We thought we were at peace with no Muraki around and no serious cases. I felt at ease knowing there as nothing I could blame myself for. And besides Hisoka would have beaten my ass if I tried attempting what I did in Kyoto again. And he is all I'm living for now. He is the love of my life and I never want to let him go again. When he slowly started to lose himself I was the one to pick him up on the ground. I was the one he relied on like I relied on him. But it was so hard to see him like that. It was hard to watch him stuggle to even dress himself or eat. But I believed in him and still do believe in him. It's been a year now since all that happened and Hisoka is finally getting stronger. But I can sense he's uneasy about something.
We both know that Muraki is still alive and had something to do with that other case but so far we've heard nothing. Hisoka believes that after the whole thing with Touda he has been weaker. Even though he is starting to get stronger by the minute. We can only sit tight and wait for now but if it does happen I will protect Hisoka this time. The wounds of the rape and torture are still there and I need to help him because he is the one who pulled me from my fantasy about death, and I was in love with him.
When Hisoka developed the illness and became traumatized I pulled him out of it. To this day I'm still worried about him getting like that but I will save him again I promise to always be by his side. I confessed my love to him at a park and found he returned my feelings we have since been going out on dates and watching each others backs. I'm happy with him and I hope he is happy too because I would do anything to see him smile..