hardly ever had an un-selfish thought in her head

Her addiction to shopping had often caused

weeks upon weeks of ever-thinning cabbage soup

The only reason they were siding with Dumbledore was to keep their "family" alive

And by family I mean meal ticket

We're so low income that they receive a check each month for each child

It's supposed to be enough to keep us fed and clothed

But it ends up being enough for broken light bulbs and another new purse

"We're going to be moving in with The Order"

That was expected

Every Death Eater on earth must know where we live

The muggle-loving Wealseys would make prime targets

The Order though…

I suppose that's what the ass-kissing wanna-be heroes are calling themselves these days

How very…

Well let's be honest now,

That sounds so grand.

Like there going to save the world and still remain humble

Charming

But as my mind was wondering I seem to have missed half of the conversation

"So how do you feel about that Ginny Darling?"

As I looked up in to the seemingly anxious eyes of my parents I realized something

They weren't really concerned about my feelings about moving in with "The Order"

Moving in with the mudbloods and muggle lovers

I shiver in disgust

But I digress

They were just concerned that I would throw a tantrum of some sort

That I would pout

and cry

and beg not to go

Like I was a child

"Well if you think that it's the best for all of us…"

I can't believe that came out of my mouth.

Disgusting isn't it?

What a sugary-sweet-goody-two-shoes-perfect-child answer

I know that once we get to the headquarters it will be awful

It will be cramped

and dirty

and full of people

People

How awful

I'll probably end up catching some degenerative muggle disease

I can only hope that everyone else catches it

And they die before I do

So that I will be able to watch them be as disgusting

and filthy

and in as much pain as they deserve to be

Everyone has left the room

I was daydreaming about them dying again and I missed the rest of the

"we're-doing-this-for-your-own-good" talk

What a Shame

I could do with a good laugh