I moved my hands so slowly he didn't even know what I was doing as I got halfway down his shirt buttons. He still caught me.

"Raven," He scolded sternly, clasping both my hands in one of his.

"Yes?" I questioned, trying to be seductive.

His eyes questioned my sanity while sitting up instantly, making me straddle him. He didn't notice.

"What…" His words came to a halt as I kissed slowly along his jaw line up to his cheek. Alexander's face was cold as his hands but as I made my way, I could feel the skin under me warming quickly.

I was blushing as well as I gently kissed him on the mouth, tugging on his lower lip.

He couldn't help but moan.

There was no rational voice in my head. The one that should be saying, 'Get away! You're making out with a hungry vampire!' was gone. All that was in my mind was my victory of winning. I knew where this was going. Trevors surprise on my sixteenth party, turned out to be the best revenge I every had; not the best intimate moment. That could be with Alexander. Right now. We were all alone with no parents or creepy butlers to hear us.

I shiver of pleasure raced down me spine.

I finished those last buttons, before he could possibly stop me.

Alexander was beautiful. He didn't have a big muscle build like Trevor, but his body way well toned and slender. His chest was paler than any other part of his body, smooth as marble. No matter what, he was perfect.

I trailed my hand down his stomach trying hard to memorize every groove and curve. Alexander shuttered were my warm skin traced his.

I pushed him down, while I stayed upright. I got my shirt almost off, but was still stuck on my head, when he grabbed my arms restraining me from going any further.

"No," Alexander voice was hard. I couldn't see his reaction. I started to feel awkward because half of my body was exposed and he was probably staring right at it.

"Uh, Alexander…" I started trying to break free.

"Raven, no-"

I exhaled sharply. "I can't see!"

"Oh," he said embarrassed, and let go.

I pulled my shirt down again, looking him straight in the eye. His face was even redder than before.

"Why not?" I demanded, my anger flaring rapidly. "I love you. I want you. Isn't that enough?"

He shook his head and closed his eyes. "Raven for the last time, this isn't safe. I love you too, but we are not going to do this."

Tears flooded my eyes making my breathing hitch.

"Raven?" He whispered again, for I had looked away. "It's okay…" Alexander trailed off in horror because the moister in my eyes spilled over sending me into a down spiraling sob. My mind traveled around the stupid reflective reaction that no one wanted me or wanted to be with me.

The rejection was strong. It made me want to run out of this very room and never come back.

I cringed away from him slinking to the opposite side of the mattress and curling my arms around my knees.

"I'm so-so-sorry." I apologized.

Alexander still started at me in shock as I struggled to control myself. I didn't know what came over me. My human hormones were to blame.

Ha ha very short. Still rattling my brain for the rest of the night between the two. Don't worry I won't forget to do it!