A/N Thank you soooo much for reading! This means so much to me!

Just a fun fact: In the story I'm Harlow. I had to change my name (Kelly) because Gustavo's assistant is named Kelly and that would have been hard to distinguish between the both of us.

Keep in mind that I do not own Big Time Rush. I do not own Los Angeles either.

Harlow's POV

It's been a year since the guys left. At first I cried, but I'm slowly getting better. The guys have been my crutch since I was a little kid. Now I'm on my own and the independence feels good. But I miss them. I really do. They were my best friends, especially Kendall. We met when I was five in Kindergarten. We fought over the Spiderman action figure that I found in the dirt and after that we were inseparable. Now I'd be lucky if I even got one of those chain letter texts from him. I hope he hasn't forgotten about everyone in Minnesota. I hope he hasn't forgotten about me.

"OHMIGOSHHHH!" I heard someone scream breaking me out of my sulking.

I turned around and Melissa was jumping up and down. "What is it?" I said sitting on my bed.

"Ok you are not going to believe this." Melissa said pacing around the room.

"What is it?" I said getting really annoyed.

"We're freakin going to L.A.!" She screamed at the top of her lungs.

When she said that my heart fluttered. The boys are in L.A. I jumped up and we both started hugging each other and jumping.

"How?" I asked her when we finished hugging. I plopped down on the bed and she plopped down next to me. She handed me an opened envelope with my address on it.

"Have you been reading through my.." I said annoyed at her for reading through my mail.

"Just read it." She interrupted.

I took out a piece of paper from the envelope and read it. It talked about my audition from a month ago.

I had always loved to sing and a month ago I auditioned to be signed on with Hawk Records.

I skipped to the end of the letter and it said that they wanted me. I read it over again. They wanted Me?

"Oh my freakin gosh!" I jumped up and ran to the kitchen to tell my mom.

I'm going to L.A.! My heart leaped for joy as I realized that I might be able to see Kendall again.

Kendall Pov

"What a beautiful day!" Logan said as the boys and I were lounging by the Palm Woods pool.

"Yeah tots." James said. We all stared at him "What?" he said sitting up a sliding his glasses down to the bridge of his nose so he could stare at us.

"Who says tots bro?" Carlos asked, "That's so girly."

"Oh you wanna see girly?" he jumped on Carlos, lifted him up, and threw him in the pool. He jumped in and they proceeded to have a water fight. Logan went over to the side of the pool and cheered them on.

I wish I could go over there and have fun too. But something is bothering me. For the last few days I've been having dreams about her. Harlow. It's so weird all of a sudden I just couldn't stop thinking about her. I have to talk to her.

"Hey guys I'll be right back." I said grabbing my stuff but they didn't hear me.

I started heading to our apartment when I got ambushed by my girlfriend Jo.

"Hey babe." She said smothering me in a hug.

"Hey." I said trying to walk to the elevator. I really have tot talk to her.

"Hey what's wrong?" She felt me pushing away and did that puppy dog thing with her face that normally I couldn't resist. I managed to resist.

"I just gotta go." I said pushing past her to the elevator. I know what I did was selfish but sometimes people deserve to be selfish and this was one of those times.

I got to my room, closed the door, and dialed her number. It rang a few times until she picked.

"Kendall?" she answered (caller id). My heart did this weird thing when she answered.

"Harlow, hey how's it going?" I felt a little better.

"Oh great. Hey you guys are staying at the Palm Woods, right?" she asked.

"Umm yeah. Room 3A. Why?" This was weird.

"Well," I heard behind me. I turned around and it was Harlow "You should really remember to close your apartment door."

"Harlow!" I ran up to her and hugged her. I didn't ever want to let go. She was here.