I had never felt so lifted. His hands gentle, his lips so soft. the air around us foggy and hard to see through. his eyes locked on mine. I had the munchies like a mother fucker but my tongue only wanted one thing... him.
he smiled at me caressing my face. My mind could only focus on one thing and that was the simple phrase I desperately wanted to say to him. 'baby love me lights out.' I don't know why beyonce was on my mind ive never really been a fan but when I was thinking about it at that moment all of her lyrics made sense.
"what are you waiting for" the whisper echoed through my head. at the time I thought it was my subconscious but now I know it was the creepy poltergeist from our basement.
we lay on the coutch face to face. our bodies linked in perfect proportion. his legs intertwined with mine. he looked away as if he was ashamed so I asked
"whats wrong?"
his reply was heartbreaking.
"I feel as though you don't want to love a cripple."
I wanted to cry but I just took his face in my hands and kissed his sweet beautiful lips. he was mine and I wanted him to know that no matter what he would always be my soldier boy. he smiled into the kiss holding onto me. We were both high as fuck but hey sometimes a little pick me up leads to a little more pick me up. the type of pick me up that makes you think but not too much because you can only focus on one thing at a time. at that moment my only thought was on him.
I needed him. it was the darkest night. his face was all that I could see I wanted to give him everything so... I did.
The next morning I awoke feeling the best I ever had. I had him in my arms and a smile was spread across his beautiful face. his heart was glowing and I had crashed into him. I noticed it was only about 4:30. he stired in his sleep getting closer to me. I hated the sunlight I wanted it to stay away for ever so I could be with him forever. though luckily the little sunlight that was beginning to spread across the sky was unable to penetrate the blankets I had put over the windows. he was off today and I don't go into work till the night shift. we didn't hve anything planned so today we'd lay here. we'd consume one anothers energy. if we do go out it'll be a peacefull getaway. obviously involving some of the keef from downstairs but right now I just cared about him and I knew I was still pretty high.
I love him.
okay so I hope you enjoyed chapter two... leave a comment if you want to read into more of there love. let me know if you want to read there special encoutnters aswell. love you guys...
