I didn't seem to care at all about the fact that Light and I were both drenched. In fact, I rather enjoyed it. All I could see in front of me was Light's wet, see-through top clinging to his unbelievably enticing skin.

I'm sure he wants it too, wants me. But maybe that's just my wishful thinking. I shuddered, not from the chill, but from the heat of my lust for him. I couldn't control it. I needed him.

I tried to look, and sound, as calm and collected as possible. "Well that was certainly an unpleasant outing." Smooth(!) Very, very smooth(!) Very well done to you L. Now you sound like an absolute and complete prat. I sighed slightly and hoped that Light hadn't noticed. But that of course isn't my greatest problem right now. I'm going to die. And the one that I love dearly is going to kill me. My heart died as I thought this. I thought I saw Light look at me out of the corner of his eye, just to take a peek at me, so I tried to make my face as blank as possible. But Light was a clever man so I think my attempts failed.

"It's your own fault I mean what did you expect?" This comment pulled me out of the deep black hole that consumed my entire body, soul, heart and mind. His beautiful voice was too much to bear. I had to have him. I love you. Seriously it isn't that hard to say. Come on! Be a man! Again I sighed slightly. I decided to take the playful approach and hoped that he would be able to figure it out by himself.

"You're right. I'm sorry." Remorse took over my attempts at playful and, yet again, I failed to convince the brilliant, gorgeous, auburn man sitting in front of me. Again I remembered that this angel was going to kill me that day and, again, I died and tried to hide myself in the deep hole that replaced my heart. Don't do it Light. Fight Kira. Fight him. Please. For me.

Light glanced back at me again and his luscious hair glistened in the light, rainbows reflecting off of the rain droplets. His eyes penetrated straight through me and I became weak at the knees. I knew what I had to do. I needed to convince him somehow. Just tell him you love him you imbecile.

I made my way towards him, choking as I struggled to breath, his very presence causing the lump in my throat to grow larger. I bent down at his feet and picked up his soft, wet foot in one hand and a towel in the other.

I heard Light let out a gasp, whether it was in delight or in fear I did not know, nor did I care. This is what I was going to do. His reaction is all I want to see. Then I'll stop… when the phone call comes. Please let that phone call never arrive. "What are you doing?" His voice shocked me. I really wasn't paying much attention at all to anything really. Just to the fact that I was surely going to die soon and it was going to be my beloved that was going to murder me.

Is this the reaction I'm looking for? No. That's not it. I'll press on! I tried to chose my words carefully. "I thought I might help you out. You were busy wiping yourself off anyway." Good one(!) Words did not matter though. I was here with Light. So close, able to touch him. Able to kiss him. I considered the percentages of Light actually wanting what I wanted. The odds really didn't look very good.

I tried to even my breathing and, again, I failed completely, of course! "L-look i-it's fine. You don't have to do that." Are you toying with me Light? Or do you really not want me? I considered what to say. Bargaining with him seemed the best option, with the possibility of a positive reaction being about 89.3%. I decided to take the other 10.7% and laugh in its face. "I can give you a massage as well?" I grinned inside. If you know what I mean… "It's the least I can do to atone for my sins. I'm actually pretty good at this." I didn't lie. It's true…I didn't…not really.

"Fine do what you want." That was the reaction that I was looking for, very much. I decided to do exactly as I pleased. I'm not letting you get away Light. Light averted his gaze and I prepared to give him a massage that he would never forget. "Alright." I said, still determined. I started gently rubbing his foot and as I did he jerked back slightly and let out one sweet moan. I was excited by this unbelievably excellent reaction and I tried to calm myself down a bit. That was easy. I just thought of the fact that this perfect person was going to kill me so very soon. Depression fell on me again.

"You'll get used to it." I barely managed to speak, I was so saddened that I wouldn't be able to see Light's perfect face for much longer. Suddenly I felt something soft brush against my hair. It was Light with a towel. "Here. You're still soaked." I embraced the feeling of him brushing my hair and replayed it in my head many times. "I'm Sorry." Was all that I could say. The silence swept through the room. Such an unwelcome guest.

I couldn't shift the depression from my soul. "It'll be lonely won't it?" I found myself saying, completely unaware that I was actually talking. I looked up at Light's face for one final time, taking in all of his perfect features. His gorgeous hair, his shining eyes, his breathtaking, symmetrical face, his toned, golden body. Tears started to well up in my eyes. "You and I will be parting ways soon."

I loved you since before I met you. I love you now. And no matter what, even if you're Kira (which I know you are), I will never, ever, stop loving you.

A/N Second chapter yaaaaaay~ L has such strange moodswings it scares the bejabers outta me! Seriously he's like a pms'ing teenage girly who's bitching about life! My descriptions rule... Anyways enjoy!~